Vacation is...O V E R !
Noooooo! Skool starts up again tomorrow. damnit! i hate skool and all my teachers (especially levin! lol) anywho 2morrow i haveta leave skool early :) so i can go take my permit test. im scared. i hope i pass! lol anywho today was kinda boring. i went shoppin in the mornin and bought a cute lil sweater with a J on it and a kick ass belt with studs and stars on it. its totally hot! lol then i had to go up to publix with alina and we watched Jeepers Creepers 2...way scary!! then cami came home and we had a picnic in the parking lot! hahaha i shuld be studyin but i dont feel like it. dan never called me. guess he rly didnt wanna help me. w/e i dont care. i give up! anywho im gunna go turn a fan its freakin hot as a balls in here! peace out ya'll!!! (im not a hick) haha allie!
XoXo-ja

...[Ryan

*moan* god i feel like sh!t
hey ya'll...i reckon i havent updated for awhile. so sorry. anywho lemme update u on recent events in my oh-so-exciting (yeah riiiight) life. slept over cami's on friday nite. we rented "Wrong Turn" so incredibly scary! lol then the next day we had a HUGE sleepover at alinas, it was pretty fun. we watched "28 Days Later" what a fuked up movie! ril ril ril scary tho! haha and "El Chupacabra! lol cami!!!!! then "Freaky Friday"-->this one was not scary! hehe anywho after watchin that half the ppl fell asleep and the rest of us had a picnic in alinas room and ate peanut butter and jelly snadwiches at 3 in the morning. it was funny. didt get to sleep til round 4, woke up at 10 and had to do my chores. rest of day was boring. oh yeah this whole time i had been studyin for my permit test Ick!!! but i gotta do it. dan said he would help me today study for my test but he never called me. whatever. so i went with allison and cami to the new park. there we were supposed to meet allisons b/f's friends kenny and shawn. they didnt come but we did hang out with sum hot guys and a few @$$holes! haha it was kinda a waste of a day tho. o well now i have like the worst cramps and i feel terrible. did i mention i was sick this whole time? never did i take time to rest. my poor tired, lil body! haha anywho this was a long update so ya im gunna go now, later ya'll!!
XoXo-Ja

1 _* | ...[Ryan

la ti da!
Hi!!!!! im bored this journal entry is just to take up space!! so la la la la la....

XoXo-ja

...[Ryan

*Acchooo!*...bless me!
ahhh today was a complete disaster!! i woke up at 10 when i coulda slept all day. allie and i were sittin on the sidewalk outside the neighborhood for like 30 minutes before dan calls at 1 which is when he was supposed to already be here. he says give him another 30 minutes. call again. give him more time. call phillip. he says that they made plans with OTHER ppl too to go to the movies. we call dan. he says go to movies when he knos for a fact we cant go and he promised me hed come ovr today. he was already at the movies. we get pissed. we call scott. we go get him and jeremy comes over too. then we go see if erics home. not home. he comes home and they ditch us in a way too. came home. feel soo incredibly sick and tired. didnt eat all day. im so sick of wasting my time on dan and phillip. 3 fukin days in a row now we've wasted our time waiting for them to show and they dont. ahh! god i hate them sumtimes!!! gotta go eat...later.
XoXo-ja

...[Ryan

Wow its the new year...big deal!
im a sooo incredibly tired and i am soooo sick. all i wanna do is go bak to bed and stay there all day. but i cant. dan and phillip are coming over today around one. should be fun, i hope. anyways new years was boring. just sat around not even with my whole family since everyone was in different rooms. i heard a hell of a lot of fireworks outside but i wasnt allowed to go outside. how gay is that? w/e im gunna go now cuz i need to blow my nose and there are no fukin tissues by the computer!!!!peace.
XoXo-ja

...[Ryan

2004!!
HaPpY nEw YeAr EvErYoNe!!!

2004 kicks ass!!!

...[Ryan

Imma fat llama!!!!!
hahaha! today was soo strange! i wake up from allie calling me and go online and have a crazii chat with her, johnny, and ori....crazii kids i tell ya. lol it was sooo funny!

johnny came to the conclusion that i have "Ppms" ...(Permanent PMS) HaHaHaHa

Llamas are soo much cooler that dorky penguins in their gay lil tuxedos!!!!!

~also me and allie were gunna hang with dan and phillip but we couldnt so we hung with johnny instead. it was fun. now i have like the biggest sinus headache in teh world and i got my new phone tho! yippie!!! hehehe

Oh yeah ...HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!!! LoL

XoXo-ja

Cami found this...its so tru, so tru..."*~* I OnLy get P-m-S On tHe dAyS ThAt eNd wItH Y*~*!!" hahahahaha isnt that funny? its soo me! me and my weird ass mood swings! haha

...[Ryan

....Wierd day....
ah today sucked big balls!we were supposed
to go hang by wendys with dan and phillip but Noooooo! dan has to be stupid and think we said mall when we said wendys. w/e they didnt come and that made us mad/sad. we tawked to them(or dan at least) on the phone for awhile...and to our amazement...he actually called back *insert applause here* anywho we're all gunna hang out sumtime after new years....jeremy and scott hung out with us tonite...it was ok. i was gunna sleep ovr cami's but i didnt feel good so i went home. OOOOH yeah! i felt very proud of myself today.i learned two new things....1) its rapist not raper, and 2) i learned how to say up and down in spanish from my friend Dora the Explorer..."up" is "areba" and "down" is "abajo"....that is soooo cool! haha yeh i kno i have MAJOR issues! LoL anywho im gunna go to sleep..oww! headache. later guyz.
XoXo-ja

...[Ryan

HAHA...another gay convo coutesy of allie and janelle
AlliegYaThatsME is now directly connected.
DumbBlonde1137: **INSERT PIC OF SANTA CLAUSE HERE**
DumbBlonde1137: isnt he sexy?
AlliegYaThatsME: no not rly
DumbBlonde1137: hes my new b/f....see im over dan
DumbBlonde1137: lol
DumbBlonde1137: :-P
AlliegYaThatsME: o god
DumbBlonde1137: what, u dont approve of him?
AlliegYaThatsME: no i dont
AlliegYaThatsME: exspecially cuz hes snata and he malestes children!!
DumbBlonde1137: yes but, mayb if i sleep with him, he'll give me better toys for xmas!
AlliegYaThatsME: ok
AlliegYaThatsME: janelle
AlliegYaThatsME: stop
AlliegYaThatsME: ur scarting me


HAHAHAHAHA!

1 _* | ...[Ryan

*rolls eyes*
ugh! im soo bored...im going shoppin today tho! lol new years is like soon, hmmm i wonder wut im gunna be doing...o well lol...ahhh! BOYS SUXK!!!! im like going through dan withdrawl and it suxks. we stopped going out like month or more ago but i still cant freakin stop thinkin but him and stuff!! wut the hell is wrong with me?? and "supposedly" he still cares or sum shit like that but..my ass! i highly doubt that he does. w/e i gotta get over him! ahhh! anywho enuff pity party....i wanna go to the mall with lauri or sumthin i havent hung out with her in ages!!! her and her boyfriend broke up too...(see another reason why BOYS SUXK!) lol anywho im gunna go bak to tawkin to allie online...later skater!
XoXo-janelle

1 _* | ...[Ryan

*sigh* boredem
im sooo bored...no ones home. cami went sumwhere i dont think allie's bak from church yet and i dunno where alina and steph are. i changed the colors in my journal once again....also i had to write down ALL my phone numbers cuz my mom got me a new phone....the same old piece of crap one but hey at least it will work. lol anywho me and cami were gunna go to the movies with jeremy and scott but noooo jeremy has to get "sick" whatever i didnt feel like going anyways. Kevin left for north carolina again last nite. *tear* school starts again in a lil more than a week...ick! jus the thought of skool makes me wanna throw up! lol anywho im gunna go dry my hair and straighten it cuz i have nuttin else to do bye ya'll!

1 _* | ...[Ryan

La ti daaaa!!!!!!!
AlliegYaThatsME: WOW I WANT LIKE A HAMBURGER
AlliegYaThatsME: WHAT ARE U DOING TOMARROW?
DumbBlonde1137: hmm chores
DumbBlonde1137: then i dunno
AlliegYaThatsME: U HAVE WHAT?
DumbBlonde1137: chores
DumbBlonde1137: quehaceres lol
DumbBlonde1137: espanol
AlliegYaThatsME: HA HA
AlliegYaThatsME: OOO CHORES!!!!!
DumbBlonde1137: god ur dumb
DumbBlonde1137: lol
AlliegYaThatsME: I THOUGHT IT SAID CHORUS
DumbBlonde1137: no....
AlliegYaThatsME: I CANT READ IT
DumbBlonde1137: lol
AlliegYaThatsME: I WAS LIKE WHAT??
DumbBlonde1137: I CANT SING TO SAVE MY LIFE!
DumbBlonde1137: LOL
AlliegYaThatsME: YES I KNOW THAT
AlliegYaThatsME: THATS Y I WAS LIEK WHAT
DumbBlonde1137: lol
AlliegYaThatsME: HE HE NO OFFENSE
DumbBlonde1137: oh yeah none taken!




~~HaHa...were retarded! lol (especially allie lol jk)~~

god im bored.....

YOU SUXK!
YOU SUXK!
YOU SUXK!
YOU SUXK!
YOU SUXK!
YOU SUXK!

k im done now...peace XoXo-Ja

1 _* | ...[Ryan

YOU SUXK
HAHAHAHA...U SUXK! lol allie! thats my new word! tehe....im going to go get my phone fixed and then i dunno. lol no ones online *tear* oh yeah MERRY DAY AFTER CHRISTMAS!! LoL anywho im gunna go byebye all!
xo-janelle

1 _* | ...[Ryan

MeRrY x-MaS eVe!!!
Yay! Tomorrow is Christmas!! Yippie! i love the holidays....all the lights, love, and food! LoL anywho i am sooo tired and worn out. i've been sooo bizy lately. the other day we woke up at 6:30 and went to the mall with jeremy and scott...it was alrite but we were there for like 5 hours!!! then i slept over cami's and woke up at 8!!! lol then yesterday walked/rollerbladed pratically all over town (lol) then had to go with alina and her family to see those lights in that park. it was fun but we had to sit in the car for like 2 1/2 hours!!!! AAhhh! anywho i am soo tired and im havin a lil party later so i have to do the dishes ..ick... now my parents want to go to church xmas mornin instead of tonite, but if we go in the morning that means no presnts until 11:30 or 12!!! i cant wait that long! teehee! anywho i emailed scott from london, and got a text message from dan lol....gotta call him today or tomorrow. well i gotta go im makin grilled cheese hehehe byebye!

~*~ja~*~

+++ HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!!! +++

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*insert guitar solo here*
hey all! howz it? last yesterday me and cami walked up to jeremy's and hungout . it was fun. they all tried to teach me to ollie (again) lol ...failure. lol im never gunna learn *cries* anywho i learned a new trick sorta with the help of senor caliente cosa! haha i think how u say it! hehehe...we didnt go home till like 7:30. her parents piked us up. it was soooo cold. it was mucho fun tho! me and cami mite go to the new park and play hockey with sum guys...LoL anywho i must get bak to my chores before my dad has a cow! byebye all! XoXo-Ja

...[Ryan

blink! blink! blink!
ehh one more day of exams to go. but its my hardest ones...bio honors and history honors...ewww! lol i gotta actually study tonite. lol anywho the other day when it was ril cold and windy out i walked ALL the way to jeremy's house in boca winds!!! that isnt too far but he lives in the last freakin neighborhood!!!! ahhh! lol i was soooo cold! it was kinda fun tho...there were other girls there too. and jeremy,scott,eric, and lucy. the cops came too! lol anywho they all want me to go bak over there 2morrow after skool for a big "hang out party" lol and i dunno if i rly feel like walkin over there again and that means ill haveta lie again. i hate that. anyways i cant feel my toes so im gunna goes. LOL it rhymes!! hehe peace.
<3 Janelle~~

...[Ryan

AHHHH!
This is the second time im updatin cuz this god damn pop up made the last one close and i was almost done too! god i hate pop ups. AHHi think u ever invented them shuld be fed to a hungry koala bear. but thats just me. lol im going to eric's house in a lil bit to hang out with my skater homies eric,scott,and jeremy (lol im such a loser!)teehee! gots lot of studyin to do this weekend so that suxs. exams next week AHh Scary! lol *sneeze Sneeze* god im so fuckin sick thanks to cami but its my fault too since i made her cough on me! hehehehe well im gunna go peace out!

xoxo~janelle~

...[Ryan

your as smart as a cucumber on wheels!! LoL cami!!
howdy ya'll!! im feel like S#@&! lol and i look like it too! ahahah im sick and yeah im sick. i havent been warm all day. my fingers are frozen lol and i ran outta coughdrops and no ones home to give me any $$ to go get more! *tear* on the other hand, I GOT AN "A" ON A HISTORY TEST IN MRS.SKELETON'S CLASS!!! im soooo happy! ive never gotten an A on one of her tests before! hehe i finished my essay in class today so that good. ahhh my head hurts and i cant feel my nose so im gunna go lay down...talk to all u cool ppl later...peace!
<3 Ja

...[Ryan

*shiver shiver*
I am freezing my butt off! I just got inside from Jd's house. me and alina and tina went there after we walked to the gas station and we were bouncing on his trampoline and it started to pour! it was sooo much fun! we kept slippin and sliding and fallin...i got sooo wet and cold but it was fun. i think im gettin sick lol...anywho today at skool was boring...kia highlighted my hair pink 2day in history its REALLY brite and cool! lol i hope it washes out. hehe...im tired...gunna go bye bye ~ja~

im a motherf***in []D [] []V[] []D!! LoL not!!

...[Ryan

*tear* i need a tissue!
I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!!! dan is such an asshole! first i hear hes been cheatin on me so i try and try and try to call him and straighten things out. but all he gave me were gay excuses why he couldnt tawk. so he called me tonite and is like ummm yeah i think we would be better off being friends...w/e dan i ran out of alina's house crying and i still am. i would have done anything to get things back to normal between us. and to top things off today was our 2 month anniversary! he has some nerve to dump me...i shulda dumped him but he never gave me a long enuff chance to...i think he did that on purpose. I cant believe he would do this to me. w/e im through with guys for awhile. Fuck him, fuck everyone.

...[Ryan

My life is a fuckin soap opera
god i hate everyone and everything! i am sooo fuckin confused lately and i dunno wut to do about it all. I would typ wwhy im confused but i dont wanna give ppl another reason to scream at me and i dont feel like telllin it again. Everyones tellin me to dump dan and go out with kevin but like i dunno wut to do and i am not deciding anyhting until i can tawk to dan. I heard he could be cheating on me and call me naive but i am the only one tryin to forget about it. i cant believe that he would do that to me! it made me cry during PE. At least johnny was of sum help. he really wanted to kno wut was wrong so i wrote it in a looong note and he told me that i should do wut i want and should call dan tonite and then go from there. ahh im sooo confused! i jus wanna break away from everything for a while. god i cant stop crying wut the hell is wrong with me? i cant even concentrate in skool. i g2g i cant type anymore cuz i cant stop crying peace ~ja~

...[Ryan

Hip Hip Hooray!!!
Yay! It's finally friday! im sooo happy the weeks over! no more skool...well at least not for two days! tehe...anywho then we have skool monday and off on tuesday! i cant wait and neither can allie! hehe anywho i haveta memorize this 75 word thing for a spanish report and i have to say it in front of the class on monday!! totally nervous! lol anywho after skool kyrie was buying me and jack food (lol) and sean (scotts hot older bro..) said hi to me!!! hahahah im such a loser i kno! hehee i waited for scott after skool and he wanted to see my progress report and i didnt want him to cuz it said i have an F in geometry but its cuz i still have to make up the test and if he saw it i would never hear the end of it! well he was like attacking/chasing me to my locker then he got carolyn and kyrie to like rape me and get my progress report!!! lol it was quite funny but yeah they got it and saw it and scott laughed and laughed and laughed and told me hes puttin this in my page on his profile! grrreeeaaat! lol so yea that was my fun-filled day lol i wanna go to the homecoming football game tonite but i wanna go with allie & Phillip and me & dan but none of hem kno about it cept me and allie! and she probly wont be able to go!! and i reallllllly wanna go!!!! lol i gotta stop whining! lol well im gunna go eat a corndog at alinas...Hahahaha! Peace out ppl! luv ya!
xo~ja~xo

...[Ryan

RoCoCo!
lol i was doing my vocab sentences last nite and that (rococo) was one of the words and i thought it was like the coolest word like ever! lol anywho...today was asi-asi (so so) lol i got an A on my spanish composition and Unit test!! Yay so that made me happy...now we haveta give some oral report thing i spanish about our favorite band (how gay rite?) lol well me and carolina are partners and we are doing Good Charlotte cuz Joel is so damn fine! lol hahaa 4ht hour we had a test (yuck) and then we had to do a worksheet and thats all oh and ms.saker changed my grade and now i have a B instead of a C! yippie! lol me and valerie did our lab 2gether in bio...she wasnt too thrilled that justin and annie are going out. then i had pe, god justin is soo hot! lol haha i went in the classroom and they didnt ...of course! haha then i had to drag and i mean literally DRAG johnny to my locker and have him take his dumb books outta my locker! lol hes such a pain in my ass sumtimes! lol ;) anywho now i feel like im gettin sick! o well w/e i have soooo much hw and i dont wanna go to skool 2morrow! lol who does? haha well im gunna go, later.
xo~ja~xo

...[Ryan

*sigh* so much hw, so little time
went to the movies last nite with dan at like 8:30 and didnt get home till about 12!!!! yeah i was surprised i didnt get in trouble or lectured cuz im usually supposed to be home by like 10:30 or 11 at the latest. got up at 9!! and ate more candy! lol i dont think i've eaten anything but candy for the last 2 days! lol anyways i got up did my geometry and i dont get how to any of it and i have a test 2morrow!!!! god i have soooooo much hw. I still have to study for my spanish unit 1 test, study for sum Rome quiz in english, do my vocab with my daddy (lol), and study for my history test!! geez! i have like 3 tests 2morrow. ah great. lol anyways i gotta go my mom is gunna cut my hair and dye the back part a darker color. lol and then im going shopping! $$$ lol <3~ja~

...[Ryan