Now I'm holding my face in the basement Scratching away for any trace Of affection you will leave Falling victim as the publics prey

 

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:: 2004 30 August :: 11.12 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: the cure- lovecats

she wants to leave all bad memories behind, but there are good memories keeping her here.
she just needs to be free of these people for a while. her head still will spin in confusion. that cannot be avoided.
exhausted minds must sleep.

thank you all.

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:: 2004 14 August :: 3.22 pm
:: Music: rilo kiley

she just wanted someone. a friend. an aquaintance. a stranger. just someone. she didnt care about the effects it might cause. she didnt even care if she lived to see the next day. she just someone. she just wanted to feel. she was denied this wish.

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:: 2004 11 August :: 7.11 pm

"If I don't wake up, it's because God wanted me to die. It'll be what God wanted."
-James Golden

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:: 2004 7 August :: 10.20 am

ok, my party IS rescheduled for monday by popular request. i really hope you all can come.
starts at 7 pm. ends whenever.
call me for directions.

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:: 2004 6 August :: 6.19 pm

should i reschedule my party? to monday maybe?
tomorrow is justin's. sunday i have to work 12-8.

YOUR input is strongly encouraged.

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:: 2004 6 August :: 12.42 am

she cares so much, she scares herself. and none of it in vain.

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:: 2004 4 August :: 1.25 pm
:: Music: the cure

she meant to fix things, she was only trying to help. she only made things worse. what was she thinking?

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:: 2004 1 August :: 1.43 pm

I am having a party at my house next Saturday night. Everyone is invited.
7 p.m.
11480 Walander
call 696-3077 for directions or whatever.

:)

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:: 2004 23 July :: 4.38 pm
:: Music: the cure

she dances. why, we may never know.

*dances*

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:: 2004 22 July :: 9.45 pm

she stood, silent in her own little world. she eluded the noise, the chattering and bustling of those who avoid her little world. she does her job as best as she can, though her legs feel like lead. she has but one thing to say. . . . .




"blah."

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:: 2004 22 July :: 4.45 pm
:: Music: the sex pistols

she is tempted to delete entries as soon as she sees how people respond to them. they've already been read and she doesn't feel the need to remember this point in time. hmm...

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:: 2004 21 July :: 2.27 pm

dying to live.
if that is the best you have, then i'll take my business elsewhere. if that is the best life to be lived, then i'll shoot myself in the mouth.

i'd rather die tomorrow just so i can live today.

does that make sense?

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:: 2004 19 July :: 7.30 am

90's rock makes me happy.
Third Eye Blind makes me happy.
Work makes me happy.
Life makes me happy.
I am happy.

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:: 2004 17 July :: 1.18 pm
:: Music: third eye blind

mother is dumb.
her- Things aren't like that in the real world.
me- So this isn't the real world? is it fake?
her- No. You don't have responsibilities so you're not really living in the real world.
me- So basically, when someone was paying the bills for you, you weren't in the real world?
her- No. I wasn't in the real world, but i knew what it was like.

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:: 2004 16 July :: 10.37 pm

she keeps to herself. she listens to the rain drop quietly in the darkness.

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