dave i guess...
yeah, so just called kim need my camera back. shes at brit's n dave is there. i dunno why its pissing me off so much. maybe its cuz im jelous or something...like that daves been ignoring me or maybe im blowing that up n im just paranoid or something about it.
i dunno
its just bugging me
like...grr i dont even wanna type it cuz it makes me feel like a friend whore or something.
im just wondering what it would be like if i never talked to dave when he was in my math class. 1-i probably woudnt be as big of a pot head. 2-i probably wouldnt be getting into harder drugs. umm...yeah
eh

trying to think of that i might be going to RI with jon n jamie spiker. that would be so fucking awsome. go see mychemical romance n the used. omfg id shit myself. mom probably wont let me go just cuz its on a tuesday....i can always pull the "you let me do it in the 7th grade. lol..." but i dunno. shell probably say no. but 2hour car ride with jon...hehe...then a what..3hour concert? omfg...hehe..then only problem is that id want to get wicked trashed n hes all straightedge. n not that it bothers me he choice about drugs n drinking,....hes got a good excuse...sort of the childhood trama thing going on....but id feel weird about being drunk or high around him. 1 cuz i just do n 2 cuz i know its kinda annoying to be around someone whos messed up while ur nt becuase they are annoying or just because u wanna be messed up too. but hey, maybe i can peer-pressure jon into a sip or two....not that id do nething like that...but hey...live a little.
eh
i love being messed up around guys neway...just kinda...i dunno...i get a rush or something lol

but o man...at a concet....high or drunk..im not just gonna be hyped up on sugar...illl bring weed lol but yeah...........
expecally when me n kim went to the 311 show n the whole place was fishbowled..omg the light show was insain lol
not that id do drugs ever.............
eh
ok so now im all not angry now.
thanx woohu
ttyl -ally