:: 2004 8 March :: 8.39 pm

lmao.. i practiced with jeremy and chris tonight.. riley was being sooo stupid.. wow.. he made an amazing discovery (it was one to him) today.. lol.. he was like "my friend dillan told me girls dont have weiners..." i tried to not laugh but i couldnt help it.. and then he was telling me how bush is gay.. he was like "bush was in a bush mushin his weiner".. i was like "oh... riley your retarded...".. and then he was humping the dog.. poor dog... anyways..

hannah drew me another picture today for some reason..lmao.. not sure why.. maybe she likes me.. maybe she doesnt.. and yeah, josh lied...she told me she went to my theater and i was like "oh.. thats cool, was it with your family or your bf?..".. and she was like "i dont have a bf.. what gave you that idea?".. i cant help but think of jared though.. he likes her ALOT though he wont admit it.. im not sure if i should jsut back up.. maybe this is one of those times i should think for myself or maybe its one of the times i should take one for the team... personally im pointing towards thinking for myself... im getting ahead of myself.. if i were to ask shed problysay no anyways..lol

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:: 2004 8 March :: 4.13 pm

josh lied... what an ass.. or maybe he didnt know.. either way.. i dont care... the point is shes single lmao.. and might possibly like me.. though doubtfull..lol... oh well.. whatever..

my mixer didnt come again!!.. im seriously starting to wonder if it will ever come at all... wow

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:: 2004 6 March :: 9.01 pm

i feel bad for being like "whatever to you".. becuase it sounds like im tossing her in the garbage.. she meens to much to be thrown out..friends is good... shes a good friend... :)

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:: 2004 6 March :: 8.51 pm

today was ok i guess. definetly not as good as yesterday before i got home.. but.. yeah..

i wnet and picked up my check form work.. and then my family went and vistied my gram in the nursing home place.. its cool though.. its like she has her own little apartment with a tiny kitchen and bathroom and bedroom.. lol.. shes like in a dorm.. but filled with 90 year old people..

i talked to josh S last night.. yeah, shes not single.. shes dating some 20 year old dude.. lol... whatever to you..

haha.. i didnt post it yesterday.. but someone i know.. (that doesnt read this journal and none of you probly know but i will not post her name anyways).. was wicked putting the moves on coach Obrien.. i was like "WOW!.. why???!".. lol.. i never even noticed until someone pointed it out.. thats really weird.. lol.. he has a wife.. your stupid.. he wouldnt date a student no matter how hard you try anyways..lol

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:: 2004 6 March :: 12.19 am

wow... hmm.. this is starting get out of hand... my mind is wondering and now im getting all my hopes up.. its wicked hard for me to not sometimes.. im faced with this weekened to myself.. and the whole time im goign to be wondering if hannah is single or not..lol.. somethign tells me shes not though ive never seen her with a guy... but its going to bug me all weekened.. maybe alan will come on and i can ask him...so if its a no i can try to jsut clear my mind..

well its 12:11.. that might have somethign to do with this... maybe...

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:: 2004 5 March :: 6.32 pm
:: Music: Make a Move- LostProphets

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:: 2004 4 March :: 4.03 pm

today was a pretty sweet day.. my mixer still hasnt come though!!!! im like.. AHHHHH!!!.. anyways... i got to school and worked on my menu.. its coming out good, i like it.. and then in EDD i worked on the lockign strap me and Jeremy are developing.. were goign to buy a poor mans patent on it..lol.. and then if it goes well sell it to fender.. *evil laugh*.. i liek money..

Hannah let me wear her dungerie coat with the sheep fur collar.. i luv those.. i like the corderoy ones better though.. i know they are for girls but they seriously make me feel good (in other words cute)... lmao.. alan and hannah were pickign on me becuase the whole time i was wearing it i was doing these little model poses and i didnt even know it..lol.. $10 at old NAVY supposedly.. hmm.. im goign to go to Old NAZY....

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:: 2004 28 February :: 11.50 pm

today was pretty good.. i was only suppossed to work 11-6 but Joe decided to call out sick again..lol... so i had to stay till 9.. i need the money though so it was cool..

my mixer isnt comign until march 10th.. screw that.. im going to call music mall and see how much they wanted for their Yamaha mixer.. if its $100 then im goign down there to buy it...

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:: 2004 27 February :: 10.59 pm

today was pretty sweet.. AGAIN..lol.. and it was a work day.. 11-9.. i got up and laid in bed for about an hour forgetting that id end up having only an hour to get ready if i did.. i made it on time though.. lol.. but then when i got to work and everything was going good.. Joe decided to call in sick 2 minutes before his shift.. and Issacc decided to not come in.. soo it was me..lol.. but im a good worker soo i was like "BRING IT ON BI**H!".. but then Tony came.. soo that helped.. and then Kara showed up to cover for Joe.. Kara is wicked awsoume.. she was in my first grade class and then she left but she still rememebered me when she started working at the movie place.. she was like "OMG!! HEY TODD!! i was in your first grade class ;)..".. and i was like "OH YEAH!!!.. you were the short blonde girl.. i remeber!!!".. yeah its nice to have someone around who hates Isacc and Tony as much as i do.. those 2 talk 24/7 about like Morrowind and all this weird stuff.. and they share cloths.. Kara is always like "OK.. how about you 2 just shut the **** up before i punch you in the face".. followed up by like "aww.. poor todd :).. can i get you anything?".. OF COARSE shes not single.. that happens to me alot...

haha.. it was wicked funny.. Tony ordered a calozone and ate it in the theater in like 15 mins.. he came out after his break and like there was cheese all over him and he didnt even notice until i said something... haha.. dumb tony..

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:: 2004 26 February :: 9.12 pm

i got to jam today.. it was sweet.. that songs comign out wicked good.. i wish our other songs were like that.. anyways.. the mics came in the mail today.. which is sweet to..

the only problem is that blister is huge now.. its big and purple with whiteness at the top..it burns..

im not sure whats going on with Joeys band.. i guess they were jamming a couple nights ago and Alan kept stopping to go sit and make-out with Erin.. and they couldnt take it anymore.. joey was like "HEY DUSH-BAG.. how about playign something..".. and then Roy just ggot up and was like "I cant take this shit anymore.." and left with all his stuff.. and joey brought all of his stuff back to... im just surprised.. they were doing really well...

i have to work the rest of the vacation.. soo.. i wont get to jam until like MOnday night at the earliest.. yuck.. but by the end of next week the mixer will hopefully be here...

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:: 2004 25 February :: 11.01 pm

today was but another day at work.. im starting to miss haning out with friends.. i havent done that in a while... the last time a actually hung out (not includeing jamming with Jeremy) was umm....hmm..with erich i think... one month ago i think..

at work i was on box... and Teenage Drama Queen was bringing in alot of people but then something crazy happened.. the movie got jammed and stopped turning and the light melted it and i had to fill out 50 refund certificates..lol.. that wasnt fun.. and then all the ticket stub counts were messed up..

i asked Mark if Lindsey Lohan was going to be ok.. becuase the movie melted and he said "yeah, she will be jsut fine"

Jon E. and soem of his friends came in today to see Drama Queen.. lol.. its nice to see people i know other then coworkers once in a while..

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:: 2004 24 February :: 9.28 pm

wow.. i have a HUGE blister on my finger.. i got really into the jamming tonight and my guitar string ground down my finger nail and my fingertip.. sooo the whole top of my right index finger is all puffed up and white... ouch

Riley was being sooooo stupid.. as usual...he really has to stop with the N word jokes.. like wow... he told me this knock knock joke like 3 times that i will not repeat becuase id be afraid id go to hell...

i finally saw LOTR: Return of the King.. it was like the awsoumest movie ever made.. my eyes were wet throughout most of it but it was such a great movie... i especially wanted to cry when that ladies dad died and then when Arogon and that elf lady got married.. i was like "oh god, dont cry, look at the celing or somehting *starts fidgeting around*".. like it wouldnt have be soo bad if i didnt look at her dad who had that "my little girl is grown up and getitng married, im going to cry" face...

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