:: 2005 21 August :: 11.13 pm

yeah

i cant even read our fucking conversations without wishing i was dieing.
why do i feel like this? u know, i dont fucking get it. i care about you so much and u jsut dont. i thought u told me that i cant pull any more bullshit with u other wise it would be the end. thats it. ur gone.
yeah
you fucking lost the piece of paper. yeah fucking right i fucking ahte how u do this to me. u just decide that hey u no what i dont fucking care. nope bye. thanks for comming

0:04:58 PM): dude losing u as a friend is not at all what i want

yeah
hey guess what
YOU SAID THAT
...wow yeah
i fucking
dont know. what do u want from me. do u want to be my friend? i dont get how its not ok for me not to tell u things i dont wanna cuz there stupid, but no i FUCKING do somethng n ur like whatever i was lieing and u no what im not gonna drop this cuz its fucking so lame. u fucking drop what ever the fuck u are thinking cuz i dont fucking get it

"please just let it go. let this one go. theres nothing more to it. just stop."

I FUCKING MISS u. i saw u for hey guess what a stupid half an hour this summer. thats it.
yeah ur working
yeah im working
yeah u dont wanna hang out with me
i know that
but

what the hell

and ur the only person i can talk to about this
and u dont care
what the fuck is that
fucking u tell me
i dont fucking care that oh shit i care about u
omfg i just want to forget about this
wow holy shit i wanna talk to u
look at that
n ur not there





no u know what it is

what the fuck
i dont even know
wHY DO U FUCKING DO THIS
omfg

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