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:: 2004 1 April :: 9.29 am

Im so happy today is the last day of school. We are actually getting a break in BMMT 4! SHOCKER!! Its more than likely an April Fools joke. *sigh* well im so tired, and i just felt like being rebellious and getting online right after they told us not to log on at all. Heh. Andrea!!! I wish you could stay at the house longer!! :( i miss you!!! *muah*

2 You're So Vogue | Bishoujo


:: 2004 31 March :: 3.07 pm
:: Mood: geeky

It's been a while now since I've been in one of these "childish" moods. I've been bouncing around *not literally* laughing and gigling for no apparent reason, and it's fun!
So today was "DRESS UP AS YOUR FAVORITE STAR DAY" And I dressed up as Kelly Osbourne, and Tony dressed up as her *coughexcough* boyfriend (no, Tony and I are'nt broken up) Bert McCraken. It was awesome. But yea, I think thats about all i have to say.

Bishoujo


:: 2004 29 March :: 9.58 am

I changed my mind. I do like my hair. But I still want to put more pink in it.... See you in a week Andrea.

6 You're So Vogue | Bishoujo


:: 2004 27 March :: 10.42 pm

Hey all, I hate my hair. I think I want to dye it back to black. I feel so bad for wasting Mama Putts money on this 'experiment.' But we ended up not getting enough pink and the wrong black, so my hair is pink-ish orange with deep deep blue tips. :( *sigh* I dont know what to do. And my mom wont take me to get my hair stuff because she does'nt have any money. And there's no way I'm asking my dad and Venita for money, that would be kinda rude, in my mind. But oh well, I'm getting a job, hopefully, not that its gonna help my hair anytime soon. Grrrr! I just feel like screaming!! i want to either fix my hair so it looks the way I wanted it to or dye it black again!!! I don't know!! Well, its getting late and I'm tired. I need to go dream about Tony since he isn't here this weekend. :( I love you Tony.

Oh, I'm adding this on after reading other journals.... Andrea, I told you the people copy things when they think they are cool. Check it out, you know what I'm talking about, I hope. And just for every one's information, before you say I can't complain about it because I "copied' Andrea first, well I found bzoink.com along time ago, but didn't have the time to do a survey, it just so happens that once i got around to having time to do a survey, Andrea already had one. so in truth, Andrea didn't copy me, and I didn't copy her, but I know someone who copied us. God thats annoying.

2 You're So Vogue | Bishoujo


:: 2004 24 March :: 10.13 am

Ok, the last entry was a fluke. I didnt do it on purposee of course, we just ran outta money for the week and couldnt buy buy hair stuff. But i wanted to wait until later in the month to do it anyways so it would be fresh and andrea could see it. now if i could just find out that date she was coming *ehem ANDREA* yea so i will more than likely be doing my hair this weekend. so im looking forward to that.

1 You're So Vogue | Bishoujo


:: 2004 19 March :: 8.59 pm

Finally!!! the weekend. Im going to get my hair dye on sunday. but im not for sure if i will be able to re-bleach it AND put the pink in, but im sure tony will go out of his way for me to do both, cuz he loves me. So, i cant wait...its gonna be awesome.

2 You're So Vogue | Bishoujo


:: 2004 18 March :: 8.07 pm

Grrrr.....my hair is orange, and its so ugh looking. Tony doesnt think it is, but i do. Hes got some kind of thing around his eyes that makes me look pretty no matter what. heh. But it will be ok soon. i tihnk things are going pretty good so far this week. Im making up missing work, my mom is getting things ready for prom and stratford. So yea, its all going pretty good. cant wait to see you in a couple weeks andrea!!!

3 You're So Vogue | Bishoujo


:: 2004 17 March :: 10.47 pm

You
What is your full name::Erica Rae Grannis
Spell your first name backwards::Acire
Date of birth::December 20th
Male or female::Female
Astrological sign::Sagittarius
Nicknames::------
Occupation::Student
Height::5 9
Weight::pah! like id tell you
Hair color::Orange (soon to be pink)
Eye color::Blue
Where were you born::GR, MI
Where do you reside now::Cedar Springs, MI
Age::16
Screen names::bla
E-mail addy::eyes_of_crystal@hotmail.com
What does your screen name stand for::how i feel
What is your greatestjournal name::-----
What does your greatestjournal name stand for::
Pets::Missy, my cat
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake::n/a
Piercings::ears
Tattoo's::no
Shoe size::10
Righty or lefty::righty
Wearing::PJ's
Hearing::tv
Feeling::tired
Eating/drinking::Niller Pepsi
Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love::yes
How many people have you said:2
How many people have you been in REAL love with::2
How many people have you kissed::too many to count
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex::yes
How many people have you dated::too many to count also
What do you look for in a guy/girl::confidence
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex::their eyes
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for::the independant ones
Do you have a crush right now::yes
If so who is it::my boyfriend
Do you believe in love at first sight::yes
Do you remember your first love::yes
Who is the first person you kissed::JJ
Do you believe in fate::yes
Do you believe in soul mates::yes
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours::i already have
Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have::-------
What are your siblings names::-------
What are your parents names::Pam Paris and Jon Grannis
How many siblings does your mother have::?
How many siblings does your father have::?
Where are your parents from::?
Is your family close::no
Does your family get together for holidays::yes
Do you have a drunk uncle::more than likely
Any medical problems run through your family::cancer
Does someone in your family wear a toupee::not that i know of
Do you have any nieces or nephews::yes
Are your parents divorced::yes
Do you have step parents::yes
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family::yes, me
Did some of your family come to America from another country::yes, along time ago
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life::Nowhere Kids
What's the most embarrassing cd you own::Backstreet Boys
What's the best cd you own::Good Charlotte
What song do you absolutely hate::?
Do you sing in the shower::yes
What song reminds you of that special someone::?
Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink::I'm a hazard to myself, dont let me get me, I'm my own worst enemy. Its bad when you annoy yourself, so irritating
Aerosmith::I dont wanna close my eyes, i dont wanna fall asleep cuz ill miss ya babe, and i dont wanna miss a thing
Madonna::Like a virgin, touched for the very first time
Korn::
Backstreet Boys::
The Beatles::we all live in a yellow submarine, yellow submarine, yellow submarine
Sublime::
J.Lo::my love dont cost a thing
*Nsync::
Limp Bizkit::its my way, my way or the highway
Stacie Orrico::
Creed::
Britany Spears::oh baby baby, how was i supposed to know that something wasnt right here
Good Charlotte::make the best with what your givin this aint dying this is living
Christina Aguilera::young girl dont cry, ill be right here when your world starts to fall
Eminem::you gotta lose yourself in the moment...lalala
Kelly Clarkson::what happened to miss independant
Kelly Osbourne::I love you daddy, but i've found my way
Mandy Moore::im craving for you, im missing you like candy
Eve::
Aaliyah::
Nelly::I like the way you do that right thuuur *fag*
Alicia Keys::
Incubus::
Favorites
Color::Pink
Food::Ice cream
Song:: alot
Show::as of now 'Forever Eden'
School subject::Art
Band/singer/artist::Good Charlotte
Animal::All of them
Outfit::?
Radio station::97.9
Movie::The Passion Of The Christ
Pair of shoes::the only ones i wear
Cartoon::Kim Possible
Actor::
Actress::Julia Roberts
Potato chip::
Drink::Pepsi
Soda::Pepsi
Holiday::Halloween
Perfume/cologne::Love Spell
Pizza topping::Ham
Jello flavor::?
Lunch meat::ham
Card Game::?
Video game::spyro
Website::woohu.com
Book::?
Computer game::?
Number::20
Cereal::cracklin oat bran
Comedian::?
Dessert::oreo ice cream mud pie
Disney character::Tink
Clothing store::Hot Topic
Past time::sleep
Teacher::Mr.Dufty
Childhood toy::Barbie
Carnival game/ride::Falling Star
Candy bar::Kit Kat
Magazine::Elle Girl, Seventeen, YM
Salad dressing::ranch
Thing to do on the weekend::hang out
Hot drink::cocoa
Season::summer
Sport to watch::volleyball
Person to talk to online::andrea
Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets::white
What color are your bedroom walls::white
Do you have posters on your wall::yes
If so of what::bands and art
Do you have a tv in your bedroom::yes
How many pillows are on your bed::6
What do you normally sleep in::PJ's
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas::anything warm
What size bed do you have::big
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed::regular
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom::no
Describe the last nightmare you had::?
Do you sleep with stuffed animals::yes
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::2
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed::2
Any unusual sleeping positions::on my right side
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling::no
Do you snore::not that i know of
How about drool::sometimes
Do you have an alarm clock in your room::yes
What color is the carpet in your room::all different colors (pop stains)
What's under your bed::guitar
This or that
loser/wannabe::loser
Doughnuts/bagels::doughnuts
Day/night::day
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west::which one was the good one?
Heaven/hell::heaven
Make love/have sex::make love
Coffee/tea::coffee
Hamburgers/hotdogs::hamburgers
Rap/rock::rock
Britney/Christina::Christina
Swiss cheese/american cheese::American
Real World/Road Rules::Real World
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync::BSB
Silver/gold::Silver
Nike/Adidas::Adidas
McDonalds/Taco Bell::Taco Bell
Sweet/sour::Sweet
Punk/emo::Punk
Hot/cold::hot
Winter/summer::summer
Spring/fall::spring
Operas/plays::plays
Read/watch tv::tv
Cd's/tapes::cds
Dvd's/vhs::dvds
Old/new::old
Shorts/skirts::skirts
Pink/red::pink
Colored pictures/black and white photos::black and white
Meat/vegetables::meat
Mexican food/chinese food::chinese
Commercials/infomercials::commercials
Scary movies/comedies::scary
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits::bikinis
Sandals/tennis shoes::tennis shoes
Dogs/cats::both
Unicorns/fairies::both
Water/land::water
Sugar/spice::sugar
Black/white::black
ribbons/bows::bows
Chicken/beef::chicken
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights::white
Cars/trucks::cars
Austin Powers/James Bond::james
Popcorn/pretzels::pretzels
Hip/hop::hop
Passionate kiss/peck::passoinate
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling::real
Back rub/foot massage::hmm....both
Picture frames/photo albums::photo album
Pens/pencils::pencils
What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem::poser
Virgins::smart
God::loving
The Osbournes::funny
Reality TV::interesting
J.Lo::fat ass
Religion::i like mine
Emo music::i cant say ive ever listened to it
Valentine's Day::hate it
Christina Aguilera's comeback::smart
Homosexuals::if your in love, your in love
Abortion::murderers
Inter-racial relationships::same as homosexuals
Murder::murderers
Death::scary
Obesity::i am so, ill deal with it
Pre-marital sex::if you feel like they are the right one, go for it
Terrorism::i hate them all
Pornography::dirty
Fortune Tellers::cool
Threesomes::never had one
Prostitution::get a real job
Politics::interesting
Country music::eh, its ok
George W. Bush::silly old man
Cloning::genious
Britney's boobs::hello barbie
Gas prices in America::i dont drive yet so i dont care
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Jack::ass
Tiffany::jock
Ben::far away
Maria::?
Jennifer::j-lo booty
Nicole::kidman
Amy::?
Adam::?
Richard::?
Arnold::?
Tom::?
Melissa::?
Charlotte::good
Harold::fat
John::porter potty
Joel::noel
Vanessa::?
Michelle::?
Kevin::?
Brent::?
Jake::?
Billy::?
Sarah::?
Natalie::?
Christy::?
Nick::?
Linda::?
Taylor::?
Jordan::?
Jamie::?
Adrian::?
Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone::yes
Been on a diet::yes
Been to a foreign country::no
Broken a bone::yes
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling::no
Swear at a teacher::yes
Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages::?
Got in a fight::yes
Dated a teacher::no
Laughed so hard you peed your pants::yes
Thought about killing your enemy::yes
Gone skinny dipping::yes
Met another gj member in the flesh::?
Told a little white lie::yes
Told a secret you swore not to tell::no
Stolen anything::yes
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid::yes
Been on TV::no
Been on the radio::no
Been in a mosh pit::no
Been to a concert::yes
Dated one of your best friends::yes
Loved someone so much it makes you cry::yes
Deceived somebody close to you::yes
Broken the law::yes
Been to a rodeo::yes
Been on a talk show::no
Been on a game show::no
Been on an airplane::no
Got to ride on a firetruck::no
Came close to dying::yes
Cheated on a bf/gf::yes
Gave someone a piggy back ride::yes
Terrorized a babysitter::no
Made a mud pie::no
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff::no
Snuck out of the house at night::yes
Been so drunk you don't remember your name::no
Had an eating disorder::yes
Felt like you didn't belong::yes
Felt like the 3rd wheel::yes
Smoked::yes
Done drugs::yes
Been arrested::no
Had your tonsils removed::no
Gone to camp::no
Won a bet::yes
Written a love letter::yes
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love::yes
Written a love poem::yes
Kissed in the rain::yes
Slow danced with someone you love::yes
Participated in an orgy::no
Faked an orgasm::no
Stolen a kiss::no
Asked a friend for relationship advice::yes
Had a friend steal your bf/gf::no
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love::yes
Gotten a speeding ticket::no
Done jail time::no
Had to wear a uniform to work::no
Won a trophy::no
Thrown up in public::no
Bowled a perfect game::no
Failed/got held back::no
Got perfect attendance in grade school::yes
Roasted pumpkin seeds::no
Taken ballet/karate lessons::no
Attempted suicide::yes
Cut yourself::yes
Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes::up until i was about 10
Did you own Treasure Trolls::no
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210::no
Did you play Simon Says::yes
Did you watch Fraggle Rock::no
Did you wet the bed::no
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed::no
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them::yes
Were you shy::yes
Were you spoiled::yes
Were you abused::no
Did you go to the circus::yes
Did you go to the zoo::yes
Were you in a car accident::yes
Did you build snowmen::yes
Did you cry when you scraped your knee::no
Were your older cousins mean to you::yes
Did you think slinkies were cool::yes
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer::no
Were you afraid of the dark::yes
Did you have slumber parties::no
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?:yes
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany::no
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy::yes
Randomness
Do you believe in aliens::yes
Name three things that are next to your computer::pop, candy wrapper, phone
Do you have any hidden talents::no
Do you wish MTV would play music videos::no
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be::scary
What would your movie star name be::same as my real name
Do you play any sports::no
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen::The Passion of the Christ
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently::The Passion of the Christ
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen::The Dummy
Do you drive::no
What is your dream car::volkswagon beetle
Do you think your good looking::yes
Do others think you are good looking::i dunno
Would you ever sky dive::no
Do you believe in Bigfoot::no
How many rooms do you have in your house::8
Are you afraid of roller coasters::no
Do you believe in God::yes
Do you believe in Satan::yes
Do you believe there is a heaven::yes
Do you believe there is a hell::yes
Do you own a pooltable::no
Do you have a pool::no
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen::yes
Do you like chocolate::yes
Who/what is on your 2003 calendar::puppies
How many U.S. states have you been to::4
Ever wished on a shooting star::yea
Best Halloween costume you ever wore::Gothic Clown
Do you carry any weapons on you::pepper spray
What is your weakness::like im gonna tell you
Name something you can't get enough of::?
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives::stupid little girl
How many kids do you want to have::1
Future daughters names::Andrea
Future sons names::i dont plan on having a son
What is your ideal way to die::naturally
How do you release stress::scream
Do you consider yourself a trendy person::no
Are you an artisitic person::yes
Are you a realistic person?::yes
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off::no
Are you a strong person::yes
Are you a strong willed person::no
Who is the last person to e-mail you::tony
Who is the last person to IM you::andrea
Do you hate chain e-mails::yes
Are you a deep sleeper::yes
Are you a good story teller::no
What do you believe is your best quality::my eyes
What is your greatest accomplishment::moving in with tony
Do you like to burn candles or incense::candles
Do you have your own credit card::no
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?::go to the mall then krispy kreme
Do you have a check book::no
Do you like your drivers licence::no
Do you tan easily::yes
What color is your hair naturally::chocolate brown
How many fillings do you have::5
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit::?
Worst feeling in the world?:mestrual cramps
Best feeling in the world::peeing
Is the glass half empty or half full::half full
Last thing you downloaded::?
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?::no
What do you think people think of you::"whos that weird girl?"
Are you a likeable person::yes
Do you need therapy::yes
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance::no
Do you love your bf/gf::yes
If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP::no
When are you moving::?
What's your favorite phrase::?

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1 You're So Vogue | Bishoujo


:: 2004 17 March :: 9.50 am

.....i lost that..thing...with all that stuff about me. Where did it go? GAH! damnitt!!

2 You're So Vogue | Bishoujo


:: 2004 16 March :: 5.36 pm

i didnt try to copy you andrea
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :::Erica
Birthplace :::Grand Rapids, MI
Age :::16
Age you act :::16
Current location :::Cedar Springs, MI
Eye color :::Blue
Hair color :::black,brown,blonde,pink....soon to be all pink
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::Righty
Zodiac sign? :::Sagittarius
Height? :::5 9
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::Dutch, Scotish, German, Polish, French Canadian
Your hair :::Medium lenght, all the above colors, "oh-so-soft"
Your fears :::Death, Spiders
Your perfect room :::Some kind of Jungle Theme, or alot of pink and black
What you practically do in a day :::Wake up, go to school, come home, watch tv, sleep.
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :::'Horrible'
Phrases you overuse :::
Your first thought when you wake up :::" I wanna go back to bed"
Your greatest accomplishment :::Moving in with Tony
Something you want to do :::Get my hair done
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::Burger King
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::Christina Aguilera
Chocolate or vanilla :::Chocolate
Adidas or Nike :::Adidas...i guess
Black or white :::Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::Bills
Burgers or hot dogs :::Burgers
Egypt or France :::Egypt
Rock or rap :::Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :::nope
Cuss :::alot
Sing well :::..tony says yes.... i say i guess
Sing in the shower :::ALOT!!
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::all the time
Believe in yourself :::yep
Like taking these longass surveys? :::yep
Play an instrument :::..tony is teaching me the bass :)
Want to go to college? :::kinda
Want to get married? :::definitly
Want to have children? :::yup...a girl
Think you're a health freak? :::not at all
Get along with your parents :::only my mom
Get along with your siblings? :::umm, my seragate ones
Think you're popular :::ive got alot of friends, but im not "popular"
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :::nope
Drank alchohal :::nope
Smoke :::nope
Get high :::nope
Done any drugs :::nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::nope
Been on stage :::nope
Gone skinny dipping :::i wish
Been dumped :::nope
Dyed your hair :::yup, yesterday
Stolen anything :::i stole a marker from a kid today
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :::Andrea, when shes around me
Loudest :::Tony
Most shy :::shy? pah!
Blondest :::Ashlee
Smartest :::Adrianne
Kindest :::Britney
Best personality :::Andrea
Most talented :::Tony
Best singer :::Molly
Most ghetto :::Andrea...loser! heh
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::Tony, but i love him
Pain in the ass :::Tony
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::Chelsea
Funniest :::Andrea and Tony
Best person for advice :::Andrea and Mr.Dufty
Dependable :::Andrea and Tony
Trustworthy :::Andrea and Tony
Druggie :::Matt H.
Most likely to end up in jail :::i dont like people who should go to jail
Person you've known the longest :::Andrea
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::I got kicked out of a restraunt cuz Matt Hinton took his shirt off...and i went in the boys bathroom and saw the manager dressing up like a women
Last nightmare :::I had a daynightmare that i stepped on my cat, but she was alright...but it was still scary
Car ride :::a couple hours ago
Last time you cried :::Last night....i watched Homeward Bound 2
Last movie seen :::Homeward Bound 2
Last movie rented :::They, Wrong Turn, Abandon, Cabin Fever
Last book read :::My Horoscope book
Last word said :::Freak
Last curse word said :::Is freak a curse??
Last time you laugh :::jsut now, laughing at what i typed about "freak"
Last phone call :::to me....my mom called me a couple days ago :)
Last CD played :::Christina Aguilera
Last song you listened to :::That song on Andrea's Woohu
Last annoyance :::Tony poking me in the eye over and over and over
Last IM :::couple days ago
Last weird encounter :::Some kid came up to me today and said " Dont hate me because im beautiful....oh, and THE PIGS SAID THEIR GONNA GET ME!!"
Last person you hugged :::Tony
Last person you yelled at :::Tony
Last time you wore a skirt :::Sunday, over my jeans
Last time you've been evil :::just now i guess....tony made me hit him so i could answer this
Sarcastic? :::Too many times in the last couple minutes to remember
Last time you fought with your parents :::the night my dad kicked me out
Last time you wished upon a star :::last night
Played Truth or Dare :::7th grade
Spent quality time alone :::im never alone!!
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :::no
Do you feel lonely :::no
Ever TP'd someone's house :::no
How about egging someone's house :::no
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::who are you?
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :::i hate them..they should be probed in the ass
Yo Momma :::shes hott
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::in fact im doing it right now....muahahaha...but no
What do you think of George Bush? :::heh...bush.....no, hes ok
Any secret fetishes? :::i like to bite....dont ask
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :::on my wallet
How many languages do you speak? :::one
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::no
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you XP)) :::no, please, dont end *note sarcasm*

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2 You're So Vogue | Bishoujo


:: 2004 16 March :: 1.19 pm

I've been having a pretty cool week so far. I miss the play, thats for sure. But im thinking of trying out for one next year. Im not sure, i think im gonna need some inspiration because im a chicken. Heh,
yea so andrea is coming back.... HI ANDREA!!
yup, well thats all, i just felt like getting on here for no apparent reason. OH! today, im going to Family Fare (formally Great Day) and getting a bleach thing and im bleaching my hair so i can start dying it pink sometime soo. it is gonna be sweet. well off i go. i love you andrea and tony!!

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:: 2004 15 March :: 3.04 pm

I've been looking up alot of things lately on Ed Gein. He is the man that they based Texas Chainsaw Massacre off of. (even though he lived in Wisconsin and used a pistol) They also based Psycho and Silence of the Lambs partially about him. Anyways, its really quite interesting, except, all his problems, i think, are his mothers fault. See, he was a nacrofeliac *sp* who wanted to be a women, so he would find women, shoot them in the head, have sex with their freshly murdered bodies, skin them then wear their skin as his own. pretty sick. But, back onto the subject. There are two conclusions i have come up with... or at least, two things to blame his messed up lifestyle on. one, is the Human Anatomy books he read. He found himself intruiged by the female anatomy, driving him to the point where all he could thing about was sex, also the reason he wanted to be a women himself. the second reason is, his mom. She was a freaking nut-job. Ever since he was born she read the bible to them everyday (which isnt a bad thing at all, dont get me wrong) but she went WAY over the top with her religous beliefs. She wouldnt let Ed have any friends, because, according to her, they were all evil for not reading the bible or something like that, and she wouldnt let him talk to girls at all, because things lead to sex and having sex would send you straight to hell. so he stayed in his room....reading his books and thinking, about anything, which eventually led him to thinking about killing women. But the thing that helped him along a little.....was the damn newspaper..... stupid obituaries....if they wouldnt have written about the women dying, he wouldnt have found it and started having sex with dead women........ but yea, im rambling, and im begining to think that im the only one interested in this. But....Andrea..... i found his house, so we can go there when we go on our raod trip. its in plainfeild WI, so dont go there without me. ive got a pic. of it so we can find it

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:: 2004 6 March :: 6.24 pm

Weeha....tonight is gonna be fun. Me and Tony rented 3 scary movies and one drama/suspense movie. We got.... Cabin Fever, Wrong Turn, They, and Abandon. yea i havent seen alot of scary movies in a long time. and ive only seen one out of the 4 so, its gonna be good. just thought i would let everybody know for absolutly no apparent reason. btw...... congrats khristina....e-mail me to tell me the details or something...

eyes_of_crystal@hotmail.com

well... ta ta

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:: 2004 2 March :: 3.47 pm

Wow, Im having a pretty freaking awesome day. We got our shirts for the play today.... *Go see the Jungle Book....7.00$* yup yup.....SAM KEEPS GLEEKING ON ME!!!!! cute little bastard!! mhhmmm....well i shall be going.... P.s.... i LOVE having brothers!! I wuv Joshie and Sammie and Tony....hehe...yay.

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:: 2004 1 March :: 10.09 am

Hmm....well, I saw "The Passion of the Christ" Saturday. and Im going to see it again today. And it got me thinking alot. So, I feel its needed for me to say this:

Venita, I forgive you. I know you may not understand alot of the things you do that hurt others and even yourself, but it is all going to be ok. I forgive you, as does God. I just hope that you also have the strength to forgive yourself . You're wrong doings here on earth will be forgiven if forgivness is asked of God.

I hope for your sake, you respect me and God enough to admit your wrongs. I know I have. but only the wrongs that i know are wrong. things like not cleaning my room, or raising my voice you and dad, or coming home a couple minutes late. some of the things that you think are wrong, are in fact the right things to do, because that is the way i live, in order to live a happy life. You make them out to be so wrong, but yet, those are the things that help me have a better life. not caring what people think or say of me, helps, and you make that out to be so terrible. I know when you were younger,than you didn't have the strength to do the things I do to make your life better. but at least one of us knew how to fix our lives to make it happier. and I'm proud of my life in the way I live it. and if you love me like you say you do, you would be proud of it too. that I hope that is enlightening to you, so that you may have a happier life as well. because I found a way for me to have a happy life, I think it's your turn now.

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