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2005 24 September :: 8.41pm
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Seh' ich echt so hesslich aus, dass
neimand will bei mir setzen?
Meine Augen sind nass
ich will wienen
Warum seid
ihr so gemein?
So ich trage schwarz.
Du trägst blue, du braun
und du rosa.
Keine Mädchen setzen sich
bei mir
heute,
nur Männer.
Er riecht wie Seife.
Er redet mit mir.
Dass ist gut genug für mich.
Jetzt fühle ich nicht so
allein.
Heute Nacht
flieg ich frei-Megaherz
It's amazing how emo I can be at 10 in the morning. And in German, no less ^^"
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Angel_Bob
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2005 24 September :: 5.58pm
I have a car!
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KTHPKC
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2005 24 September :: 4.17pm
:: Mood: Rammstein-induced craze
Rammstein Rammstein Rammstein Rammstein Rammstein
Their store has a Keine Lust patch that makes me think of Tracey.
I really want to get a Mein Teil shirt, Rammsten hoodie, and Rammstein jacket. Ich brauche Geld für Einkaufen!!!!!
Bored, but not so bored because of my wonderful Rammstein blaring throughout the dorm room.
Gib mir Benzin!!!!!!!
Thank you, this has been a broadcast brought to you by the ravings of a local Rammstein fan.
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sike-a-delic_grasshopper
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2005 24 September :: 10.15am
:: Mood: disappointed
So I was supposed to go to a Rennaisance fair today but apparently I wrote down my ride's phone number wrong. So now I am stuck here with nothing to do.
Fuck.
Anyone wanna come visit?
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TaoMan1121
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2005 23 September :: 8.52pm
:: Mood: amazed
:: Music: Nick Cave - Babe, You Turn Me On
- "This is exactly why you can't touch the markers."
- "I'm not terminal. Merely pathetic."
- "Gruesome and low-tech. Kiss me, I love it."
- "Right. The parade of the small, bald, circus freaks. Sorry, I've got a thing."
Michelle, I don't know how that episode of House cheered you up on Tuesday. That was one of the most depressing episodes I've ever seen. Also, one of the best. And Elvis Costello covering Christina Aguilera's "Beautiful," a song that was already a guilty pleasure of mine... O.C., your title for best source music on television is hereby stripped. Arrested Development and 24, you've got a run for your money on your hands.
Beautiful sounds filling my apartment tonight:
1) The sound of raindrops hitting the pavement.
2) The sound of the wind rustling the trees.
3) The sweet, soothing voice of Nick Cave.
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KTHPKC
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2005 23 September :: 12.12pm
:: Mood: hungry/thoughtful
:: Music: Violin music
Random thoughts
I hear someone playing their violin.
I want to find them and sit at their feet while they play. I want to watch them close their eyes and play like no tomorrow, body gliding like a dancer's as they sweep the bow against the strings.
I love the violin. It's one of the most beautiful, and sad, instruments that I've ever heard. Hearing it makes me want to swoon with delight. The tone, the quality, the beauty of it all.
A guy sat next to me in history today. He smelled like soap. It smelled good. I thought that I was going to be sitting all by myself because there weren't as many people there today. It's my lonely class because I don't have anyone to talk to in it.
I should probably get food. Or get ready to leave for math. But all I want to do is just sit back and listen to the music. And try to find the vioinist.
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2005 22 September :: 10.51pm
:: Music: Straylight Run - Existenialism on Prom Night
god, i love this song...
I have not had such a productive day since I've gotten down here. I share my accomplishments:
- Went to the library and rented five CDs and the House of Sand and Fog... for free! Also got a Dave Eggers' book while I was there. Yum.
- Set up meetings to try and find an advisor in the program.
- Finished, faxed, and followed-up on my application for a $5000 ABA grant.
- Went grocery shopping and bought a shit ton of stuff. Finally found a frozen Chinese entree. Double yum. The wait staff wasn't completely deplorable as usual. The best part: as soon as I got in line to checkout (keep in mind double the number of open lines than usual, all empty or close to it) they started playing The Clash's "Lost in the Supermarket" on the radio. Made my day.
- Talked to both sets of parents. Good conversations with each.
- Found out my final exam schedule. I'm done at 1pm on Tuesday, December 21 (yeah Broncos, I know that's insanely late... oh well, I don't start class again until Jan. 26).
- Booked plane tickets for Christmas. I leave early evening on the 21st and head back January 10th to make for a nice long visit home. Yum = infinity.
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2005 22 September :: 9.46pm
:: Mood: bleck/sick
Well today was eventful.
We got to have chocolate (sadly not German though) in my German Conversation class because it was some guy's birthday last week. He's probably 24 or something.
We get to do our first roleplay in class on Tuesday. It's supposed to be about dating. I'm with this one kid that's a senior at the local high school. He's so fricking adorable!!!! He's got freckles, and I love freckers. We'll be going out to a dinner and a movie. He's going to be a jerk and I'm going to be violent.
In my German Conversation class we actually laughed. It was probably the best class so far, other than the first day. Had another quiz that squeezed my brain.
In English we just researched stuff for a paper we'll be writing. We got let out early by at least half an hour.
Amanda and I ordered pizza from Dominos tonight because her roommate said that the food in the car wasn't good today. So we had cheese pizza and bread sticks. Then played a video game (Guilty Gear X, I think) on her ps2 in their dorm room.
Now I'm back and popping pills because it feels like I'm coming down with something. Blegh. My sinuses hurt. And I feel tired and like shit.
I should eat breakfast in the caf sometime. I really should. Someone make me. Or even better, come and eat with me *pleading look*
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2005 21 September :: 1.31pm
Nintendo revolution
Don't know if any of you all have seen this (or care) but I think it's totally awesome.
It's shaped like a remote and the analog stick just plugs into it on its own cord extention. It looks very interesting. And, especially, fun to use and play.
I love you all.
P.S. Here is a close-up. Kinda sexy.
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2005 21 September :: 12.24am
:: Mood: renewed
:: Music: SR-71 - The Best is Yet to Come
now you'll find with everything you lose/your path clears with everything you choose...
Mmm... one hour, twenty-two minutes, and nineteen seconds to healthy bliss.
I want to love everyone. I want to bring as much happiness to as many people as I can.
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2005 20 September :: 7.56pm
Zomigosh!!!
Tracey, you can see Rammstein's new music video, Benzin, online now!!!
Hope you have quicktime.
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2005 20 September :: 6.48pm
Hi friends. I am updating at the glorious library on account of my computer decided it doesn't want to connect to the interweb. It won't get fixed till friday unless I can fix it myself. And there is a better chance that a magical wish giving unicorn appears in my dorm and fixes it for me. I think that's it. Well there is more but it is all gushing about my dream boy. And I will spare you of that. Hope you all are fantaboulous. Yeah.
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2005 20 September :: 6.02pm
Haircut
I am so bipolar. This morning I hated my haircut but now, I love it.
PIC-A-TOURS!
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That is my haircut. For now, I like it. It's cute. My janitor friend, Jose, said it made me look older and taller. My French teacher said it was very flattering and everyone else said: "I love your haircut."
But, seriously, who would admit that they hated it? Or that it was ugly?
Anyway.
I love you all.
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2005 20 September :: 1.01pm
I'm up by Miller right now. Enjoying the weather, the people, the fact that I have another class in less than 2 hours...
I'm trying out just hanging around the Brown/Miller/Sprau Tower area all day today. Well, until my last class gets over at 5:50. Then I'll be hungry and probably demand to eat with Amanda again because her caf is much closer than mine. Speaking of food, I'm contemplating trying out the food place in Sprau Tower. If I get brave enough to go in and see if they'll take my i.d. because I don't have any moneys with me today.
My friend, and fellow member of the "let's try to wear black every day" club, burned me a copy of Advent Children today. How nice of her!!! But I think she'll have to burn it again because my version of windows media player is slightly more advanced than the one she had in mind. Oh well, at least I'll be able to finally see Advent Children! Jacob was watching it yesterday when we were messengering, and I kept growling at him to not tell me anything that's happening because I still needed to see it. *shakes fist at Jacob* I forgot your phone number already so I won't be able to call you whenever I'm back in Rockford! Mwahahahaha!!!
Blah, yeah, I'm in a slightly strange mood today. Thanks to German class. And not consuming a breakfast and, probably, a lunch. To eat or not to eat, that is the question.
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2005 20 September :: 2.09am
:: Mood: gone
:: Music: David Gray - The One I Love
now i'm leaking life faster than i'm leaking blood...
Cage: "I used to have hallucinations where my dead aunt wanted to have tea with me. It went on for two years before I finally stopped her."
Ally: "How did you stop her?"
Cage: "I had tea with her."
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