And life goes on........

:: 2006 24 May :: 4.16pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Coldplay - Swallowed in the Sea

In Middle School, we really weren't funny.
*cries*

:: 2006 24 May :: 2.29pm

go to bank
get schedule at rosies
mail at postoffice
pay car payment
U

:: 2006 23 May :: 9.49pm

i just took like 30 pictures of myself and edited them all

getting your wisdom teeth out doesn't hurt THAT bad but it sure it boring!

living room dark red and bed room purple... bathroom i think light blue and what color should the kitchen be?

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:: 2006 23 May :: 3.38pm

2nd interview at Steinbros today!
I'm excited.

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:: 2006 23 May :: 2.33pm
:: Mood: sore
:: Music: i write sins not tradgedies

life may be okay again

So i think it's fine and we're fine and most of all i'm fine because you were fine to begin with. which i highly appreciate and find completely supportive and sweet and loving and it was sweet to hear it all but i just could not handle it i know.

it is a little tiny bit sad but most of all.. not.

so i am happy and not scared and my mouth hurts but hopefully that willl be the only pain i experience for a long time.

hooray, life is good again i think and i am so looking forward to the move and the apartment. yay!

:: 2006 22 May :: 11.01pm

well i got my wisdom teeth out todya. it wasnt as bad as thought i t was gonna be. i started getting alittle teary-eyed when they stuck the IV in my arm and hooked all the ekgs and stuff up to me. i heard my heart beat and it was going so fast because i got really scared and they stuck the little tubes up my nose to breath and then that's all i remember really. then i just felt really sick on the way home as we were pulling onto my road i was sure iw as going to throw up because my mouth was so dry and i was so hot and i was just like sitting in my moms car passed out while she got my prescriptions and some soft/liquid food. i told her it was okay but when i woke up from my stupor i wished i had told her to just bring me home first because i felt so sick . my mouth was so dry it was jut making me really sick.

but then i just watched a movie and had some more vicadin and fell asleep. .... haven't done much today just stayed in bed and slept and got more meds and slept more and then just went dow n and ate a little more applesauce and pudding. and now i'm just chillin... about ready for bed. and some more vicadin. i deff. dont mind that stuff. i'm really mellow.

for the most part.

jedibumblebee

:: 2006 21 May :: 4.09pm

Go figure. The day before my certification test, I get sicker than I've been in a year.

Grrr....

:: 2006 20 May :: 6.58pm

ahhhhhh i duno.......

what is going to happen?

:: 2006 19 May :: 7.33pm

so who got a bomb new laptop and awesome printer/copier/scanner for graduating??

yeah that's right. i did. suck on it, losers.

thanks dad and mom! it's so awesome. ahhhhh

it has wireless internet, which we have here at home so i can use it. it has dvd player and BURNER and cd burner and an awesome screen and ahhhh it's so cool!! hooray!

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jedibumblebee

:: 2006 19 May :: 7.16pm

oh wow.

i can't even begin to put life into words.

i have been so busy lately that it's not even funny.

getting married in 11 weeks. i'm strangely calm about that.

i am glad that i did things the right way (in my opinion). my parents aren't forbidding our union, i'm not knocked up, i didn't force him into it. i'm a college graduate and i'm gainfully employed (well, for a little while longer at least).
we don't have the wild and crazy, do-anything-for-love, sweep-me-off-my-feet attitude. we have this practical, stable, powerful, but sensible love that is so hard to explain to anyone else. not passionate in spontanaeity, but passionate in its strength.
so i am calm. because i believe that i know what our future holds.

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:: 2006 19 May :: 3.32pm

WOOOOOO fuck you school!!! you dirty whore!!! I am done with you forever and I never have to look at your ugly skanky bitch ass ever again!!! you are the biggest whore that ever existed and I hate you and now i'm done!! fuck you schooollllllll fuuuuuuuck youuuu!!!!!!

good riddence! or ridance or riddance. i dont even know how to spell it but i dont care! it's done!

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:: 2006 18 May :: 1.42pm

blah blah blah school is done . hooray hoorah.

now if only something good in my life were happening. you're a meany.

i was supposed to be moving to jackson tomorrow.

maybe..... i will.

:: 2006 16 May :: 10.47pm

fuck

i am in way over my head.

way over.

:: 2006 16 May :: 10.01pm

The purpose behind my coke-free diet. (I found this pretty interesting...)
Read more..

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:: 2006 16 May :: 7.37pm
:: Mood: sad

Just to let you know, I was being a big-ol' jerk. :(
This is a pre-I'm sorry for today. I've really gotta talk to you.