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:: 2006 20 February :: 7.08 pm

You can't escape the wrath of my heart,
Beating to your funeral song, (You're so alone)
All faith is lost for Hell regained,
And love dust in the hands of shame. (Just be brave)

Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed,
And lead you along this path in the dark,
Where I belong 'till I feel your warmth.

I'll be the thorns on every rose,
You've been sent by hope, (You'll grow cold)
I am the nightmare waking you up,
From the dream of a dream of love. (Just like before)

Let me weep you this poem as Heaven's gates close,
Paint you my soul, scarred and alone,
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home.

Leave me some Love


:: 2006 20 February :: 4.25 pm

Must be,
Strangely exciting,
To watch the stoic,
squirm....


Went to the ortho today. Was there like, 2 mins tops. Got a Before/After picture sheet. Crazy how much I grew up in 4 years without realizing it. Kind of scary too. Wish I could stay a kid forever...and then, also, can't wait to grow up, go out on my own. Just scared of falling I guess.

How bout me not blaming you for everything?
How bout me enjoying a mometn for once?
How bout how good it feels to finally forgive you?
How bout grieving it all one at a time?

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:: 2006 18 February :: 2.28 pm

So fantabulous
"My ass is ruined for good"
"Where are you going? What happened to your bum cheeks?"
"What a bitch"

Hilarious voice overs. You gotta see it!

CLICK ME!-click on one of the blue links

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:: 2006 18 February :: 12.47 am




Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover



You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.

And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.

You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.

It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.



"FUCK YOURSELF YOU FUCKING NOTHING PUDDLE OF FUCKDEW. YOU DRIPPING STICKY BLEACH SMELLING MASS OF EXTREME UBER-MENTAL RETARDATION. SOUR JIZZ FUCKASSFACE. EAT MY FUCK WITH AN EXTRA SIDE OF FUCK FRIES.
YOU FUCKHOLE."

----Gotta love Dane Cook man

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:: 2006 16 February :: 11.14 pm

??
Hmmm....I just noticed today how many Titty Bar ads and how many Semi's etc are actually on the highway on the way to Chicago. Mostly in Indiana. I can't count how many ads I saw, and there were 5 to 10 semi's or whatever crowded in a small area at any given time. Craziness. I love going to Chicago though. I, for some reason, love the big city. I also saw the theatre where Wicked was playing and begged my mom to take me but she wouldn't =( There were posters for it hanging from every lamp post on both sides. I liked seeing all the awesome stores too =D We were going to go to the Smithsonian, we always do something like that to make the trip worthwhile, but my mom would have had to find an ATM and it was expensive and all this, so we didn't. I also wanted to go to Medieval Times but they only have two shows a night, the first at like 6, and we wouldn't have gotten back till midnight or so. So we didn't do that either. We decided to just come home. We did stop at Hobby Lobby in Michigan City, and I got a puzzle, black paper to draw on, and the French Gray prismacolor marker set. Wee!

I'm gonna be somebody,
One of these days I'm gonna break these chains,
I'm gonna be somebody someday,
You can bet your hard earned dollar I will

Last night I went to Chelsea's to give her her money and then hung out for a while. Mishy wanted me to call her so I did, and we thought about going bowling with Jessica. So I went over there, but her mom wouldn't let her go because she was slightly sick and needed to get better or they would have to postpone her surgery. So I went and picked up Mishy and we were gonna go by ourselves. So we get there, walk in....look around. And Mishy says "Wanna go see a movie?" and im like "yeah!" So we left and were going to get something to eat first. We went to Arby's ordered our food, and Mishy goes to write her check, asking the date. The lady then proceeds to tell us they don't take checks. So we left to go to IHOP (or I-hizzle) get to the door, look at the sorry we don't accept checks sign, then turn around and go back to the car. We just went to my mom's and had spaghetti-o's and ramen instead. Then we headed out to the theatre.....which was closed. So instead we go to Meijer's to screw around for a few hours. I had fun! =D lol

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:: 2006 12 February :: 5.58 pm
:: Music: John Mayer

Snowcoming!
Woo. Snowcoming was so much fun! XD (TC's equivalent to Swirl) I got a little bummed at then end, as Jessica and Mindy know why, I won't say anymore. But I still had tons of fun =D and now for some pictures!! Yay!! I know, I still have to post some from Spring Hill. Ugh. I'm so lazy T_T

Everyone at Katie's house beforehand

We all went to Chinese to eat before the dance

Chelsea and Alex
Jessica looking confused
Alex choking on his food
Chelsea...being Chelsea
John enjoying his ice cream
Mindy doing the same
Ashley!
Me, you can see John in the rearview mirror, lol
Lauren! With Katie in the background enjoying her ice cream

I seem to have a lot of pictures of people enjoying their ice creams. (yes, ice creams) What does this mean I wonder?

Quote of the evening:
John: "Hey Alex, guess who I saw today?"
Alex: "Ummm (someone's name, don't remember)"
John: "No, you don't know him"

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:: 2006 5 February :: 8.25 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Sawyer Brown - All These Years

I really don't think this is correct.........ARBITRARY!!!

Take the quiz:
How emo are you?

Holy Shit You're Emo
Holy shit you actually are emo! Congratulations on not being a poser.

I thought there was a picture with it, but aparently not.
These were my scores I guess

    Holy Shit Your Emo (You scored 3)
    Not Emo (You scored 2)
    Emo Poser (You scored 0)
    I Don't Think You Care (You scored 1)



Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

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:: 2006 1 February :: 10.47 pm
:: Music: Matchbook Romance - My Eyes Burn



*Sigh* The closer and closer it gets, the more I want to turn back time, and do this all over again. And the more depressed I become. I hate time....

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:: 2006 29 January :: 8.39 pm
:: Music: BEP - Where is the Love?

www.OrderMoreRon.com
We are some crazy little peoples i tell you what.

This is Ron

And this is The www.OrderMoreRon.com advertisers

And Repeat with the "Ron" symbol

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:: 2006 21 January :: 5.50 pm

I need a job, or a life, or something...
Holy crap, just finished Episode number 34 of Sailor Stars. I've been watching since like 9 this morning. All I can say to that is.....Pathetic. But fun! lol. So I have officially finished the entire show. No more episodes. And no more to come i dont believe. Oh well. Time to move on!

P.S. Yes, new icon again, if you can't read the sides, it says "Ville's Milkshake" lol.

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