:: 2004 22 January :: 9.48 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

I sat
waiting for the moment
when you will look into me
the brown mysteries
encased behind those eyes
your eyes
such a haunting
I wish I knew
what was behind
those eyes
the eyes
of my destiny.

let it

:: 2004 22 January :: 9.43 pm

dancing
and singing
clapping
and prancning
I ran around the open
yard
calling out your name

did i hear you call back?
no
not today
so i pranced and waited
for that time
though it far away

let it

:: 2004 21 January :: 4.06 pm

Emerson


...we receive glances from the heavenly bodies, which call us to solitude and foretell the remotest future. The blue zenith is the point in which romance and reality meet. I think if we should be rapt away into all that we dream of heaven...the upper sky would be all that would remain of our furniture.




For no man can write anything who does not think that what he writes is for the time the history of the world; or do anything well who does not esteem his work to be of importance. My work may be of none, but I must not think it of none, or I shall not do it with impunity.

let it

:: 2004 21 January :: 3.29 pm

it seems I have somewhere to be
someone to see
something to do

but I realize I am only
fooling myself
_______

Of dreams we are made; and of that undone. Once in a fairytale we are seduced by its intrigue. In this essence we forget ourselves, and seek only to discover what was lost- not what is yet to be attained. We are reaped of wonder, to be ensnared by the clutches of hope.
______

...but sometimes dreams are simply dreams, and we understand them only when we encounter their manifestation late in the hours of our life.

let it

:: 2004 20 January :: 2.18 pm

Finding a friend that is as easy going as i am is a hard thing, but it is nice. Had a nice weekend with Sharon and her family. Especially at the Rec Center when i whooped Sharon at a lap around the track. ha.

I do feel bad about being away so long, but it was quite like a vacation. i got to be away from home. Too bad when i came home NO ONE HAD DONE CHORES. I mean jake and laura could have done the chores they were supposed to do. But NO, they couldn't So as soon as i walked in the door i started doing chores...for an hour straight. blah.

I miss you Xach.

And now i must go.

let it