:: 2005 3 June :: 6.31 pm

so yeah
im trying not to like
flip out
before josh n jess n phil get here
holy fuck this is hard
i dunno wtf is going on
and im starting to freak out
this is great
ive gone a week and a day
without the e in cute
wtf
break
from reality
and panic
and all this
fucking ish
and omg
wtf
is going on
i hateneed to cut so fucling bad and i dont want them to come and i chst want to bleeed and wtf blah i dont know amd its like im zonign out of everything and ihtthen im not and i can gear everything and im like seeing bobby fucking everywhere wtf get out of my head and blah i need drugs its like i can see every leav and its blowing and hes not iming me and the other signed offline
and i skpined today i hope they dont find out and give me detention and i need to breathe and be outside and breathing and its not working and i dont know what i was thinking when i thought it was ok and that i could stop and its inda exploding in my face and

breathe

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