:: 2004 21 March :: 9.42 pm

It's Sunday. The weekend certainly went by fast, and it seems that getting over being sick didn't happen like i wished it would have...

Tomorrow is going to be pretty darn busy. Haircuts, taking grandma to get prescriptions, laura has bball practice, and after all of that i have to work on my art project, or at least start it. I know there is something else going on, but i am basically along for the ride with the rest of my family so i don't really have to know all the details. Anyways, it should be an interesting day. I hope.

Plus this week is extra short (only 4 school days) because friday is a teacher/parent conference day! Which means i can leave to see Xach earlier than usual, and not miss any school! I am just hoping that mom doesn't have to work that day so i can leave before 1 or maybe even earlier than that...who knows!

goodnight, sleep tight world.

let it

:: 2004 20 March :: 10.42 pm

i wished
and wished
and again made a wish
upon your star
the one you showed me
glistening in the night

I held it in my hand
and wished it away
so it went

to you

let it

:: 2004 20 March :: 9.56 pm

Don't remember what i wrote in my last entry and am not inclined to check and see what it was that i wrote...

anyways.

Grandma Carney turns 83 on Wednesday and Grandpa would have been 90 on the 10th of this month....

Time is going by pretty quickly now. I just realized that in a few weeks is my spring break which means i will be on the other side of the continent. It's weird to think about it...mostly because i can't even imagine what it is going to be like...i think it may be something like florida, but then again cali is the pacific ocean not the atlantic...ugh...its so crazy.

I think i am getting over being sick a little bit...a little. But maybe it is because i OD'ed on sinus medicine because i was tired of blowing my nose every two seconds. I'm still coughing, but that doesn't bother me as much because i think i am used to it now. Let's say it is like second nature...lol.

That reminds me of something funny that happened today. When i was at Laura's bball game at the Church of the Nazarene I was leaning agaisnt the wall when i felt something funny. I turned around and it was like this funky switch thing. Well, if you know me i can't keep my hands off of anything, so i pushed one of the buttons and all of the sudden the whole bball court/ sanctuary goes black. I did an aboutface and walked out of there double time. lol. It was pretty embarrassing, but my dad was sitting right by them and flicked the switch and took the blame for me. Ha, he is great.

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. I have a presentation in history tomorrow and this will be only the 2nd presentation i have made at all this year. Makes me a bit antsy, but it should be easy because i am doing it with a group and i only have to talk for three minutes, if that. Plus i have a really small class...let me see.. 14 or 15. That is about the size of my German class which is 13.

nighty night.


and i will be seeing you soon Xach.

let it

:: 2004 17 March :: 9.10 pm

the sickness is kicking into high gear now. All out sore throat/ coughing is going on. Yes, i feel so incredibly good. I want to stay home and sleep for along time, but that isn't going to happen. Nope.

no.

let it

:: 2004 16 March :: 10.32 pm

The last few days have been very trying. Some conflicts have developed but now have been solved. It is hard when your friend is having problems and you can't help her...i really wish i could but there is nothing i can do but be there for her and listen. and it is so hard...so very hard.

I am glad though that other conflicts have been resolved. For awhile i wasn't sure what i was going to do. Maybe ignore the problem for awhile and hoping that it would solve itself.

Anyways i feel alot better. After talking to people things are looking bright. Hopefully it stays that way for awhile and maybe the snow will melt away too.

let it