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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 31 July :: 9.06pm

ugggggggggggggggggggggggggh

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 30 July :: 10.31pm

remember to call wyoming about hours

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jedibumblebee

:: 2006 30 July :: 6.05pm

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shannonw55

:: 2006 30 July :: 12.22am
:: Mood: happy

Being a minor sucks.

BOOTY DANCE!
I hope you guys had fun. :) Congrats, Stef.

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shannonw55

:: 2006 29 July :: 3.16pm
:: Music: John Mayer - Hummingbird

So I have the option of buying my dream car and being in debt until some year in college, or buying a cheaper/older car that I can pay off now and own until it dies.
It wouldn't be worth it, right? Tell me not to buy my dream car.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 28 July :: 11.32pm
:: Music: brand new girlfriend.

i got a brand new girlfriend, think i'm really onto something
Okay.

so i'm feeling a bit better about the money thing. it looks like (if i calculated correctly) i will end up with more money after move-in than expected. so i'm happy.
i never really had anything to worry about i was just spending more than i should i guess.

I got all but one books online with my mom the other day and to know that i only have to pay for half them and with that i'll use my burger king scholarship and to know that i'll be going to school for free should put my mind at ease. so i cannot complain.

i have fourteen days, that's two weeks, until Roman and I move into the apartment. this next week (hopefully tuesday) i will get to see it painted. and i'm so excited.

and the wedding this next weekend, i can't believe it's already here. it seems like stef and paul hardly have been engaged long at all and i still remember when stef was asking "do you think a winter wedding would be okay?" hahah

i babysitted starting at 7:45 today and then went to menards and worked till close. I was in SUCH A BAD MOOD on my way there. i vented so much to roman it was really bad. i did not want to be there at all. but besides this stupid ass crotechy old dumb ass man, it wasn't that bad. because i got to be on service and there weren't many returns. i'm gonna miss most of those people from menards. i'm transfering to the wyoming one so yeah. hopefully they are nice.


DON'T FORGET TO CALL ABOUT STARTING HOURS AT WYOMING

so that's it.
And with that, I conclude this entry with one question:

Do your chain hang low?!

peace out homies.

PS: stacy- if there's anyway you could fix my icon from being all distortedyyyyish... that'd be cool. but i dont know if you are even around or not lately or anything so it's fine either way. thanks homey.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2006 28 July :: 11.45am

i had forgotten how fun this is...
Describe yourself using ONE BAND and only SONG TITLES from that band

Band :: Ben Folds
Are you male or female :: Zak and Sara
Describe yourself :: The Luckiest
How do some people feel about you :: You to Thank
How do you feel about yourself :: Not The Same
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend :: Gone
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend (husband) :: Sentimental Guy
Describe where you want to be :: Rockin the Suberbs
Describe what you want to be :: Fired
Describe how you live :: Still Fighting It
Describe how you love :: Trusted
Share a few words of wisdom :: Give Judy My Notice

Band :: Barenaked Ladies
Are you male or female :: I'll Be That Girl
Describe yourself :: Alternative Girlfriend
How do some people feel about you :: Never is Enough
How do you feel about yourself :: Some Fantastic
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend :: Long Way Back Home
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend (husband) :: Falling for the First Time, I Love You
Describe where you want to be :: The Old Apartment
Describe what you want to be :: Celebrity
Describe how you live :: Off the Hook
Describe how you love :: It's All Been Done
Share a few words of wisdom :: This Is Where It Ends

Band :: Cat Stevens
Are you male or female :: Kitty
Describe yourself :: (I Never Wanted To) Be A Star
How do some people feel about you :: The Tramp
How do you feel about yourself :: Oh Very Young
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend :: I Love Them All
Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend (husband) :: Here Comes My Baby
Describe where you want to be :: Home In The Sky, Miles From Nowhere
Describe what you want to be :: Here Comes My Wife
Describe how you live :: I Wish, I Wish
Describe how you love :: Wild World
Share a few words of wisdom :: If You Wanna Sing Out, Sing Out

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stinko

:: 2006 26 July :: 11.45pm

i am definately in one of those downward spirals as of right now.

the sadness is sweeping in like a cool breeze. it feels nice after trying not to feel. i don't know why i can't make myself leave it. it's almost as if i want to be here alone on the brink of tears. somewhere safe.

i know this place. i have spent many hours alone.

i can't make myself call people. it seems like so much work.

i just wish i could sleep, but it's too hot in my room. if i weren't too scared i would sleep outside. friday my parents leave town. i am happy. not because i want them to leave, but then i won't have to sleep alone. i just wish we could get a house. some days the longing is worse than others. today i fear it is worse. all i want is to fall asleep next to him and wake up the same way. no more sleepless nights, no more anxiety, no more loneliness.

isn't it odd that whenever you are sad and the music is on shuffle, the most depressing songs always play. it never fails.

this is what worries me the most. nothing went wrong today. nothing. there is absolutely no reason for me to be so worked up. i had servesafe class which means i basically got paid to do nothing, and i know i passed the stupid test for it. i didn't get lost. robby wasn't mad about me crying over the phone last night and being unfair, in fact he took me out for lunch. i went shopping with sarah and spent money that wasn't mine. nothing went wrong.
so what is the deal?

WTC???

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 26 July :: 11.02pm

JESSICA MICHELE WILDE:

You have like fifteen days until you move into your new home.

DO NOT spend any money (except for gasoline to fuel your vehicle) (and perhaps gifts) for two weeks.

Please.

Thank you.
Love,
Jessica.

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shannonw55

:: 2006 26 July :: 6.35pm
:: Mood: angry

Still here...

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 26 July :: 10.52am

omg like almost justtwo weeks until we move innnnnnnnnnnn

i'm so fucking excited. ugh i still have a lot to pack i'm realizing.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 25 July :: 6.33pm

omg. band camp is next week. it makes me want to CRY. i miss band so much.

justine, who is instructing pit and how is it going? If you are instructing, GO YOU! and good job. but either way go you and good job because i'm sure you're as awesome as you've always been.

and ps. what music are you guys doing?

god i'm so sad!!!! i might stop in to see you guys sometime

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 25 July :: 4.24pm

so i'm feeling slightly good. no work today... bought all but one of my books online for discounted prices. seventeen days until we move in.

stef's wedding on the 5th. got the rehersal dinner off by trading hours. still dont get out until 7:30 on the bacholorette party day because menards is dumb.

only one thing really bugging me because of a person who bugs me more than anyone on the planet i think.

now if only i could lose this weight.

oh well, one thing at a time right. g'day

stef i got your signs done and i think they look pretty good so let me know what you think, i'm gonna try to email them to you

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 24 July :: 11.58pm

okay so i went to "bed" at 6:30 because i had nothing better to do and i had to get up at 6 today and i was tired and then it's so hot in my room because i'm still used to sleeping in the cold basement and i just felt crappy and then i wake up at 11 something and i feel horrible... really really sick and so i go downstairs in the basement to sleep where it's cold and i can't sleep because i still feel like crap so i go into the bathrroom and then start puking my brains out. UGHGHGHG i HATE THROWING UP. it is the worst feeling ever. ughghghghgh. and i was just throwing up like 2 weeks ago too. ugh i just hate it and then i want to call my boyfriend and talk to him and his phone is dead woohoo.....

well whatever. that's my story and i still feel like shit.

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jedibumblebee

:: 2006 24 July :: 8.19pm

Best Paul Quote Ever:

"I've been in love with you for so long that I'm starting to understand country music!"

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