Aoi Aoi..

Oi Minna-san..



Time to update and ramble.. Well let me just say I did not enjoy my
weekend. It consisted of being around a girl I dislike and my Best friend
hurting my feelings continuously.. So much for a best friend..

For starters, Amanda, my best friend, brags about everything, has to out do
everything, and gets and does things but doesn't have to do anything for it. She
doesn't work for anything...

Well, Amanda, Liz (-cringes-), and Mickey (this kawaii~!! Japanese foreign
exchange student ) all went to the mall.. Alright, I didn't want to go, but it
hurt my feelings because I was having a bad day and started crying.. So Amanda
asked if I could go. And Liz said no.. Well, one, Amanda wouldn't have asked if
I hadn't been crying.. And two Liz said no. Note: my feelings get hurt rather
easy. Anyways.. So they left.. And three calls and 4 hours later, I was at my
Aunts house because Amanda still wasn't home. -.-; .. Finally she got a
hold of me.. And told me Liz and Mickey were spending the night too.. I got off
the phone and started crying.. Because I didn't want to see Liz.. Er, anywho..
They picked me up.. And we went to my favorite restaurant, but of course
I wasn't hungry.. So I spent the night with Liz.. ^^ Awre, but I really enjoyed
having Mickey around.. But once they left the next morning out.. I gave Amanda
my opinion.. I told her, "I don't think it's very fair that Liz can say no
to me going to the mall with you guys but if I said I didn't want Liz to spend
the night that wouldn't have made a difference.." .. And Amanda replies in
a bitchy tone, "Well it's no use crying now, what's done is done.." ..
So I went to the bathroom and started crying. ^^; Eh heh heh.. But we got over
it.. And I got to make an Anime Music Video.. Anyways.. The next few things I
know she didn't do on purpose, but it still hurt my feeling since I've been a
bit emotional lately.. But she may get to go to Japan next summer.. And
she kept on bragging about it!! And how cute Mickey was and blah blah blah..
Alright and one more thing I need to complain about.. She may use her Grandparents
address if they so she can go to Durango High School and learn Japanese.. First,
I worked hard to get into LVA to take Japanese and here she is cheating her way
into it.. Just a while back she was complaining about leaving LVHS and maybe
having to go to another school.. Well if she is going to go to another school
why not go to LVA with me so she'll know someone.. Now that REALLY hurt my
feelings.. That she wouldn't even consider going to LVA next year.. u.u But
she'll go to a High school where she doesn't know anyone.. Yar.. See, she
doesn't have to work to get anything.. She gets a free trip to Japan.. And me?
I'm working to learn the language right now and I've decided after buying my
next Cosplay Costume I'm going to slowly start saving money so when I get out of
High School I can go there.. Keh, and today she was talking about going to take
a tour at an Anime Studio in Japan.. Well friggin' good for her.-sighs- I've
obviously been needing to blow a little steam off.. And I'm not done, funny, hm?
Well, the Renaissance Festival is this weekend.. Last year Amanda and I dressed
up and went together.. We had tons of fun.. But guess who she wants to go with
this year.. Liz and Mickey... -wipes her eyes- >>; Just thinking
about it is going to make me cry.. I guess I'm just not fun enough to go with
this year.. Or she just doesn't want to go with me.. Keh.. AND I have to see Liz
on Halloween.. You know, it's my holiday, why should I see that stupid cow
anyways? -shakes her head- alright, I'm barely off the tip of my ice burg but
I'm going to stop.. I'm tired of complaining... -yawns- Ja for now Minna-san..

Alyssa

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