:: 2005 12 July :: 2.56 pm

im fine
im fine
i am fine
this is me
i dont care
lalala
im listening to music
my mom is gonna be home in like 40mins
and shes gonna be pissed
probably take away the computer but thats ok
because it is
and i know it is
and when she tells me this
i will be ok with it
and it wont matter
because i dont care
i dont care
what she says has no power over me
so what i didnt get it in the 3 days i could have
oh damn i was busy
but see
thats ok
everything is ok everything is good
im good
there is nothing bad about not having the computer
ill get it back in a few days
nothing matters
she is weak
i am not
everything is ok
i have better things than the computer and it is ok
i am ok
i am going to go to work at 3:50
and i am going to be ok
it will be a quick shift
because it is not saturday
it is tuesday
and i am fine lalala
lol its gonna be ok
i am the only friend i need
i have myself
and i have...yeah...i know what i have
and its ok
because it always works
and i am calm
and it is ok
and today will be fine
i will be fine
i will be fine
its all good
its gonna go by quickly
ill leave here at 3:50 get there at like 3:55. wait untill 3:57 to punch in. then find ms. kien or ms. taka or luckly mr. laubner and say "im at main right?" and ms kien and ms taka will say yes to that mr. laubner might say no and have me just face the store which would be awesome because then i wouldnt have to talk to anyone or talk to customers and just face everything which is fine. but most likely i will be at main. which is ok because im used to being at main. so yeah, i will wait till 7:30 to go on my break...maybe it will happen sooner, maybe later, but it doesnt really matter because i am fine with whatever happens, because i will come home and get something to eat. and wait untill 10mins before my break is up to leave and then i will go back spending the remaining time doing whatever the managers want me to do. which is fine, because i work there and i get paid more than all of my friends besides dan. but see
im ok with it
im ok with it
i dont need to think im not ok with it becasue i really am
i am perfectally fine
lalala
yesterday was fun. i just thought it wasnt fun because i had a mood swing
hehe
im so stupid like that
but its ok
becasue i am fine
i am fine
i am fine
i am fine
i am fine

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