:: 2004 23 February :: 10.25 pm

today was a pretty good day.. i woke up.. and took a shower :).. ate, wnet to work..

work actually went by pretty fast... i jsut goofed off all day mostly.. becuase we werent busy at all.. i played gamboy and watched that movie with Lindsey Lohan(spelling) in it... it was a Disney movie but shes just that gorgeous that i watched the movie just to see her run around...*sigh*... i found some ProJax behind the telephone and i played with those some to...

tommorrow im goign to finally go see Lord of the Rings. and then i will probly go to jeremys..

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:: 2004 22 February :: 8.27 pm

today was ok.. i sat in the box office all day in solitued.... kinda boring.. i should have brought my gameboy..

im soo bored right now.. i wish i was like hanging out with friends or something.. im jsut sitting at home online... yipee... im feelign lonely i guess...

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:: 2004 21 February :: 10.37 pm

today was pretty sweet for beign a work day.... i got up and ate food, took a shower, and went to work..

lol... some old guy randomly gave tony (the annoying kid) a back massage while he was tryign to work.. tony was like "sir... this is really awkward.. please stop.. sir, seriously stop.." and the guy finally stopped when tony like jumped forward and acted wicked mad...lol.. and he was like "i was jsut tryin to loosen you up sunny.."..

i missed out seeing Issac go bilistic..damn.. like i guess some kids were being jerks one day and flicked him off on their way out.. so Issac jumped over the counter and chased them to their car and punch their back window and put a crack in it.. i woudlnt doubt it.. Issac is crazy... like.. you dont know crazy unless youve seen Issac..lol...the boss didnt care that much either... which doesnt surprise me... lol.. my bosses kick butt....

must jam.. must jam..

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:: 2004 20 February :: 7.59 pm

ok.. glad thats over and its calmed down.. yeah.. today was awsoume.. i cuaght myself almost all the way up in Graphics, and i finished my Art 3 project on time.. and i got a great idea.. in Engineering Design and Development we have to write business letters to businesses askign for donations for our engineering projects.. me and Jeremy are doing a crazy guitar strap with pouches for wireless guitar systems.. sooo im going to write a business letter to Nady askign for them to donate me a wireless guitar system.. wicked.. ontop of all of the guitar strap donation letters ive sent out..i like free stuff... matt got a portible LCD screen for his XBOX and a power converter to hook the Xbox up in his car for like $30....thats awsoume.. (normally that would be like $200)...

some guy jsut signed to jeremys sn.. at the escape key!!!.. ahaha.. hes talkign to me.. and he jsut left... and accidently signed on to Brandons sn... its sooo funny... they shoudl learn to NOT save their passwords..thats soooo funny...im laughing my butt off..

i fixed up our third song and i liek it the best of the 3 thus far.. im getting better at this.. me and jeremy are growing soooo much.. it feels soo good...

yeah..lauren (spelling) i read your comment and thank you :)...your wicked awsoume.. and yes im the type of person to do that..lol..

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:: 2004 20 February :: 7.39 pm

today went good.. my parents are makign me feel like i killed someone though, just becuase i want to buy something..lol.. i meen yeah of course this summer im going to spend 100% of my checks on a car and insurance... obviously....but wow... calm down some.. anyways..

hmm.. i thought i was about to chage the subject but now im being yelled at for updating my journal when i could be looking up scholarships..

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:: 2004 18 February :: 6.35 pm

i havent updated in a while... i dotn have muh to say..lmao.. today was pretty good.umm.. i went to school and hung out with everyone.. JAYME WAS IN SCHOOL!. i was liek "holy shit!".. but thats really it.. i styaed after for graphics becuase i goof off alot..hung out some.. thats really it

i got accepted to UNH.. that was easy..lol... id probly be more excited if i new what i wanted to be when i grow up.. im starting to think about becomeing a audio technition (spelling)..

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:: 2004 15 February :: 8.29 am

To Chris,
chris i know you read my journal so why not... after i got some sleep last night and ate dinner at 1 in the morning.. my head feels clear and everything doesnt seem so confusing...

yeah i lied to you... when youd ask "why do you guys never invite me to band practice".. and id answer somethign it woudl be bullshit..sometimes it was that i forgot but most of the time it was more along the lines that me and jeremy didnt feel like jamming with you.. we thought we would get alot more done without you there..

im not going to try to make it sound all better but im only human.. you ask me "todd, why do you guys never invite me to band practice".infornt of all those people in person... and i cant jsut be like "well, becuase.... we think you suck".. i dont have that kind of guts..i hate conflicts but thats not the point of this entry.

ive decided that it would be probly for the best if you STAYED.. like. its sooo late in the year and just ditching you would be cruel.. but theres a few conditions i think that will have to be met for it to work.. 1# being that if youd accept already written bass lines by me or joey that you would play (becuase time is going to be a big issue).. and when you get them down you can record them to the songs.. 2# being that when you come and jam (or record) that neither me or jeremy want to hear "lets go down stairs and talk about the song together".. or "lets go play halo".. or "lets go to the Escape Key"... 3# i want to make it clear that yeah you probly wont be invited to EVERY band practice.. which is liek 3 times a week.. becuase if me and jeremy are trying to plainly get the guitar to the drums then like theres no point really in you beign there..

i hate highschool drama...and i understand you probly wont regain your respect for me by the time we graduate..

~Todd

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:: 2004 15 February :: 12.02 am

that went terrible.. im not going to say much about it since i only have 2 minutes.. and im afraid things i said in anger will come back to bite me...

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:: 2004 14 February :: 8.10 pm

wow..i feel really weird... im not stoned or soemthign but i feel really really light headed.. i tried drawing somethign and it came out terrible and then i tried playign guitar and i couldnt get anythign out.. it was sooo weird.. just this mornign i was playign guitar and i was like "yeah.. im doing wicked awsoume".. and now all of a sudden im not doing soo hot... maybe it will be better tommorrow.. its just weird.. its almost like i cant concintrate at all.. and i cant hear the music.. im really fidgity...

this morning i played around CWHS alittle bit more.. i should be pretty straight forward i think.. and then my family went to see my grandma in the retirement home.. shes doing alot better minus shes pretty mad about being in there... i would be to...


plzzz let it be better tommorrow..

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:: 2004 12 February :: 7.39 pm

randy is gone now... i was like "dude.. now would be the time to start a back up plan for the senior project.. i dotn want to see you fail.. but if you think you are good enough then keep trying i guess..".. and he was like "yeah.. ive been thinking about that, im pretty much just writing for myself now".. and then he was like "i am starting a new band anyways...".. sooo.. that actually went well... bye randy,... hello roy..

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:: 2004 12 February :: 6.55 pm

today went ok.. i feel alittle bored.. and even though im bnored im not doing my hw.. i just dont do hw... its weird.. i havent doen my hw.. in like... hmm.. a long time.. i want to jam.. but jeremy caught something from riley.. Riley the hell spawn... that kid.. is sersiously some kind of demon.. supposedly his mother had her tubes tide and he was still born... thus his nickname, "the hell spawn".. anyways..

im behind in Graphics.. Mr. Moge really sucks.. like.. he makes us go and watch him explain stuff over and over until we only have 45 mins to work on projects..

erich and jake randomly showed up after school.. jake sole some peanuts and some other food... he steals food whenever he comes over.. he doesnt take like jsut one thing.. he'll take the whole package.. erich says hes definetly buying that guitar..im going ot miss it alittle though.. oh well.. ive got my epiphone.. and i need the money if im going to buy that mixer and those mics... and the Peavey 5150 II half stack...

i confronted one of the 2 today.. it was a losieng battle.. its like.. im being pulled down..and they dont get it...

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:: 2004 7 February :: 8.57 pm

some girl i never heard of and that WASNT from FTJ just IMed me.. she must have gotten my sn from someone i know because she goes to MV.. it was a pretty short convo.. she was like "who are you?"..and the i was like like "todd... who are you".. and so on..and then shes like "hmm.. i dotn know you.." and jsut left.. shes from MV i think though.. her names Kristin Joyce.. ring any bells with anyone???.. *cough cough.. IS SHE CUTE??.. cough cough* jk jk

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