"Sometimes" I'm dreamin about tomorrow, I'm thinkin of yesterday, I consume myself in sorrow this moment in time is what I betray, I am searching for the answers I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause I don't know which way to go, I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause my life is spinning out of control I never know what you want, I never know what you need, it was different from the start, when you cut me in two I never thought I would bleed, but I am searching for the answers I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause I don't know which way to go, I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause my life is spinning out of control I will go this alone I don't need nobody's help, I've got to do this myself, Alone, Alone, Alone, Alone I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause I don't know which way to go, I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause my life is spinning out of control I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause I don't know which way to go, I look around sometimes I get sad, 'Cause my life is spinning out of control

 

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:: 2003 29 October :: 7.41 pm
:: Mood: I'll tell when i feel something
:: Music: Chevelle - Send the pain below

Much like suffocating
That algebra test was pretty easy. Got a 100. Hopefully that measn i now have an A in that class. Hopefully. Well i taped Bob in the hall yesterday for the morning announcements opening. Bob's my bunny. He is a very cooperative bunny. It only took one shot. YEAH!! I was in and out in about 5 minuites. Easy stuff. Weel im almost done the opening. I just have to get a few more shots and edit it all together. Peace of cake. Well i think im going to work on my costume now. Bye.
~BOYER

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:: 2003 28 October :: 9.35 pm
:: Mood: A bit on the conceded side, but in a good way
:: Music: Switchfoot - Meant to live

Now i feel all warm and fuzzy inside
Today i had an algebra test. There was a hard test. Blah. It was hard, but i think i got a 100 on it. I mean i can't think of anything that i got wrong. Unless there was an arithmetic error. But i doubt that. So I'm keeping my fingers crossed. this would be a big help to me getting straight A's. But i just read the journal of a um... i'm not sure if i should call her a friend or not. i havent actually met her. But we have been talking through the journal for a little while now. But w/e. i'll just say friend becuase i guess that's what we are. Anyway. I had left her some comments. She responded in her journal by saying some things like. She is "psyched to read Boyer's comments." Well i'm glad i could help. But now before i get way too full of myself, i think i'll take my leave.
~BOYER

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:: 2003 27 October :: 8.57 pm
:: Mood: A little lightheaded
:: Music: Yellowcard - Inside Out

The monday that wasnt from hell but it couldve been and i didnt notice
Well today wasnt too bad i guess. The marking period ends next tuesday. AAAHH i have to get straight A's. I'm so close to it. It would suck if i didnt get it. But im confident i can get it. I WILL GET IT. GRAAHHH!!!! well i was thinking suicidal maniac for holloween. Since they look like u and me. Anyone can be suicidal. No costume. But i realized no costuime (even one as ingenius as mine) = no candy. So i got a demon mask. I like it a lot. But it has his tongue sticking out really far and i really just want to chop it off. But i can't. So im stuck with it. But o well. No biggie. Well im tired. ttyl.
~BOYER

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:: 2003 26 October :: 8.11 pm
:: Mood: Spinning free!!!
:: Music: Jimmy Eat World - Sweetness

I can cook!!!
Hey fans of my journal. I found out i can cook today. Well i knew i could cook. But i made cookies all on my own today. But i think i might have made way too many though. Saying im hyper would be like saying Pamela Anderson's breasts are a bit on the large side. jhidgjhjfdghfghdghj
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!God im crazy well im going to run and scream random incoherent things to neighbors until im hit with flying vegies. ttyl.
~BOYER

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:: 2003 25 October :: 9.06 pm
:: Mood: Getting in touch with my gangsta flow yo
:: Music: Thrice - See you in the Shallows

I'm a lumberjack
I'm a lumberjack boys and girls. That's right. i chopped down trees and like to press wildflowers (that last comment was in reference to the movie "Now for something completely different") My family and i as usual were working on the gardens. we always are. It's literally a never ending job. But today we chopped down a really big tree. now i feel like a lumberjack. ive always wanted to be Canadian. well im going to watch that movie now. ttyl
~BOYER

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:: 2003 24 October :: 9.26 pm
:: Mood: I have nothing odd to put in this slot
:: Music: The Juliana Theory - Understanding the dream is over

What is your desposition?
Well today was a half day. and that's all.
"but im sure the view from heaven beats the hell out of mine here."
~BOYER

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:: 2003 23 October :: 6.44 pm
:: Mood: angry but calming down
:: Music: Journey - Don't Stop Believing

MOLE DAY!!!!
Today was mole day. For those that dont know "mole" was the name given to 602000000000000000000000. Or 6.02 x 10 to the 23rd power. I'm not sure why though. Today's date is 10/23. See the connection? 10 to the 23rd power; today's date is 10/23? Weel for some reason it's a big thing at our school. We decorate the halls and have MOLE DAY!!! It's crazy. And that's an understatement.

My mom and i have been looking for good holloween decorations, but havent found any. We have some, but they suck a lot. They are way too cartoonish. Not scary at all. And on top of that, most of them are breaking anyway. But we can't find anything good. We are really getting discouraged. It's dinner time. i gotta go. write yall later
~BOYER

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:: 2003 21 October :: 10.13 pm
:: Mood: nostalgic
:: Music: Juliana Theory - Into the Dark

In your eyes I see a darknes that torments you
The above subject is a qoute from the above song by the the band (see above). Well I had the PSAT's today. They were ok. The Lit part was sorta hard. But the math was really easy. Im not sure how did. I find out in December. That's all i know. You'll just have to wait until then for the results. Becuase i know your all waiting anxiously now. The suspense is killing you. well im pooped for some reason. Since there is nothing new to report, i think ill be off. bye!!
~BOYER

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:: 2003 19 October :: 8.00 pm
:: Mood: sugar rush!!!!!!!
:: Music: hold on let me turn some on

Go Gangsta
well im studying for the psat's and i have them on tuesay. But at the moments im listening to Queens of the stoneage and working out i9n y romm. im realy hyper so i have to put that energy to good use. And now Jimmy eat world is on. So im listening to w/e comes up. Wow im hyper. but im bored as hell. I went jobhunting this weekend. Didnt find anything that jumped out at me. though im pretty much up for anything. but my dad was trying to get me to apply at a woman's clothing store. not happening. well i got 1 application or walden's books. i like reading so i figure its a good job for me. but i dont think ill get it. the girl at the counter said she was new too. and she didnt know what the hiring age was. it's probably 16. damnit!!!! why cant i be 1 year older. poopshoot. well im tired so i think im going to go to bed after i finish working out. write yall later.
~BOYER

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:: 2003 17 October :: 5.06 pm
:: Mood: Struggling with inner demons
:: Music: Jimmy Eat Wolrd- Sweetness

"Here i go again on my own"
Whitesnake - "Here I go again"

I don't know where I'm going
But, I sure know where I've been
Hanging on the promises
In songs of yesterday
An' I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time
But, here I go again
Here I go again

Tho' I keep searching for an answer
I never seem to find what I'm looking for
Oh Lord, I pray
You give me strength to carry on
Cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An' here I go again on my own
Goin' down the only road i've ever known
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
An I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time

I'm just another heart in need of rescue
Waiting on love's sweet charity
An' I'm gonna hold on
For the rest of my days
Cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An' here I go again on my own
Going down the only road I've ever known
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
An' I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time
But here I go again
Here I go again
Here I go again
Here I go again

Cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

An' here I go again on my own
Going down the only road I've ever kown
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
An' I've made up my mind
I ain't wasting no more time

An' here I go again on my own
Going down the only road I've ever known
Like a drifter I was born to walk alone
Cos I know what it means
To walk along the lonely street of dreams

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