:: 2005 4 July :: 11.03 pm

so
today was fireworks
and drinking. and josh taking my pot. all of it. and letting like 18people smoke it.
grr
but yeah this is the first time i was drunk or buzzed and didnt passout/forget it heh..
i dont like drinking, nikki saw my boobs.
drinking makes me act stupid and giddy and crazy.
and i dont think before i do something
at least with pot i know wtf is happening if im not completely gone.
i like nikki alot. shes just straight about everything. blah
the fireworks were ok...i dunno

i wish i wasnt cold right now

jon has imed me once two days ago and twice today and i wasnt here to answer it. i would have loved to be with him on the 4th of july.
i didnt get him a birthday present...i think im gonna burn him a cd
(end at 11:06)

(start at 12:00)
just finished putting jons cd together
gotta fix the order of the songs then burn it tommorow
but yeah.....we talked was kinda stupid
hes like oh i g2g
it was like 10mins ago he said that....
GRRRR

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