Im-Sorry [ xsilentxsuicidex ]
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2005 23 September :: 11.56pm
Falling apart...
I'm sorry for whatever I did to lose you...
...Everything has changed so fast. I miss you. Oh god, I miss you. You've got me so lost here, and I don't know what to do.
Everything was going so perfectly... And then, it all crashed to the ground. Suddenly, you weren't all you promised you would be. You were nothing at all. You vanished out of my life completely, and I never found closure.
You were so close to being mine. So close... Right as I had you in my grip, you slipped away, and I was left alone and confused.
It gets harder and harder every day to see you... Even looking at pictures rips me apart. It's not healthy feeling this way. It can't be.
There's so much I want to say. It's always screaming inside, trying to come out... But the silence overcomes it.
I miss you so much.
I wish we would start talking again.
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