sry i just need to get this out


it feels like... a headache in my arm
i dont know

my tree " " had 8 or 9 branches big thick ones, now it has maybe 40 little small slivers that bleed

i think the neosporn helps

i dont knwo
had to get drug tested today for my job that im not gonna get
oh fuckin well
who cares...cuz i dont
its like
stupid
kim doesnt care, only about herself
sometimes i wished that people would just stop being people
and i dont know
maybe im gone
i dont know
the trees are really green and wet
the sun needs to come out
for like
a day and be 80 an warm
bobby asked me to hang out this weekend
i dont know
i want jon to ask me to hang out
and i talked to dave for a little the other day and i dont have a memory

and i dont know whats happening and i cant pretend