:: 2004 6 May :: 10.29 am

*sigh* my first day back in school in 2 days. its still the same. i didnt expect much more....this sounds really depressing even though im not upset at all.....
So.... Stratford was awesome. The stores were cool and the play was even better. i still wish i would have been able to see romeo and juliet. i have to wait another 5 years to see it. it wont be playing there again until 2009. grrrr. im just going to buy the tickets myself and tony and i and whoever else will go.
i really really really hope james wants to move in here (james golden) i dont want him to move away *If i wasnt supposed to say anything im sorry* now that we are friends i dont want him to go anywhere. JAMES PLEASE MOVE IN WITH US!! MAMA PUTT SAYS YOU CAN IF YOU HAVE/GET A JOB!! please please please. We are gonna clean out the basement and everything so you can stay. =D
yea, well nothing else to say....i love you tony.

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:: 2004 2 May :: 8.58 pm

hey everybody. i really have nothing at all to say. but i figured i might as well write something in here. umm, i had a good weekend. prom was fun. we got to take a limo there and back. it was pretty cool because the day before, our limo got into an accident so our limo had a dent in the drivers door and the rear view mirror was duct-taped on. it was awesome. i felt like a princess cuz the limo driver helped the girls out, like he put his hand out and helped us out of the car, and opened and closed doors for us. it was really pretty inside too. there was a mini bar with wine glasses and dimmed lights behind them, and a dvd played and tv, and there were lights going all around the edges of the limo and they changed colors. and on the top of the inside of the limo there was a big rectangular thing with stars inside it. so pretty. and then saturday me, tony, jen and david all spent the night together. it was really fun. we rented some movies and ate pizza. it was cool.
ok, well im going.

Bishoujo

:: 2004 30 April :: 8.43 am

Sorry people, that last entry was completly idiotic. well, just wanted to let you all know that. tony... I LOVE YOU!!!! XOXOXO

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:: 2004 28 April :: 2.31 pm

I need an idea for my art project. and i dont know what to do. not that any of you know what im talking about at all, but i jsut felt like letting everybody know that i needed help. *sigh* god i feel like crap. im on my period, and i have cramps like a bitch. plus ive been all stressed out about prom and stratford because i thought i wasnt going to have my identification in time to make it to stratford. but now everything is good. i have my birth certificate, my social security card, and a slip for my state id card. i think im set to go. and i have a dress and shoes for prom, and i know how im doing my hair, and ive been tanning so im very happy. hmmm....im trying to think. i was almost positive there was something i needed to tell andrea....oh well. yea, well i guess i need to go. i WAS going to look for an idea for my project but oh well, i will just have to use my handy dandy brain.

Bishoujo

:: 2004 27 April :: 9.38 am

Hey everybody!! Ooooh, there is a kid on the announcments wearomg the shirt I want. DAMN!! Oh well, umm... there are only 3 days until prom! Wahoo!! Im going tanning again today, and Thursday and Friday. Im already alot tanner, which is surprising since I have only tanned twice. its AMAZING!! and i still have 3 days to go. Im wondering (not that any of this is going to phase anybody) if i should just go in the Hex all 3 days instead of 2 and then the bed friday. I think I might just call in and tell them I want the Hex on Friday too. Since it was the hex that made me this tan so fast. hmm..... yea Im going to call tonight. Well, after Prom I have Stratford, which will be my first time going so Im looking forward to it. Yup, well, I should probably be going, Im getting dirty looks from Hansen.

Bishoujo

:: 2004 23 April :: 5.15 pm

Im actually quite happy with my dress, Which surprises me. Its gonna be awesome. I have a black and white dress and I got these shoes that look kind of like a cheap rip-off of converse shoes but their on platforms. the toe is about an inch and the heel is about 3-4 inches. its awesome. yup. so im happy now. wooohu!!

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:: 2004 21 April :: 9.27 am

See that dress up there??? I WANT IT!!! but i cant have it because for some odd reason, they charge $350 fo a bunch of rainbow fabric shaped into a dress!!!! GAHHHH!!!! im so mad. now ive got to go get a stupid DEB dress. im so sick of those. they never have anything good. oh well. my first prom, im going to look like crap, but maybe next time i will look ok.

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:: 2004 20 April :: 9.11 pm

*sigh* i wish i had some self control. im never going to be happy with myself. oh well. it doesnt matter. i hate myself. i felt like one of those girls from christina aguilera's music videos, buring the pictures of pretty, skinnty girls, crying until i throw up (even thou they didnt throw up in the video) im so sick of trying to lose weight. its not working and im never going to be happy with myself. WHY CANT SOMEONE JUST BUY ME SOME FRIKIN PROPOLENE!!!!! GOD!!! im sooooo sick of feeling like this. im gonna frikin....gah!!.....

Bishoujo

:: 2004 12 April :: 9.34 am

Yea, so I get to pick Andrea up after school tomorrow....and we are meeting my mom at the great wall so she can buy us dinner. my mom is so cool..... but im looking forward to the shrimp......arent you tony? shrimp, its so good. i hope Andrea likes shrimp. Hehe, well anyways, its cool cuz after dinner... im going to meijers to buy a new Hilary Duff cd because i frikin lost mine. but yea, im going to buy a new one *yes im going to waste the only money i have on a cd* and then we are going to listen to it all the way to GR. and then we are going to the mall and crashing there till it closes. woooh! and then we are going home and......well wouldnt you like to know what us three are going to do, muahahhahaha!!! and then we are waking up at like 8:00 wednesday *no tony and i arent going to school* and we are going to GR AGAIN. to do what... who knows... but then we are coming back to school and seeing some people, and then hanging out in Cedar until its time to take Andrea home. yup. well........... yea.

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:: 2004 10 April :: 5.25 pm

ANDREA!!!! GET ONLINE!!!!

Ok, well anyways, only...3 more days till andrea gets here! YAY!! We are gonna have so much fun huh andrea?? Yup, i just hope tony gets a car before then so he can actually take us places, because if he cant, im going to be so PISSED it wont even be healthy to be around me. my second hand smoke of anger will be poisoning everybody. yup, just thought i would let the world know. well, thats about all. OH! andrea, I dyed my hair black again, i figured it would be cheaper for the family that way, plus my hair needs a break. *i wonder what i look like in my natural color*??hmmm

Bishoujo

:: 2004 8 April :: 5.02 pm

People are so much more different than I really thought they were. I mean, when you just are hanging out, and everybody is being dumb, you don't really notice how immature the world really is. I mean, there's such thing as having fun, and alot of it, but then there is being stupid. I can totally understand, me and Andrea just hanging out, telling stupid jokes, laughing, being loud, and just having fun, which is what we are going to do I'm sure. But there are people who just do the dumbest things. Like, why do people do things that obviously aren't funny, and they just keep doing it, trying to get a laugh? Oh well, I guess I should'nt really complain, I used to be like that, but some people just mature faster than others. And I know, honestly, that I am no where near being completly mature, but, I know the difference (sometimes) between mature fun and immature fun. I'm still very imature, and I love being that way. But, there are just some things a person has to grow out of. When I sit back and think about it, I still act the same way around Andrea that I used to, so I don't know why I really started writing this anyway. I think it's because people just tick me off, and are about 50 times more immature than me, and I just try to make point by rambling on and on. Oh well.
On to something better...ANDREA!!!......it's going to be awesome when Me and Tony get to get out of school and hang out with you. I can't wait. Don't you agree that it will be just like us skipping school with Fournier though?? I do. And I can't wait. It's so funny though, because Sam was like "Mom, can I stay home too?" and Mama Putt was like "We'll see hunny" and i told Mama Putt " There's no point in him staying home, we arent going to be home all day anyway and he's not going with us" and she was like "oh, thats true." I don't really know why thats so funny, but I just thought I would tell you. Yea, well, I guess I will just wait until your mom is done online so I can tell you all this again. Haha.

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:: 2004 7 April :: 6.01 pm

YAY! Only one week until Andrea gets here!!! WOOHU!!!! Im so excited. ANDREA!! I found that letter that stupid Mrs. Fournier wrote to me. I HAVE to show it to you when you get here. you will crack up! its so funny. Yea, well only a little while longer...wooooh! go us! we are going to have a blast! i hope you get to spend the night on tuesday AND stay wednesday.

Bishoujo

:: 2004 6 April :: 3.58 pm

HEY! I just got back from my mom's. Im waiting for Tony to get home. Sam is listening to The White Stripes. I love them. yup. Im happy to be home, but i miss spending time with my mom. well, i really dont have anything to say.

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:: 2004 5 April :: 4.23 pm

*sigh* wow, spring break is so boring. Im going to my mom's today though, so that should be cool. I havent been up there in a while. I miss the horses and the cats and dogs (its kind of a farm) Tony is gone. he went with ryan to work on some stuff for the movie. so yea. whoopdy doo. here i am. i was hoping andrea would be on, but its just my luck that she isnt. i think the only e-mail i got was a business one that im going to eventually need to block. i dont get e-mails anymore. its like nobody is ever online. heh, they are prolly all out having bunches of fun. unlike me. well, away i go.

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:: 2004 3 April :: 7.57 pm

Well, Spring Break, wahoo! things are just so..... yea. i dont know. i shouldnt complain, its only the 2nd day of spring break. but it isnt going to be anything like i thought it would. nothing is. this sucks. just shoot me please

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