:: 2005 10 May :: 7.07 pm

leave me alone like you've always done

I scream so I can wake myself up from this nightmare.


Just hit play...and watch my whole life fall apart.


I was trying to get equilibrium from two extremes: either I was so upset that I had to cut myself to relieve it, or I was so numb that I had to cut myself to get back to being there

I'm not getting over you...
I'm just getting used to the pain

If it makes you happy, then I'm fine. If it lets you sleep at night, I am not suicidal. If it helps you stay ignorant, the scars that lace my body are not proof of how much self-hatred boils inside me. If it keeps you from abandoning me, I'm not crazy.

Bad habits r hard to break, especially ifu like them.

I don't need help. I'll stop whenever the pain inside stops.

Suicide.. giving hopeless people hope.


and everyones asleep while she stays up
and leaves reminders on her arms of how much she hates herself

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