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2004 25 September :: 1.32 pm
School is going very well for once. I think that little confidence that comes along with being a senior has helped alot.
Homecoming is next Friday! Wow, it has crept up quickly hasn't it? I bought my dress and now all i need is shoes.
Tood a loo
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2004 16 September :: 9.11 pm
Well this will be my first whole enitre complete week of school. Can I say KUMBAYA.
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2004 6 September :: 4.55 pm
School is in, and it isn't that bad. I changed my schedule for the third time and I think it has finally worked out, so i am happy, at least for the moment.
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2004 29 August :: 7.12 pm
Summer may have seemed short, but it always feels that way. The fact of the matter is....I don't want to go back. But, the fact of the matter is, after this year I won't have to.
So to contradict what i just said, I can't wait for school to start, because that way the sooner it starts the sooner it is OVER.
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2004 25 August :: 5.50 pm
I doubt
that anyone sincerely cares about my interests for the future. I also doubt that anyone really wants me to follow my dreams. Why do I doubt the intentions of others?
Because I have finally decided what I want to do with my life. I know this idea for my future will probably change slightly over the next few years, but I know what I want, and I am going to chase that dream down until it is mine.
All I want is to be happy.
I don't want to go to highschool everyday because it is the law, I want to go on my own free will.
I don't want to go to college because that is "what is best" I want to go so I can better myself.
I want to get married for the sake of love, not for the sake of being married.
I don't want to have children because it is part of the human instinct, I want to have children so they can learn how to fight it.
I don't want to be a stay at home mom, I want to raise the next generation.
I don't want to grow old, I want to grow young.
I don't want to die alone and forgotten, I don't want to be a shadow in the memories of all those who I shared life with. I want to be a memory that doesn't die, I want to live on in the hearts of my friends and family.
All I want is to be happy.
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