:: 2004 26 December :: 10.18 am
:: Mood: dunno

and i'd give up forever to touch you



and you cant fight the tears that aint comming
or the moment of truth in your lies



eh yeah
im all...not yet christmased out

its snowing :P
i heard texas had a white christmas for the first time in 86years?
86...thats my house number....umm...maybe saying somethin?
i dunno
i got some shit for christmas
i apperciate it
but i wanted barbies or dolls, or connect four
lol
u know what i mean
i wish that this week, even though my mom needs it
that she went to work. becuase it would be nice.
i need some house time to myself
n wishing that bobby would stop by like he used to ><
i promised myself before i started writing that i wouldnt mention neof the three guys but eh
in what...6days ive known jon for a year? met him on new years listining to the c.d. he gave me right now
i dunno if i met bobby on christmas or like feb vacation? do we have a feb vacation?

letters you never ment to send
and you grew up way to fast

yup, dave i met when second semester began
before he did ne drugs
hes changed but i think im the only person who really knows,
besides his friend john
or neone else
i might be hanging out with him on newyears
if he wants to that is
i feel like hanging out with jon though
its pissing me off
i wanna party n have fun n do all this stuff
or hang witth jon, n have a really nice time n go home n wish that i hung out with kim n dave so i wouldnt feel shitty
but there always a chance that if i hung out with jon
not like hes even said nething to me about it. halloween he just showed up at my house n was like amg lets hang out except i was in salem.
damn y it is so obvious that i like him
i hate my hopeful mind
na, ill push to get dave to hang out with us, me n kim that is n kims bf
n get drugged up n die
n at least ill be having fun...........
josh was saying that hes goonna killhim self or something newyears
i keep telling him not to
cuz then ill kill myself

and all the roads we have to walk are winding
and all the lights that lead us there are blinding

gahh...

i offically hate guys that i like....
lol
yup

there are many things that id like to say to you
but i dont know how
cuz maybe
your gonna be the one who saves me

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