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:: 2003 31 October :: 3.48 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Hands Down by: Dashboard Confessionals

WooHooo!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN! and HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY KYRIE! LOVE U!!!!!! Omg today is sooooooooo cool! First of all, we went to Viscaya with like all my friends (cept Mara *tear*) it was kinda cool kinda boring. today is kyrie's birthday so in a lil while im going to Mara's to have a party for kyrie and go trick-or-treating! yay lol...im excited lol i had a weird conversation with allie and dan. We were like arguing about religion and God and stuff. i guess it was just weird for me becuz i grew up believing in God and the Bible and never doubting it. And i went to a private my WHOLE life where we learned about God and stuff so i never really had to tell or defend my beliefs before. it was like well first of all they werent really listenin to me allie and dan did most of the tawkin but it was just really strange and i felt like..i dunno weird liek i even started crying at one point. yeah it was just strange telling and trying to get people to believe wut i believe. LIke allie so profoundly said, How do u prove color to a blind person? You dont they just have to believe it by wut ppl tell them. The same goes for believing that God is real. You just have to believe. w/e i gotta go get ready for Mara's house. bye ya'll
~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 29 October :: 4.50 pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: la la la la la

REPORT CARD DAY!
hey hey hey! today was report cards...i got all A's and 2 B's...not too shabby. lol i wore my light up sandals to skool...i felt like such a dork! haha but yet, dont i always? lol anywho skool was boring as hell lol especially history. after skool i tawked to scott and he made fun of me (like alwayz) and we looked at each others report cards...he didnt do too bad! lol haha anywho im home alone cuz my bro has confirmation and its kinda scary lol hopefully cami will get home soon so i can hang out with her! friday is my TLE to Vizcaya! i cant wait! its also halloween and most importantly...KYRIE"S BIRTHDAY!!!! hhehehe oh shit! i still haveta get her a present! lol ill get her sumthin 2morrow. k well im out...love to all...
~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 28 October :: 3.51 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: Here Without You by: 3 Doors Down

Aweegawadda imma llama!~!
Hey all!! its only tuesday (which suxs) but it was a pretty good tuesday. in spanish that 100 word thing wasnt too hard and i got candy (yay! sugar!!) lol anywho...life management is actually interesting...i learned alot about drugs and shit and im not ever gunna do that crap. Its soo stupid. I really wish johnny would stop dont shit like that tho. He doesnt listen to me tho *tear* lol but w/e he betta get his damn books outta my locker before i scream!!! I cant even fit all my stuff in my locker anymore!!! anyways bak on track...we gotta a booth in lunch! lol we were happy! tehe :) biology was actuallly confuzzling and im not sure i get it..hrrmmm.... shana came in to take a test during my class. i was like Hi Shana! lol :-P ...PE- Kia wasnt here today so it was me, shana,justin,kyle,paul and the other ppl. We had a sub!!!!!! YIPPIE! lol i hate nappi! lol it was kinda gay tho..justin was gunna go home cuz he had a tummy ache (wut a baby lol shana) but he came bak cuz his mommy culdn't pik him up! lol ..then we had to go outside...so hot! lol then i walked to the bus loop with Shana, johnny, and justin then i left, ran into Mr.Hot Stuf-he said hi and patrick is like "Lucie...dont say hi to her" so i pusked that ugly ass scarecrow! lol Lucie(Mr. Hot Stuf turned around and smiled and waved again jus to piss patrick off! lol it was funny. now im at home...dreading doing my hw. lol im not even gunna do my geometry...its too hard...theres like 11 proofs on it! im not gunna waste my time with that...i dont even kno how to do them! lol so yeah well im gunna go cuz i have nothing else to say! lol buh-byes.
~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 27 October :: 3.44 pm
:: Mood: ditzy
:: Music: You'll be in my Heart (i love that song lol alina!)

This is a reminder for u Scott..........lol
OMG! I AM SOO FREAKIN BLONDE! Today after 4th hour i was walkin with Johnny and i ran into a door!!! lol He could not stop laughing. omg i am sooo stupid sumtimes! lol...dont forget to put that in my page scott ;) hahaha....anywayz skool suxed today. i have to write a 100 word spanish thing 2morrow, Nappi assigned us a 1500 word research paper, and sum of my friends were pissing me off today. so yeah today was peachy..jus peachy. Halloween is friday (so is kyrie's birthday) i beleive we are all going over to Mara's house, eating pizza, and going trick-or-treating. should be fun. saturday..hmmm....dont kno wut im doing yet...probly nothing...o well. im gunna go do hw...fun fun! lol not...later
~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 26 October :: 3.58 pm
:: Mood: Hungry...NOT
:: Music: Hey Ya by: Outkast

Dude-never order a large pizza lol
God we are soooo full! me, alina, and cami wnet to sum gay football and then we went bak to her house and ordered a pizza. we ordered a LARGE pizza and the 3 of us ate it all! lol now were layin in her room listenihn to music and cami's whining and wont shut up! lol Cami's cuz from New York came down to visit and i slept over that nite too and Brian (her cousin) was pretty cute! lol it was fun the next day we "bonded" with brian. we wnt to the new park and then to see scary movie 3...it was funny lol...yeah the weekend was pretty fun now im bored/tired/not hugnry lol dan should come home soon i think. he's been in New York this weekend. lol i think 2morrow will be one month since him and me were going out. cool i guess lol well i g2g allie's comin over now too lol PeAcE~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 21 October :: 3.54 pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: Puppy song...lol cami and alina kno wut im tawkin bout!! LoL

WoW! Eyelashes are like..Heroes.
HAHAHAHAHAHA....that was soo funny in biology..well at least janis and sarah thought my great insite was funny lol. anywho i am like sooo awake today! i went to bed before 9 las nite and slept till 6:20! wow i slept soo long i missed my phone calls with allie and dan. LoL...damn PSAT's. so boring....they werent too hard not a piece of cake tho. my gay bro is throwin a fit again cuz im wearin his shirt....its not even rly his. wut a fag lol...i hope kyrie gets better soon, i miss my blonde buddy! ahh gotta go luv ya'll ~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 20 October :: 4.25 pm
:: Mood: irritated

Leave me alone!!!
god i hate skool!!!! its so god damn stupid! had a sub in spanish today and all we do is bizy work. its sooo gay. then i go to 4th hour which is at least a lil entertainin thanks to johnny and baran but NooOOOo...fat ass ms. saker has to move our seats AGAIN! at least i get to sit next to my old pals carolyn and emilio! lol haha and johnny still has to sit by baran!!!!!! that totally suxs 4 him! I am soooo sick and tired of helpin eveyone out. i was thinkin the other day of all the crap i do for ppl and i get nothin in return. im through with it. I quit! ....grrr! i dont wanna go to lauri's halloween party on saturday. and dan's going to new york this weekend i believe so i wont get to see him *tear* lol but yeah im havin a bad day dont tawk to me im cranky!! LOL jk i luv ya'll (well mayb not everyone *wink* )lol

2 _* | ...[Ryan


:: 2003 18 October :: 11.40 pm
:: Mood: pissed off

............
hey lately i've been so cranky and pissed off for like no reasons wut so ever and i dunno why. lol anywhothis weekend i actually had a life! lol john on friday nite i went to jeremys house with allie to see dan and then she had to leeave and i go to the movies with dan and jeremy. it was fun. then today i went over to dan's house at like 7 and then phillip came over and they are all like fighting and beating each other up (well only phillip was gettin beat up!LoL) it was ...no offense to dan or anyone...pretty boring. then my parents were being weird and i had to go at like 10:30. so yeah 2morrow i have homework and im probly gunna sleep till noon! lol im tired gunna go to sleep...lol PeAcE ~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 16 October :: 3.42 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: There's gotta be more to life by Stacie Orrico

Phew! The day is finally over!
ah dios mio! today suxed! las nite i went to Dan's football game with Mara and so i didnt study for history. I didnt get to sleep until late and i woke up early and studied for history and i didnt even take a shower or wash my hair! (and every1...especially cami, allie and alina..know that i refuse to go anywhere w/out washin and blowdryin my hair) lol i had a bad day. gotta a B on my comma test in english *tear*and yeah it jus totally suxed! im soooo happy we dont have skool tomrrow i haveta go to alina's bday party 2morro and i havent even gotten her a gift yet...uh-oh! lol theres a varsity football game at my skool tonite and im gunna call dan and see if he wants to go with me. otherwise i gots nothin to do tonite cept chill in the hood! lol haha anywho...me and kyrie got jamba juice after skool which was nice...cept hers tasted like an oak tree! LOL anywho im gunna go PeAcE ~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 14 October :: 3.52 pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Tomorrow by Lillix

loser loser double loser as if whatever get the picture duh
lol ori u always say sumthin funny after skool that makes me laff and think ur a loser! lol jk anywho i am SOOOO freakin tired! (thanks dan! lol ur tryin to turn me into a vampire! lol) its k i luv ya! hehe anywayz i was on the phone with dan until 12!!!! and i had to wake up and study for my bio and vocab test at 5:45 AM!!! my eyes keep like closing! lol i got a 100% on my vocab! yay! lol and i went to the study thing during lunch for bio and i think i did pretty well on the test. so yeah and i ACTUALLY paid attention in history and i actully found it INTERESTING! omg i didnt thiink that was possible! lol haha anyways guess today wasnt that bad. i am soo going to bed early!! lol ...~janelley~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 13 October :: 6.01 pm
:: Mood: energetic

Jerky Jeremy Song
HAHA allie heres the song i made up about jeremy...it goes to the tune of the song called "FUN" u kno...the spongebob squarepants one!!!

F is for FUCKER who borke my friends heart,
U is for YOU SHOULD DIE!
N is for NO ONE wants u around,
except for Derek Jeter and Peter!!!

LOL~~:remember allie: u dont need a guy to make u happy! :)

...[Ryan


:: 2003 13 October :: 3.39 pm
:: Mood: Preppy
:: Music: Get Low! lol

oreocookies9899: you soOoOo were preppy today mrs.i hate punk
hey guys! lol today was so-so. i dressed "preppy" as ori wuld say cuz i wore a skirt and allies jacket. lol anywho...i hate spanish its too hard! i have a low B *tear* and its only gunna get lower. life management is so0o0o gay. teacher gives us an overload of book work (which i do and john copies lol) bio was alrite i have a test tomorrow tho...personal fitness suxs! its sooo boring and then i haveta go into the classroom and do like nothing. Justin is evil! he stabbed me in the face with a pen! and dont listen to him but...HE STARTED IT! lol dilan...kyrie wasnt here today *tears lots of them* lol as jack wuld say "my other half was missing" lol ALLIE I LUV U! hehe im sooo sorry jeremy broke up wit u! hes a jackass! its his loss! u can do way better girl! lol hes gunna end up gettin married to peter anywayz!!! haha :remember: me and dan care bout u so dont go killin urself!:) hehe... i supposedly had a **sparkle** in my eye today hehe dilan anywayz...my geometry homework is calling me...PeAcE ~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 8 October :: 7.51 pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: Addicted by Simple Plan

WoW!
OMG yesterday was sooooooo much fun! me and allie went to the battle of the bands. we saw peter play and hung out with dan. Where was jeremy u may ask? well he was being a dickhead and wouldnt even stand next to his girlfriend!!! anyways allie "tried" to climb the rock wall and it was hialrious! HAHAHA then she had to leave *tear* so i hung out with dan, his stepbro, and his friend phillip. it was fun but kinda gay at the same time. oh and by the way allie-I do REALLy like dan! LoL hahaha anywho then dan was leaving and made me ask my mom if i culd go to the movies with them. By this time it was like 8 at nite and my mom was never gunna let me go to the movies now. i asked her and she marched rite up to dan's mom and started tawkin to her. it was sooo embarassing. Howeevr, i did get to go. WooHOo! lol we got to shadowwood and there was liek no movies startin at that time so insttead we walked to BEst Buy and there dan bought a refrigerator! LOL seriously he did. then we walked to McDonalds and they ate and "sniffed" pepper and ppl thought it was drugs lol then we went into Borders Bookstore and then jeremy calls when we are in there and hes like is allie mad at me? uhh duh! lol then we were standin outside Borders and i thought i saw scott alracons hot brother sean drive by and he waved...then when their car turned the corner...josh stucl his head out and waved and was yellin hi! it was funny. then dan's dad cmae to pick us up and we took phillip home and then took me home. id tell u more but sorry...i dont kiss and tell! hehehehehe ~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 8 October :: 7.51 pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Swing Swing by All American Rejects

*Yawn*!!!
so tired...must sleep...lol i dont feel well i dunno why i have like a slight fever and a headache...but i gotta go to skool 2morrow cuz i haveta give my $20 to mr.levin 2morrow so i can go on the filed trip thing...AHHhh! i wanna stay home *t.e.a.r.s. sniffle sniffle* w/e the hell that means ori! lol ...mr levin read my aeneid essay and said it was good so im happy bout that...hahahaha me and cami are gunna be punk rockers for halloween! LOL funny stuff! anywho...i feel special now i have my own page in scott's profile lol (even tho he RLY needs to change it!!! lol) PATRICK HAS GLASSES! lol well i thought it was funny LOL anywho im gunna go to sleep probly...*NiTe NiTe* ~ja~

2 _* | ...[Ryan


:: 2003 7 October :: 4.56 pm
:: Mood: hyper
:: Music: So Yesterday by Hilary Duff

la la la la la
haha...today was alrite...got a B on my spanish test...that SUXS! lol life management was gay...baran wouldnt shut the hell up! (lol john) i saw ori...he was makin fun of allie and jeremy...wut a lewzer! lol PE was fun...hung out with my crew (kia shana, justin,kevin etc. LoL) oh yeah...and i DIDNT skip!!!! LOL ...and then i was hanging out with angelica and mr.hot stuff! (LoL cami) anywho...came home and ori and john are makin fun of me and i have no clue wut it means! lol they think its hilarious! haha DoRkS! lol anywho NOBODIE is home! *tear* alina and allie havent called me...they are supposed to call like and hour ago!!! the first day im not grounded and no one is home... go figure. anywayz im not doing bball this year and conditioning started today... i still haveta tell mr.carr (hes gunna be pissed at me) o well lol im gunna go PeACE! ~ja~

...[Ryan


:: 2003 6 October :: 11.30 am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Perfect by Simple Plan

Hey! im really hyper this mornin i dun kno why. lol last nite i was on the phone with allie and dan and then allie had to go so i tawked to dan until like 11:30! wow and i cant believe im not tired!! haha anywho everybodie in my house was gone this mornin when i woke up and i called alina and cami to see if they could come to my driveway but they culdnt. its a good thing tho cuz my grandma came home like 5 minutes later! i wulda gotten in big trouble!! gotta go allie needs me to look at sum pic thing...~ja~

ori ori ori ori ori ori ori ori ori ori ori ori ori ori ori (u kno...he didnt find that funny..wut a lewzer! LoL)

...[Ryan


:: 2003 5 October :: 11.10 am
:: Mood: bored

Bored Bored Bored
hey! allie u told me to get a journal thng and i was having major problems trying to get one just like urs (maybe it cuz im bonde and i didnt follow the instruction LoL) anywho i got one and thats all that matters rite? anwayz i am extremly bored. im grounded till wednesday all becuz i skipped personal fittness with shana and kia. w/e i tried to sleep till noon again cuz i have nothin better to do (lol allie) but it didnt work. i got up at 9, watched spongebob (pathetic aint it?) LoL and dan called me we tawked for like 5 minutes hes supposed to call bak later and now i have to listen to scott laugh his ass off at blonde jokes. so yeah ril fun! haha well im gunna go i wanna see if this journal thingy is really gunna work. much love~ja~

1 _* | ...[Ryan

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