:: 2004 9 March :: 9.13 pm

Okay, so i am going to start working on the problem next week...i think.

let it

:: 2004 8 March :: 11.14 pm

I have come to the conclusion that I have a problem.

I haven't really noticed it all that much, until Sharon's mom said something to me, and Xach is seeming to acknowledge distress.

I am a chronic school skipper.

Its not like i am missing anything important on the days i do decide to do it. I have two studyhalls, and do you know how boring and tempting that can be? especially when the are 5th and 7th period. Plus having art 6th doesn't help the situation much. Some days i just walk out one of the side doors and leave, that simple. It's not like if they catch you they can say, "you will not be able to make up any missed work" because what is there to makeup in art in the amount of one day? nothing. Everything is over an alotted amount of time. And studyhall doesn't even count for absences. Ugh, besides, i have an A+ in art and i have probably missed more days in that class than anyone. Just peachy. I know i should stay at school, but what is the point? I don't go to lunch either so i have from the time 5th period begins (plus lunch) to do whatever. That is from 11:22 until 12:42. Then i have art, and after that another studyhall, 1:40 till 2:30. Half of the time i finish my homework during my lunch period and listen to music on the computers in the linrary or walk around the school aimlessly trying to figure out where are of the cameras are, and ways to avoid them (yes i know that is weird) But when you have so much spare time, what else can you do?

Maybe you would say, "you could get ahead, or study for an upcoming test" well i do that. I have read the next chapter in history once already and we just started it today. I have my English project done that isn't due until Friday. I am half way done with art and it isn't due until next friday. I am two days ahead in Algebra, and as of now I have an 88% in that class!!! (YES!!) And that 88 is a big differnce from the 78 i was getting 2 weeks ago... There is nothing going on in German right now except a dialogue skit that my group is doing Wed. So as of now i am set. I could almost miss the next 2 days and just pickup where i left off. I am not going to do that of course, but for the first time in my life (school life) i am ahead of the game, and it feels oh so good.

and yet i still am a chronic skipper, imagine that?

ha. I am thinking though that soon this skippage is going to stop, at least the 5th period and art, because i have had some run-ins with the higher-ups bro. yah, word.

let it

:: 2004 8 March :: 9.26 pm

It's been a while.

Well, let's see. Nothing exciting has happened in the last few days. Well i got my history test back today (that i took friday) and i got a 96%. It was pretty awesome until i got the second part of my test back, the essay. The essay was optional this time but i figured i had studied for it so i might as well give it a shot. Well i bombed it and since the essay is 15% of the total grade my 96 dropped to a 92. Yah, i was a bit upset with that, but I still got an A.

Otherwise school has been school, life has been life.

The one thing though that has happened lately that has changed me a bit was watching the Passion. Wow, i will never think of the crucifixion in the same way again, never.

let it

:: 2004 1 March :: 5.24 pm

so here i am
again
bored

let it

:: 2004 28 February :: 9.57 pm

perhaps a vanishing act
could supplement this
feeling of regret

let it