wtf i hate everyone im lieing on that one but w.e.
so yeah
had a breakdown sunday night
oh boy that was fun
monday i had my first two panic attacks
yeah......
rob decided he wanted to put his hand near my crouch and i THOUGHT i didnt look like it bothered me but he gladly and loudly informed me that my face was insainly red.
i just wanted to run up to bobby n tell him everything and then he would make it better some how
or make it worse
i dunno
i just wish i could fucking tell him
god
i hate feeling like shit omfg
i dont think i even really like rob that much
feelings r going away for dave.....now that i never see him
and u want what u cant have so yeah....bobby n jon

i just wish there was someone for me
or that i wasnt so fucking fat
or whatever

it kinda seems like people r dumping all their shit on me
n i inreturn try to dump my shit back but no one listens
except penguin....sry i rant so much 2u
sabrina is getting on my nerves a lil, shay is ok....but eh...
i gave her balls lol

i really feel like jaycee is my friend
and kim isnt
yeah
i dunno
nething
nemore
yeah


update l8r...........h8rs.....