:: 2004 11 May :: 10.17 pm

embrace this moment
trace it to another time
before life
before this time

live it again
take in a breath
eat it up
don't take it back

ahhh the love of youth
the hate of it
but what's to say
nothing more
nothing less

let it

:: 2004 11 May :: 8.28 pm

you gotta love the rain. Really.

let it

:: 2004 9 May :: 8.31 pm

I went to Prom this weekend. No not Prom in Bg, i went to Xach's over in Indiana. I surprisingly had a pretty good time. I haven't been to a dance since October of 2002 so it's been awhile.

I was meeting my family at Sauder's at eleven for Mother's Day so I had to leave Indiana at 9 because of the time difference. I'm surprised I actually made it there, I got lost at first. I turned on a road somewhere and went the wrong way somewhere else. Not fun. But I got there in one piece.

Thank you for a wonderful weekend Xach.

let it

:: 2004 4 May :: 6.01 pm

So i feel a little better. I figured out what my problem was. Nothing permenant, basically a bad mood that was taken out on just about everyone. Think i may go to bed alot earlier than usual so the bad mood doesn't return.

Blah with a capital b.

let it

:: 2004 3 May :: 10.12 pm

hmm...

well, not sure what to say right now. Not sure how i feel right now. Kind of bloated and agitated. wow, what a lovely combo.

Kind of mad at my face. Stupid face. Stupid hormones. Stupid stupid stupid. Don't know when or if it will stop being stupid. Hopefully by the end of this week. Yes, hopefully.

Well maybe i am tired, but i don't feel it. Think i am simply agitated. Lovely agitation.

K, think i am going to go anyways, even if i am not tired, i think sleeping will do me a bit if not alot of good.

let it