:: 2004 16 March :: 9.41 pm

things can pull us apart

so

don't let them.

let it

:: 2004 15 March :: 6.11 pm

So i am getting sick, as in a cold. Not fun. I thought cold season was over...but yah i realized walking about half a mile to school this morning without a coat didn't help the situation much. Sore throat is going full throttle now.

And i am wishing i had a new face...i hate being a teenager. I think if my face doesn't clear up soon i am going to see a doctor about it, because this is ridiculous.

let it

:: 2004 13 March :: 9.52 pm

sometimes i wonder if i even should try to have friends because everyone seems to act like i don't need them. Stay home they say, you haven't been home all week.

well duh i haven't been home because i have been at school!!! and after everyday of school i come home...so i am not sure what the problem is exactly. Sometimes i need to get away from home and sharon's place is always a nice get a way. No, i think i am going to start staying home all the time from now on since it is such a hassle to even get out of the house. I get out but it is always a family thing and sometimes i don't want to do that...ugh.

And i have found out that the only reason i am wanted at home is so i can clean. isn't that just great? I come home so i can clean since i am the only one (and my dad) that does it on a daily basis. Everyone else in the house has the fondness of waiting until sunday after to clean after a whole week of being lazy. And a note to this, that is why no matter what day of the week my room is clean, because i cannot stand the way the rest of the house looks and i will not let my room become a crap hole like the rest of the house.

So, i am staying home all of next weekend with my door closed, my music on, and reading a nice book. No cleaning.

let it

:: 2004 12 March :: 8.34 pm

So i have gone the last two days without skipping any class at all, or leaving school early at any time. Wow.

On another note, today was Pi Day. Yep that's right 3.14 the number that goes on forever. But to add to that, we had pie on Pi Day. My friend had ordered it for me last week and to my surprise she wasn't in math class today so I had two pieces. Kinda felt bad tho because she paid for it... Best thing tho was when the German exchange students were the ones delivering it. Came in with a cart and started reading off names in their German accents. Pretty darn funny i must say, tho Marcel and Sebastian are pretty darn cool themselves.

So after school I had to be at the library (no the school library) like Sharon thought (but she has selective hearing) so i had to be there at 3 and by the time i left the high school it was 2 forty five and i was to be at the lib. at 3. But it isn't exactly a hop, skip and a jump away. Almost a mile, so i walked/jogged/ran my butt off. By the time i got there my legs felt a bit like jello and my chest was wheezing like crazy. I really don't like windy cold days. And running in jeans is not that much fun either...

So at four i went to a steak dinner thing at a church McClure. Fun stuff, many old people but it was cool. My brother has his "health baby" the one that likes to cry and you have to feed it and junk. I am so glad that when i did it, I had one of the old ones.

Right so Sharon is at a fish-fry since she can't eat meat on Friday (lent). I know fish is a meat but Catholics think it isn't and you can't eat meat on Friday...its an odd concept to me...but of course Sharon would condemn me if i wasn't her friend since i had steak on a friday.

Oh well. Steak tastes better than fish anyways, and I think Martin Luther would agree.

let it

:: 2004 10 March :: 6.37 pm

so i actually think i am going to start working on not skipping class now, because i just about permenantly screwed myself over....ugh.

let it