:: 2003 19 September :: 4.25 pm
:: Mood: hyper

im like wicked hyper and excited about sunday...Few To Fall's first band practice thingy.. i wicked wish i was levi right now.. hes having dinner with Theory of Regret and their bringing him and josh along to their Keene show...lmao.. thats WICKED SWEET... and oh yeah..but another revelation..ive decided that i dotn care if she goes with matt....whatever... as long as i have friends ill always be all set...and if im single until im 50... its just becuase "the one" hasnt come along yet.. shes out there somewhere...and im only in hs.....soooo.. it doesnt matter....and thus i dotn give a shit..lmao....im sooo hyper at this moment..lol...hmmm...yessa..omg and YAY its RAINING... i want to go out and get all wet like RIGHT NOW....

.:: From Behind My Eyes::.

:: 2003 18 September :: 5.11 pm
:: Mood: happy

lmao...ive decided that i dont write constintly sooo i need to use the journal as a journal as well as a poem/song thingy. Today was a good day :P.. adn yesterday was to.. not sure why but i hope it keeps going on liek this.... but at the same time im hoping thatmy happiness isnt do to erin and me hanging out... becuase...well she kinda is really into matt.... i thought he had a gf... but maybe i was wrong.. kinda sounds weird "i hope my happiness isnt becuase of erin".. but its true..and i know that shes going to be long gone soon...and how will i feel then...

.:: From Behind My Eyes::.

:: 2003 9 September :: 3.16 pm
:: Mood: hungry

Sinking into the dark
I want to breath
the cold absorbs and drowns
where my warmth once lay
hopless and unaided
in you, i died today....

I drowned in nothing
a cruel emtiness
your dead to me
you ignore my pain
apart, we will always be.....



(this one needs some fixing up but i put it in anyways)

3 .::Whispers To Me::. | .:: From Behind My Eyes::.

:: 2003 8 September :: 9.27 pm
:: Mood: happy....ish

One more peice gone
absent and lost
you planted a seed again
let it grow and swallow
now you ripped it out
im left depressed and hollow

your roots still consume....
me.... to my shell...
reveal my pain
reveal my moan
a ghost in his shell
distraught and alone...

1 .::Whispers To Me::. | .:: From Behind My Eyes::.

:: 2003 7 September :: 1.21 am
:: Mood: sleepy

Laydown a tear
let it sing for you
sign it with love
let your pity bleed through

Tied down with pleads
ropes of velvet and lace
the comforts of my sighs
unwanted safetys i will release

The stars will still shine
and brighten down on my sea
and the moon will still bloom
if your happy without me

You shattered my heart
stole a peice and dyed it black
but I dont stand alone
I dont need it back

The fish is not alone
let my sunset blue
signs for me
i can swim without you.....

1 .::Whispers To Me::. | .:: From Behind My Eyes::.