evilgirl28666

blah
today....was different

jon came over around 12:45
and he left around 7:30
so thats what...5 hours and 15 mins...
and it was basically just me and him
my mom was around the house a little....we went down town for a little bit but it was mostly spent in my house just hanging out.
talking. being tired about the semi-formal last night.

i had a good time. alex was awsome..we danced together slow and i got him to dance fast with me for a little. we took pics and shit lmfao i think he had a good time.

jon had the worst couple days in a long time.
the first girl he went with told him a day before she couldnt go. so then he spent 2 hours or something looking for another. and she ended up avoiding him and hanging out with other people the whole time

*deep breath*

i told him that i was pissed at his dates. because i wanted to go wtih him. i also told him that i wanted to go with him freshman year and i was pissed that his date fucked it up

*exhales*

we were chilling on the computer...watched a movie...slept a little bit...went downtown to marias he got chicken wings french fries and an iced tea i think. went to casa de moda so i could get my mom a mothers day card/gift. came back did computer n then watched harry potter...about an hour. i fell asleep and he left without waking me up which he said he did and i dont remember that but w.e.

so i woke up to find a pissed jon gone.

and i started freaking out i dont know..over reacting. so i called his house. he went out for a run. things flash through my head...he runs when hes mad blah and ish. so i went out in the nor. easter looking for him. its cold. its raining. im wet. im running. hair is flying. i see him walking down the street.

*breathe*

"hey...what are you doing walking around.."
"you scared the shit outta me omg...are you ok?"
"yeah...whats the matter"
"i woke up and u were gone and i didnt no wtf and u were pissed and BLAH"
"umm i woke u up u said 'ok' and i left"
"..."
"..."
"well i guess i can go home now"
we both turn and walk
"are you ok?"
"yeah i was just scared i didnt no what to think"
"well im ok, do you want me to walk you home?"
"no, im alright. ill talk to you later"
"bye"

got home. hour or two later hes on...i waited 36mins and imed him.

jon: just for future reference you dont have to worry about me doing something stupid
me: thats good to know
jon: ya
jon: im glad you care though

other things are said
thats all thats going through my head
i like him so much.
i dont know what i think about him liking other girls...i dont know lol maybe i dont want to know.

well i am tired. and i will update later


btw i looked hot for the semi :p

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