:: 2004 6 August :: 9.29 pm

i'm 18, but it doesn't feel like it. Maybe it will take awhile for it kick in.

let it

:: 2004 3 August :: 7.44 pm

I am sick of being sick of life
I am tired of being tired of life

I need some sleep, i need some rest
I need some medicine for my soul

let it

:: 2004 26 July :: 11.23 pm

Have you seen my favorite shirt?
you know, the one with the V neck
and the red lettering?

I wore it for the last two weeks straight
and got tired of it
tho it was my favorite
I'm not sure where i put it

I want it back soon
before I forget entirely about it
and find a new favorite instead

let it

:: 2004 24 July :: 7.10 pm

I haven't wrote in here for quite sometime....


I have been thinking too much lately. Is that a bad thing?

My life in the next few years is going to be quite odd...I am going to try to get in some college classes next year...and I am going to attempt to get a job for the school year...

The summer after i graduate is going to be priceless. I have already decided that I am not going to spend my last summer of freedom in BG. Sharon is trying to talk me into going on a very long roadtrip. I say 2 months maybe three-- she says a year. Yah, a year is way too long. All i know is that I need to get away for awhile and experience the world before I settle down into college and then life thereafter.

let it

:: 2004 10 July :: 10.31 pm

I am going camping tomorrow. I cannot wait. I love going to Hocking Hills, it is one of the things that i look forward to doing every summer. The hiking, biking, swimming, exploring. Wow. It is amazing. Wish I could take a certain someone with me though.

So I am going to be gone 7 days, One week, a quarter of a month.

That's a long time, by the time i get back it will be the 18th and that means summer is half over already. Ahhhh. That is terrifying

very much so.

2 blows | let it