lalala
oh yeah...
note to self
FUCKING WORK ASS OFF DURING SCHOOL!!!!

yeah...today was seeing jess cry for the first time. and like actually bitching at jon a little haha. i think he knew i was pissed at himm

jon (7:02:33 PM): hey i can hang out for like 45 minutes if you want?
me (7:02:41 PM): nah thats ok
jon (7:02:58 PM): danm lol im bored
me (7:03:11 PM): u can come here if u want
me (7:03:15 PM): i have people over
me (7:03:24 PM): lol seems like u only hang out with me cuz ur bored
me (7:03:27 PM): haha sry
jon (7:03:34 PM): ya pretty much
jon (7:03:36 PM): lol no
jon (7:03:43 PM): you just right there so i can
me (7:03:47 PM): yeah
jon (7:04:00 PM): and i wanted to hang out today
me (7:04:09 PM): yeah i did too
jon (7:04:20 PM): h/o ill ask

blah yeah he came over for like 30mins. sat next to me on little couch n watched t.v. was all like elbow on my leg n i was like wtf is that....yeah still fucking turned me on as hell at the fact he was touching me and i could feel his warmth. ahh...
yeah.
hes so f'ing hott
hehe
saw like...the shadow of bobby today. cuz he gave me and jess vodka. like gave wtf. didnt really do nething i got a little buzz n jess was fine..it might have made her cry a little more easly than she would usually but yeah...jess is awsome.
but yeah..little spooked by nice bobby. heh...
god i miss him too.
ACTUALLY SPOKE to dave. it was awsome he like..remembers who i am. BLAH hes so hott
k i need to like...stop liking boysss. not that i should liek girls and not like there is a problems iwth that but YEAH. screwed up my a.i.m. so now i dont have robs new sn. OH WELL who cares about him.
kims gonna probably be pissed cuz I DIDNT HANG OUT WTITH HER OMG I HAVE FREIDNS BLAHBLAHBLAH. yeah its OK for her to ignore me in school cuz brit is a bitch but no i cant have a life. sry bout that.
lalala

so yeah i def. wanna do good in school next year. i gotta get my classes all set and ish. blah blah

hopefully work monday tuesday and thursday(4 to 8 or 9) piano wednesday (whatever time) and drums friday (as early as possible). and like..weekends to crash and i dunno when im gonna practice anything but i need the weekends. heh...hopefully kien will let me. she let me take back my hours before so yeahh
shouldnt mind. i havent seen her in like a couple weeks either. hopefully i havent fucked up nemore like the whole i scanned a coupon for cigs. when i no i didnt. oh well. haha. take the fuckin money outta my paycheck. doesnt bother me i fucked it up.
so yeah. i am like really fucking tired and i gotta work 6hours tommorow AND i gotta space out for a whilezz. oh shit
i gotta wrap my moms present too..heh
so yeah.
sry for bitchin but its MY journal.
heh
l8rrrr
-ally