:: 2004 5 July :: 5.06 pm

sashed
sweet songs go unabashed
leave me to my devices
that sweet singing entices
me
to live more simply.

let it

:: 2004 4 July :: 11.25 am

Have a great Independence Day.

let it

:: 2004 3 July :: 1.11 pm

It seems now that my life has changed. Isn't that always the case though? Everyone is always changing.

I had a great week of church camp. But this year it was a little different. Usually i leave camp with a terrible ache in my heart. Because I miss the new people i met so much. This year however was different. I know that i will see many of the people again.

let it

:: 2004 21 June :: 1.15 pm

I found this in the "draft" section of my hotmail. It is fairly old so don't mind the spelling lingo...


> > friend: has never seen u cry

> > BEST friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on

> > friend: never asks for n e thing to eat or drink

> > BEST friend: opens ur fridge and makes themselves at home.

> > friend: asks u to write down ur number

> > BEST friend: has your # memorized

> > friend: borrows ur stuff a few days then give it back

> > BEST friend: has a closet full of ur stuff from who knows when

> >friend: only knows a few things about u

> >BEST friend: could write a biography on ur whole life story


> >friend: asks you who your crush is

> > BEST friend: can tell just by looking at your face

> >friend: follows you where you go

> >BEST friend: knows where your going and walks next to you

> >friend: recongnizes a story when you tell it

> > BEST friend: can finish the story for you

> >friend: sometimes gets mad when you dissagree

> >BEST friend: laughs when you don't agree

> >friend: goes along with what you say, even if it is wrong

> >BEST friend: will take a stand even though they know you will hate them for it

> >friend: has helped you a little in life

> >BEST friend: has completely changed your life

> >friend: will leave you one day, and never see you again

> >BEST friend: will leave you, but will make sure you meet again...

let it

:: 2004 20 June :: 11.22 pm

I cried tonight. It has been such a long time since I have, and of all things it was because of a movie. I feel so helpless, lost, insignificant.

I think i will go dream and pray on it.

I don't want to be alone.

let it