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2004 22 February :: 7.19 pm
:: Music: System of a Down
meow.
yeah..that went well. dont ya just love when plans get totally fucked up, and you're the last person to know?
i sure in the hell dont.
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2004 21 February :: 1.24 pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes
his eyes are so pretty.
here i am. sitting here. yesterday was alright after all. got my hair dyed and cut..funny thing is.. it almost looks exactly the same. i tried to dye it back to brown..but it only dyed my roots. *shrugs*
i have been thinking about so many different people due to bordeom and i came across a lot of different memories. it was nice.
yeah..hopefully i can go somewhere tonight.
me I'm in my bedroom drawing in my notebook because my hand thinks I'm an artist but my heart knows I'm a poet. It's just words they mean so little to me-Bright Eyes
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2004 20 February :: 8.11 am
Have a nice day. wait..i dont care if you do. :)
im in 1st hour..its so exciting..i got my forever december ticket and my play ticket so now im nice and broke.
yeah..i really have nothing to say..i hope this weekend turns out better than this week. love you all (not really). later kids.
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2004 18 February :: 4.48 pm
my day just got a lot better. :)
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2004 18 February :: 4.18 pm
:: Music: Against me
ummm....shoes are sexy.
today was one shitty day. i want this week over. i fuck up more every day.
yes and now i sound like some depressed fuck. so im gonna shut up.
i got accepted to Yearbook for next year. that made me smile. now im waiting for my interview for tv productions. i hope i get that class...heh. well im off to go work on more exciting homework. later kids.
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2004 16 February :: 12.02 am
:: Music: erika singing the krafts macaroni and cheese song...(its worse than it sounds)
meow.
erika is here. shes scaring me..she told me that i have to cheese her to please her.. hmm.. what am i supposed to make of that one?
yeah..
so i havent been out of the house since wednesday. im going insane. im hoping tomorrow i can finally get out..what a waste of a break.
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2004 14 February :: 9.40 am
wanna be my fucking valentine?
dont send me messages talking about someone who is gonna commit suicide and telling me to try and convince them not to. if they are dumb enough to try and kill themselves i encourage it. in other words.. i dont care.
yay..brentlys my valentine...haha..
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2004 13 February :: 8.49 pm
ok. since valentines day is stupid and makes single people angry i have a solution.
treat it like any other day..because guess what? its no different from any other day unless you make it special.
so ha.
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2004 12 February :: 11.03 am
:: Music: tool
jay, i am more of a loser than you..i swear..its all about the pokemon.
i need a way to get to skelletones (dont know how to spell it) tonight. i cant pay you gas money and i have nothing to offer if you take me. any takers?
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2004 11 February :: 6.48 am
:: Music: The Beatles- from me to you
well the bands gone..ya know what that means..less people in the hallway. yeah!
speaking of the band..i impersonated a band member to get into the game last night because im poor. how sad is that?
also..i need something to do this week so im not bored as hell...if you dont hate me, tell me some of your plans. if you do hate me, fuck you.
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2004 8 February :: 10.23 am
:: Music: Beastie Boys-Rhymin & Stealin
mmm..
well the dance wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. they played a few decent songs..and i had fun making up words for the shitty rap songs.
i probably could have spent my $10 better...but *shrugs* ah well. i guess it was worth it.
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2004 6 February :: 8.32 pm
:: Music: The Clash - Rock the Casbah
karl meow is hot...anyways..
so...i was thinking and....yeah i got nothing.
i went to the game tonight..it was actually fun. we didnt even watch the game. michelle and i made little kids run into walls...and hurt themselves, it was great.
than i got yelled at, for raping becky, by Mr.Kloote..hes an asshole and a half. he told me to be a good role model..fuck that. hows that for being a role model...yeah...im stupid.
he also said to represent our school...how about..NO.
ok im done rambling..kinda..swirls tomorrow..*tries to act excited*
night kids.
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2004 3 February :: 7.23 pm
:: Music: Lit- my own worst enemy
um...
allow me to state the obvious for the idiots that dont know..getting drunk and smoking is not cool.
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2004 2 February :: 3.27 pm
:: Music: Led Zeppelin- The Lemon Song
hmmm
i had no idea that it was ground hogs day, today until 6th hour.
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2004 31 January :: 12.35 pm
:: Music: The Yeah Yeah Yeahs- Maps
im going to swirl. because all my friends are gonna be there. im going alone (by choice) and i am not dancing. i get to listen to shitty music and see all the whores in our school..dress even more slutty than usual. so yes, i am going and i am not excited. at all.
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2004 29 January :: 6.05 pm
:: Music: Tool
hang yourself, shoot yourself in the head, set yourself on fire..i dont care what you do to kill yourself..just do it.
well..today was the first day, in a long time i have gotten seriously pissed off. it takes a lot to make me mad but somehow the assholes in cedar manage to pull it off.
first..i hate inconsiderate assholes. why is making fun of someone so funny? because it makes you look funny and makes other people laugh? fuck you. find a new hobby asshole. yes, its ok to make fun of one of your friends, like in a joking way. but just to make someone else feel like shit. not ok.
i thought we were all past that. yes, i am immature..but not in that way.
grow the fuck up and while your doing that..die.
also..if you're gonna be my "friend" try to stick up for me and not say im stupid when im argueing with a complete dumbass.
rant is over...now go die. now. seriously. go.
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2004 25 January :: 6.59 am
:: Music: Brand New
uhh..
it is so easy to type. but when its going on 7 and you havent slept at all..it is extremely difficult..
yeah..it took me about 5 minutes to type that correctly. seriously.
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2004 24 January :: 10.01 pm
:: Music: The Used
this weekend kicked my ass.
yeah. so we went to the mall (lisa and i) and we picked up these hot guys. it was funny shit..we never got their number..damnit. stupid ass. fuck. shit. im done..anyways..the kid fell down trying to get us. hah.
now im at lisas. with mishy here as well. *looks around* I saw a guy dancing in a pizza suit today. yeah..im done.
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2004 23 January :: 5.03 pm
all i would like to say is the edition of Hawk Talk today was one of the stupidest things i have ever seen. the whole "clique" thing. yeah..that pissed me off. a lot. so whoever wrote that..go to hell.
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2004 18 January :: 8.05 pm
i kinda copied kates idea with the quotes thing..i found it interesting..
some random quotes and short conversations that were said throughout the year (some are very recent)
Read more..
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2004 17 January :: 5.57 pm
just so you know..
if you are going to chat with me on msn..heres some hints.
if i am..
away-im really not away..im just talking to a lot of people and i dont want to talk to you. so go away.
busy-i dont like you or i am playing a game and should not be bothered for any reason.
out to lunch-im being a dumbass and saying im out to lunch when im really not..just to make myself laugh.
on the phone- i tricked you. because i have shitty dial-up so i cant be on the phone. ha.
be right back-i am actually not at the computer.
online-i am extremely desperate and i need someone to talk to me.
and i am done.
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2004 13 January :: 3.12 pm
:: Music: The Beatles-Let it Be
today sucked. a lot. yeah.
im not gonna update for awhile or be online much anymore...it only causes fights for me..so i guess practicing on guitar and focusing on exams will take up any spare time.
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2004 13 January :: 6.23 am
its early. i want this week over. im sick of being dragged into shit. i try to lay low and stay away from people i dont like.
i want to say a few things to chris..
chris im gonna be honest so take it however you wish..i have talked about you behind your back, i recall doing it twice. what i said is you can be cocky at times and you sometimes do stupid shit(but everyone can be stupid). i still do believe that..but i shouldnt have said it behind your back. if i have a problem with you from now on im just gonna say it to your face. however i dont hate you and im not gonna take sides on this fight..for a few reasons..one i dont really even know what it is all about and two im friends with all the people in it. and you have never done anything to me..and you probably havent talked about me behind my back so, im sorry.
yeah. im done.
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2004 12 January :: 7.14 pm
:: Music: Coldplay-yellow
hmmm...
right now i dont feel much. its strange. i watch everyone lately..soak it all in. i dont talk much these days. its because i dont have a lot to say.
i wish i was with my friends all the time. they make me forget everything. i need that often. just to forget.
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2004 11 January :: 5.32 pm
:: Music: Pink Floyd-On the Run
it bit me.
well. this weekend was good. i saw my old friend jenni..that i havent seen for three years. it was awesome. got kicked outta spencers...if ya want to know why..just ask. *shakes head*
now im home. looking at the homework i didnt start. i think thats as far as im gonna get. looking.
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2004 9 January :: 4.31 pm
i had a weird dream..so im gonna write about it because its one of the few i actually remember..skip over it if you wish.
so i was at school..only our school was like 6 stories high and there wasnt any class rooms. people were just grouped together working on different subjects. i could see down to the first floor. this kid on the first floor all of a sudden was running around on fire. my friends and I laughed. than someone tried to help him and they caught on fire..after about a min they both fell and died, while they were still on fire. than another kid burst into flames and died. we were all still laughing. throughout this whole time bullets were getting shot through the school from outside. there was this sign that blinked saying what floor was gonna be shot at next. i was watching the different floors and said "if it says our floor im going to the second floor" so than it blinked 3rd floor so i ran down to the second floor. than i heard the people scream and the door closed and i was trapped in this little hall. my only way out was if i believed in god. than the door would open.
i woke up.
it was one fucked up dream..i must say.
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2004 9 January :: 4.06 pm
:: Music: Anti-Flag-Turncoat
Its fucked up that our society goes "Shes a virgin, and shes 18? what the fuck is wrong with her?" I mean, our society actually holds something against nice girls-michelle
very true.
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2004 8 January :: 7.01 pm
i have noticed my entrys are angry lately..so lets update with something pointless shall we..
so today i get my science paper back. ..and i get 100% even though i wrote ravioli as five of the answers..
..needless to say..ravioli was not the answer to any of the questions.
..and theres my pointless entry, later kids.
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2004 7 January :: 5.02 pm
:: Music: System of a Down-Sugar
i have to learn to ignore stupid fucks.
im starting today.
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2004 6 January :: 7.43 pm
:: Music: Glassjaw-Piano
I'll stop being a bitch as soon as you stop being a..
dick bastard.
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