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kthpkc

:: 2006 7 January :: 7.28pm

Back in Bronco territory
Yup, I'm back in Kzoo at Western.

Not a lot of people are back yet, Coop's coming back tomorrows (so nothin to do today -_-"). Dad attempted to hook up our D-Link router wireless thingy, but the ethernet hook up outlet thingy is kaputt (Tara's doesn't even work). Yeah, the parental units are letting me have interweb in the room this semester. Mom decided that they'd pay for it when she watched me pay for my books (which cost me part of my spleen). 10 books so far, and verdammt they're heavy.

I'm also rather nervous and scared. I started having cramps today, about a week after Fred left. Mom informed me happily that I was ovulating, which isn't good because that's when my internal bleeding started last time. So I'm afraid that the cramps will get worse and I'll end up going to the hospital and getting cut up again. Right when classes start on Monday (at 4 pm, and I don't have any classes on Monday or Wednesday after 12). Anyways, let's just hope that I'm being a worry-wart and it's nothing. *crosses fingers*

Edit 20:52

The interweb is now working in one of the ethernet ports. Tara's is still dead as a piece of roadkill. I got her to sign up for Western's wireless network though, so at least she'll be able to have access if she brings her computer around campus with her. Now to set up the D-Link...and dad won't tell me what to do ><"

Edit 21:47

Yep, one of our ethernet ports is defnitely not turned on or sommat. I already e-mailed a request to mainenance and will probably both call and e-mail tech support on the morrow (e-mail tonight, I probably should). Well, at least our ethernet cables work! Nothing else to do tonight except get used to not being home again (I miss our lubberly wireless ;_;)

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KTHPKC

:: 2006 5 January :: 8.43pm

The trip to Chicago was nice. Nobody was beaten, stolen from, raped, deserted, or killed. Yay.

On the contrary, all the people we encountered were kind and friendly...if not a little creepy when staring at you (or in my case, me) and grinning and talking to the children surrounding them. For the last time, I'm NOT cute!!!!

I found out that I was the one most adept with directions and maps in the group (although not by much), which is a scary thought. We got back to Kelly's aunt's apartment every night around 10:00pm (her orders) and watched adult swim. Mmm...Futurama...

We found the subway system yesterday, and I fell in love with it once again. I prefer the subway to the bus to begin with, and being back underground smelling the smells, hearing the sounds, and looking at the advertisements was like heaven. I also experienced my first Coldstone ice cream yesterday, which is also like heaven ~_^

All in all, a good trip. Perfect for reminiscing about while I pack and get ready for the new semester.

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TaoMan1121

:: 2006 5 January :: 1.48am
:: Music: David Gray - The One I Love

Can I use you as my shield? Will you protect me from the world?
I will make it happen, just tell me how.

Alanis Morissette - Head Over Feet
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a prince
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now



Just thinking about you makes my troubles melt away.

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TaoMan1121

:: 2006 3 January :: 3.24pm
:: Music: Radiohead - Vegetable

Best of 2005 Lists
Top 15 CDs
1) Fiona Apple - Extraordinary Machine
2) Bright Eyes - I'm Wide Awake, It's Morning
3) The White Stripes - Get Behind Me Satan
4) Beck - Guero
5) Jonathan Rice - Trouble Is Real
6) David Gray - Life In Slow Motion
7) Coldplay - X&Y
8) My Morning Jacket - Z
9) Nine Inch Nails - With Teeth
10) Foo Fighters - In Your Honor
11) Garbage - Bleed Like Me
12) Imogen Heap - Speak For Yourself
13) Eels - Blinking Lights & Other Revelations
14) Sigur Ros - Takk...
15) Death Cab for Cutie - Plans

Top 15 Songs
1) Imogen Heap - Hide & Seek
2) Foo Fighters - Best of You
3) David Gray - The One I Love
4) Fiona Apple - Parting Gift
5) Eels - Hey Man (Now You're Really Living)
6) Coldplay - Fix You
7) Garbage - Bleed Like Me
8) Kanye West - Gold Digger
9) Nine Inch Nails - Only
10) Hot Hot Heat - Middle of Nowhere
11) Kaiser Chiefs - I Predict A Riot
12) Audioslave - Be Yourself
13) My Morning Jacket - Off The Record
14) Franz Ferdinand - Do You Want To
15) Beck - E-Pro

Top 15 Movies
1) Munich
2) Cinderella Man
3) Batman Begins
4) King Kong
5) Rent
6) Walk The Line
7) The 40 Year Old Virgin
8) Good Night, and Good Luck
9) Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith
10) Broken Flowers
11) The Constant Gardener
12) The Aristocrats
13) Jarhead
14) Shopgirl
15) Everything Is Illuminated

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Angel_Bob

:: 2006 1 January :: 10.20pm

Hey, kids, remember:

IT'S ABOUT THE LOVE, NOT THE LOVIN'!

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kthpkc

:: 2006 1 January :: 10.08pm

Oh yeah! Booyah!

Totally pumped for Chicago now!!

I'll see you peeps in a few days, and if I don't (which is highly possible) have a great second semester!

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kthpkc

:: 2005 29 December :: 11.33pm

Obsessive much?
I had a dream with Rammstein in it last night. Till especially. Rawr. *drools*


I'm home!!!! (if any of you care ~_^)

It's great to be back.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 28 December :: 11.09pm

I'm coming home tomorrows!


Another day full of riding the plane all day then in a car.


California's nice, but home's where I wanna be.


Caitlyn's been "helping" me pack. It's cute.

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TaoMan1121

:: 2005 28 December :: 5.21pm
:: Music: Alice In Chains - No Excuses

Rockefeller Center X-Mas Pics & More









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sike-a-delic_grasshopper

:: 2005 28 December :: 1.55pm

Hi friends. Hope everyone had a good christmas. Also, what is everyone/anyone doing for new years? Because I have nothing lined up and that is sad.

My roadtrip cohorts need to check their emails.

Have a groove-a-licious day.

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 25 December :: 5.43pm
:: Music: Rosenrot-Rammstein

Rosenrot-Rammstein's newest album
1. Benzin-Petrol

This is a fast-paced song, showing Rammstein's love of fire and their need for pyrotechnics. You can catch their music video here. Quicktime required ;p

2. Mann gegen Mann-Man against man

It's fitting for Rammstein to have a song for the gay men after making songs about sex and hermaphrodites. It's got a more serious feel to it as Till sings about "his sex calling him a traitor". Some words to look for in the song are gegen (against), gaygen (to be gay for), and schwullah (gay-ah).

3. Rosenrot-Rose-red

This is an extremely enchanting song, Till telling a story about a boy climbing a mountain to get a rose for a girl that he likes. According to Herzeleid.com, this song is based (to some extent) on Goethe's Heidenroeslein and the Brothers Grimm's Snow White and Rose Red (but to me, after studying the lyrics for some time, that isn't the case. It's based mostly on Goethe's poem). You can catch the Rosenrot music video here. You need WMV or RM.

4. Spring-Jump

The intro is calm, quiet, beautiful even, then goes onto some deliciously Rammsteiny music worth headbanging to. This song is about a man who stops and is standing at the edge of a bridge, looking at all the beautiful sights. People gather and shout at him to jump. In the end, caught up in all the emotion, he jumps. Although grausam to most, this is one of the most beautiful-sounding pieces I've ever heard.

5. Wo bist du-Where are you

I find this song as more of a "after the break-up" song. You're already broken up, what's said is said and what's done is done. Yet you still are looking for him/her, having second thoughts. There seems to be a tone of despair in the song, one that only those who have felt the way in the song could probably feel.

6. Stirb nicht vor mir//Don't die before I do

This isn't the first time that Rammstein has mixed some English into a song (although I'm much more used to them singing the mother tongue). It's one of their sadder songs, but is also a sort of love song. The female voice they chose for the English part did a good job. It's a softer song, very fitting for the lyrics.

7. Zerstören-Destroy

The song's title matches its content. It is full of destroying, full of passion. The song is about wanting to destroy everything. At the end, however, the song becomes slow and quiet. It is certainly a unique song, and one of my favorites now.

8. Hilf mir-Help me

I've wanted to listen to this song ever since I read that this would be based on Der Struwwelpeter's Die gar trauige Geschichte mit dem Feuerzeug (the quite sad story with the match). The lyrics are from the girl's point of view, which adds an interesting twist. The music is harder, more forboding. Delicious.

9. Te quiero puta!-I love you, whore!

This song is in Spanish. So I have only the lyrics to read and try to decipher. It's...interesting. Spanish suits Rammstein very well. The sound has bit of Mexican twang to it, which is a change. All in all, I loved it. Plus Kyle and Brett can listen to it and understand it for a change ;p

10. Feuer & Wasser-Fire & Water

This is one of Rammstein's more sexual songs (but not like Rein Raus, Rachel ;p). It's about a man noticing a woman and dreaming/fantisizing about her, knowing that she'll never notice him.

11. Ein Lied-A song
The last song of Rammstein's Rosenrot album, this song is the perfect closer. It's quieter than the rest, not grausam at all either. Perhaps it's a tribute to all of Rammstein's fans "we were born for music/we are the servants of your ears/whenever you're sad/we play for you". The melody is soft, yet full of power.

~*~

All in all, the Rosenrot album is really very good. I love it and will probably be listening to it constantly for the next week or five.

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 25 December :: 4.00pm

Merry Christmas!!!

Of course, the one day that Caitlyn doesn't get up early is Christmas ^^"

I got my Rammstein CD. ZOMIGOSH is it beautiful. Seriously, there's a certain tone of beauty in their new album. I'll update later with commentary on it (and yes, Tracey, I'll burn a copy for you ~_^).

Andy got the Family Guy movie, which we're about to watch. Le w00t le w00t!

......ich bin eine Kartoffel!

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TaoMan1121

:: 2005 25 December :: 1.22pm

Merry Christmas.

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kthpkc

:: 2005 23 December :: 11.48pm

English-C
German Comp-A
German Convo-A
History-A
Math-C

My grades. Funny how I got good grades in the classes that I liked.

Ended up not going to Disney today, went to Chinese stores and whatnot instead. It was great.

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sike-a-delic_grasshopper

:: 2005 23 December :: 8.18pm

I got my final grades today....

French 202- C
Early American Lit- A-
Physical Geography- B
Intro to Philosophy- A-

I've gotta do better next semester or I'll lose my scholarships. In which case there is a possibility I'll drop out. Or maybe go to a school that is in a more interesting town than Mt. Pleasant.

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