I got nothing.....

Eddy <3's emo kids

Sour Mood......

Dark light
Come shine in her lost heart tonight
And blind
All fears that haunt her
With your smile
Dark Light

Yay!
Awwww...I'm sad, I just opened my candy cane and it broke....just like that, fell over like it was nothing. It didnt land on the floor though, thankfully. Anyway, Today was good. :D I went Christmas shopping! I bought a little something for myself too, lol. In case Ari does'nt show, but i might keep it even if she does, lol. Thats mean. Im sorry. I cant wait till Jessica's party!! Yay! Me and her are staying after school tomorrow at her dads and cleaning alllll day. To make it nice for the party. Plus it just needs it. We gave tom a bath yesterday, that was tons of fun! Hes so adorable. lol. And we decorated Harry too! He looks very nice and festive! Bet you guys can't wait to see him! Okay.....Im done now.....

Oh yeah...gotta buy my Snow Ball ticket tomorrow. And Im singing jewel right now and its really fun. Im really bored if you couldnt tell, lol..

Holy Fuck
I just spun my car. It was on a curve too, not a good thing. I came inches from hitting a telephone pole and a real estate sign pole. Thank God i'm okay though. Just my thumb and another finger hurts from when the air bags popped out. I can't drive it for now either cuz we gotta stick the airbags back in and the front of the car is a little torn up. Just the bumber pretty much, the normal lights are fine, so are the fog lights but they're popped out of the bumber. The people came out of their house and was making sure I was okay and stuff, they said they have like a ton of poeple that that happened to. Its a horrible curve. After my mom and darrell came and we were heading back to the apartment I just kinda started crying. I was so scared that I was gonna get really hurt. When it happened it looked like the telephone pole was gonna smash right into my door. As many things as I missed hitting there tonight, I really do believe in guardian angels. Im sure as hell glad that mine wasn't on a coffee break.....

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Why were you trembling?.......

Yesterday in Amanda Town
Woo. Yesterday was much fun :D No conditioning for one. Then the TC game, and the dance afterwards. I had soooo much fun! Even if no one danced with me :( during slow dances i mean, of course we had our orgy going during the fast songs, lol. Plus, I got to see him. This whole situation just flusterates and confuses me, but I just can't seem to let go completely. Jessica slow danced with Antonio! Haha! He's so funny! Gotta love them foreigners. We also got to see "Lionel" haha! Gotta love them adorable emo kids too. It was soo sad, during the game, I saw Veronica Tawney, and Jessica was with me and we both waved to her and said hi. Then it wasnt until a few moments later that I remembered she really didnt remember who we were. I felt so bad. I can't even imagine what she must be going through right now...

Might be doing something with david today, then have to go to my moms, and staying at Jessica's tonight, cuz her me and mindy are going dress shopping for Snow Ball tomorrow. Can't wait! I still need a date.....who could I ask? Hmmmm.....curse you aerosmith!! But not really, cuz I like them, lol.