:: 2003 2 September :: 7.30 pm

*sings...hey mister, where you headed are you in a hurry, I need a lift to happy hour say oh no..* (greenday)...hahaha...its stuck in my head what can i say...im bored...like reeeaaalllllyyyy bored...so i decided to make you read how bored i am...yup thats right....its boring but your gonna read it anyways arent you...you just cant wait to see what im gonna say next...so your gonna continue reading...just to see if i ever say anything interesting...but im not...so your wasting your time...ok actually im wasting my time....ah well...

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 2 September :: 4.40 pm

(sorry for posting songs a lot) read this song though...its awesome......read it...pleeeaaassseee...

AFI-File 13

I sleep until there is no light.
I'm wide awake all through the night.
Dinner may suck but i'll take a bite,
I do whatever i can.
My muscles stiffen through the day.
Discomfort never goes away.
Why dont u just throw me away
I feel like a garbage can.

Throw me away,
I've got no use.
Throw me away,
I'm nothing to lose.
Throw me away,
I feel like shit.
I am useless.

I know i know nothing at all.
I'd take a stand,
But i know i'd fall.
I'd run head-down into a wall and watch my blood run faster.
Girls laugh and pass me on the street.
I spook out everyone i meet.
I've got pink toenails on my feet,
I'm such a fucking master.

Throw me away,
I've got no use.
Throw me away,
I'm nothing to lose.
Throw me away,
I feel like shit.
I am useless.

I never seem to feel well.
I always seem to look like hell.
It seems like everyone can tell my mind is going numb.
My mom thinks i wear women's clothes.
I get dogged on at all the shows.
It seems that everybody knows, i look like a fucking bum.

Throw me away,
I've got no use.
Throw me away,
I'm nothing to lose.
Throw me away,
I feel like shit.
I am useless

--a lot better when you hear it so download it....NOW!

1 kid | you worry too much

:: 2003 2 September :: 4.02 pm
:: Music: AFI-File 13

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 1 September :: 4.02 pm

gentle criticism from my Czech rep emo kid...
keep_steady_diet_of_nothing says:
you sweet silly american...haha...dunno where Czech rep. is...
Hop AFI bunny...Hop! says:
ah ha ha
Hop AFI bunny...Hop! says:
sad isnt it
keep_steady_diet_of_nothing says:
haha

3 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 1 September :: 3.57 pm

...its cold...im wrapped up in a blanket...and it makes me smile...

you worry too much

:: 2003 1 September :: 3.35 pm

some songs...
The Distillers-Sick of it All

Murder murder a ripe blood stain
Pulled the fucking trigger cause Im sick of it all
Murder murder a ripe fucking hate
Pulled the fucking trigger cause Im sick of it all

I went to school today with an oozi
Theres this kid he teased me so i shot em in the face
All the worlds light wont ease my pain
It wont cease im diseased will you hang me please
What do i do im american youth
All my life ive lived in silence
Im gonna snap ill get you back

Im a girl im only 13 my body rots
Cause i wont fucking eat
Im a silent star on a b-roll
Im a mirror fucking image of no control
Give me the award i conquered food again
What else is better in life than to purge my pain
If i cut, i wont look like that
If i cut if i cut i wont feel like this

We are kids we think life is a scam
We come from wasted land
We are kids we play punk rock and roll
If we didnt we got no soul
We are different kids with the same heartbeat
We got one pulse running through the streets
They are our arteries
I am part of this

The Distillers- I am A Revenant

Another year has passed and im alright
I lick the salt from my wounds and run into the night
Its unknown why collusion goes on
It rapes like betrayal
And Im rotting in the squalor of some

Do you remember the rage?
I remember the hate
I remember it rained for years
And the blood had left a stain

You say i got karma to collect
I dig my grave and
Im here waiting for some kind of check
If i get one ill hold my breath
I racked my spine
It takes a year of you to warrant a test
As the years go by I wont cry
Its the year you walked into my life
I will despise

We are the revenants
And we will rise up from the dead
We become the living
Weve come back to reclaim our stolen breath

--great great songs...

you worry too much

:: 2003 1 September :: 1.32 pm
:: Music: The Distillers- sick of it all

you worry too much

:: 2003 1 September :: 12.22 am

its sad enough The Bean is gone but god damn....a furnature store replaced it....

5 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 31 August :: 8.04 pm

remember that to the world you may be one person but to one person you're probably nobody.

--erika and stacy

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 31 August :: 5.27 pm

i sit here sad for no apparent reason......actually about ten million reasons....so im gonna sit here and listen to greenday....they always make a smile creep onto my face.

you worry too much

:: 2003 30 August :: 10.18 pm

1 kid | you worry too much

:: 2003 30 August :: 10.45 am

your lispstick, his collar dont bother angle I know exactly what goes on...when everything you'll get is everything that you've wanted (princess) which would you prefer? My finger on the trigger or me face down across your floor?-taking back sunday

you worry too much

:: 2003 29 August :: 9.15 pm

mom said no black hair....that makes me upset. ah well....guess i can do with the waiting.

..ever go to bed just so you can lay there and think about everything before you go to sleep?

ya know that feeling when you have the tv on but you mute it and your not watching it but you still know its on......

....that kinda describes how I feel a lot of the time i guess....you have to think about it...i dont mean i always think the tv is on, heh.

i need some interesting things to write about....when something happens i promise to write about it.

heres some song lines i like from diffrent bands....

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens. A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins. I will never ask if you don't ever tell me. I know you well enough to know you never loved me-Taking Back Sunday

I'd buy you lemonade right now if you were here. but then I'd throw it in your face and I'd listen to you cry and I'd remember how I miss our nights under the ocean skies-Saves The Day

He whispers that he loves her but shes probably only looking for...so much more than he could ever give, a life free of lies and a meanigful relationship-Brand New

In an open book that no one reads, a misspelled word that no one knows. you stole the rain than you turned around and tore my life in two-Thursday

Sometimes I wish i could become a painting on the wall, watch the people passing by they dont notice me at all-Tsunami Bomb

Another day in silent suffering such a bitter pill, we're the sons and daughters daddy hates too much to kill-Vendetta Red

Don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything, or were you sent to save me? I've thought too much, you won't find anything worthy of redeeming-AFI

Another year has passed and im alright, I lick the salt from my wounds and run into the night. It's unknown why collsion goes on. It rapes like betrayal and im rotting in the squalor of some-The Distillers

The people that makes the laws and rules for us. They dont give a fuck about us. Our hearts are being bought. Our minds are being washed-S.T.U.N.

--hearing the lines sung makes them about 10 times better.

thats all......for now.

4 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 29 August :: 6.33 pm
:: Music: coal chamber-fiend

4 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 28 August :: 3.46 pm

i had to put taking back sunday back as my icon....i just love them all too much.....

its the weekend....great things planned....yyyaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy.

i need more big pants, there just fun.

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 27 August :: 4.35 pm
:: Music: system of a down-boom

you worry too much

:: 2003 26 August :: 4.45 pm
:: Music: Taking Back Sunday-Cute without the E

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 25 August :: 5.46 pm
:: Music: afi-the great dissappointment

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 24 August :: 8.25 pm
:: Music: The yeah yeah yeahs-modern romance

3 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 24 August :: 7.48 pm

what the fuck ever..

you worry too much

:: 2003 24 August :: 4.44 pm

What color are you?
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yup....thats about right.

What Saves The Day song are you?
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thats a cool song!!

6 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 23 August :: 10.12 pm

my dad came home at 6 in the morning..from the neighbors party, so drunk he couldnt even fucking walk. than yells all day about nothing...mad at me because i wont look at him or even acknowledge his existance. oh than he cries as if im supposed to feel sorry for him. after that he says "sorry" that meant absolutely nothing to me....absolutely nothing. if I could only count all the times i have heard "im sorry" out of his mouth. my mom got mad at me because i dont have a "positive" attitude about him...well after your dads a drunk, stoner..in otherwords a low life, your entire life you kinda lose hope. he has either caused all my bad days, made my bad days worse, or made sure my good days ended bad. i hate him more than anything in the world...maybe thats wrong, but in my eyes its not.

sorry...i just had to tell you all something you dont need to know...meh...bad day i guess.

18 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 23 August :: 4.26 pm
:: Music: The Distillers-sing sing death house

1 kid | you worry too much

:: 2003 23 August :: 11.41 am

You are a modern goth. You're into the music, and
life style...after all, you have a broken home.
You deserve to be gothic, with o questions
asked!
What Common Gothic Stereo-type Are You?
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deserve to be a goth....rrrrriiiiiggghhhhtttt....thats about stupid.

you're brody from the distillers!


What Member of a band r u???
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im not her.....liars.

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 22 August :: 8.24 pm

"My mother was like a sister to me, only we didn't have sex quite so often."
Emo Philips.

i thought that was great.

i get weak in the knees for a guy in a band that can scream...it has to be an amazing scream though....like the used or vendetta red kinda scream.

woody allen is great... read some of his quotes, you will agree...

yeah im done.

1 kid | you worry too much

:: 2003 22 August :: 1.27 pm
:: Music: brand new-jaws theme swimming

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 21 August :: 3.24 am
:: Music: Vendetta Red-stay home

you worry too much

:: 2003 20 August :: 11.06 pm

wow..he hurt me worse than he'll ever know.

and the thing that hurts the most...is it was him that hurt me...i didnt think that was ever possiable....ever.

well i know something would ruien my day, its like that...i'll get over it.

2 kids | you worry too much

:: 2003 19 August :: 9.17 pm
:: Music: Thursday-I am the killer

you worry too much

:: 2003 18 August :: 3.45 pm

hehehehe....im at circuit city, using this oh so cool laptop, that im gonna steal....think they'll notice???

hmmm its locked in...thats not cool

ah well...

you worry too much