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2003 19 December :: 4.09pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: Adam Sandler
6 Days to Christmas!!! :D
Yeah, I really dont have anything to say but I havent said anything for so long so i'm gonna update anyway. Uhhh.....Yeah, me and justin are doing good. As of today it is......23 days or so. He helps me forget....... Yeah, I got to come up with $100 for that stupid sport thing for school so I can play soccer when that starts. I gotta get a physical too.
Yay! Christmas is almost here. I hope I get what I wanted. I know i'm getting at least one thing i wanted. The Pirates of the Caribbean movie. My mom told me she was getting it for me :) Yeah, and then I hope im getting my guitar from my daddy too, its really cool, it comes with a case, a tuner, a pic, and a starting booklet thingy. I need it cuz my old one is crap, the neck got cracked :S its really old too. It was my daddy's, he got it when he was 15.
I love Christmas, not just for the whole present thing but thats definately a plus :) I just love the feeling that surrounds most everything during Christmas time. Hard to describe but yeah. That and the snow. I love the snow. I just wish it wasnt so damn cold! Heh. Everything is just so pretty at Christmas time i think.'
Well, I guess thats all for now. See you guys when I do. Hopefully sometime during break. I'd miss you all too much if i didnt. :)
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2003 13 December :: 8.21pm
Sometimes i wish i wasn't so fucking curious. I'd be so much more happy.
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2003 13 December :: 8.06pm
:: Mood: gone
:: Music: Alicia Keys-Troubles
I can see it all. I never ever want to think about it again.
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The wallet you kept my Spongebob Valentine card in.
http://www.woohu.com/readcomment.php?id=264707
I'm never going on woohu ever ever ever ever ever again.
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2003 9 December :: 7.18pm
My Own Personal Hell
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MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!! O_O
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2003 6 December :: 11.01am
:: Music: The T.V.
MUAH!!!!!!! Yay I'm a Pirate! (Quizes)
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2003 3 December :: 6.16am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Jewel-Painters
"and she threw them down screaming,
'Man don't leave me with nothing left behind but these cold paintings these cold portraits to remind me' "
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2003 2 December :: 3.48pm
:: Music: nutting
Gah (More Quizes)
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2003 30 November :: 1.10pm
:: Music: None
GOO!!
Heh, its been a few days since ive updated so i thought i would do that. :) Ive just been lazy with nothing really to say so thats why but yeah. Uhhh...tryin to think about what ive done since my last entry. Umm.....basically after jessica's little party thingy i went home the day after and didnt really do anything. Woke up the next day around 11 or so and got ready to go eat turkey at one :) it was good. I want some right now actually but cant really do anything about that. v_v Anyway came home about four or so and went to Justin's house till like 1 in the morning. We were gonna go see a movie with his mom, dad, brtoher, and Sandi but they couldnt decide what movie to see and Steve had to have Sandi home by 10 so we just stayed there and watched the Santa Clause 2 and played some games :) I had to babysit the next morning at five a.m. so i only got like 3 hours of sleep that night :S it really sucked.
You know what......I am so mixed up right now....I cant remember when we did what. I know we went to Joey's house somewhere in there and i cant remember when. Afterwards goin to Beaver's house.....Oh yeah! that was yesterday! heh...ok im still confused but yeah.......Im gonna stop now then..
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2003 28 November :: 4.44pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: Will you - POD
oh a whale of a tale I'll tell you lads!
Ah, vacation. The gloriousness of it all is wonderful and fills your soul with joy, I say!
Tomorrow we're heading over to a bookstore. It has all the old books there; some copyrighted way back in the 1800s, and I bet there are even a few dated before that. I can't wait to go. Maybe I'm strange, but i like old books and things like that. There's something mysterious about them, maybe even magical to some extent O_o. Ah, other than that i really don't have much to talk about. It's cloudy again outside.
That makes me happy.
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2003 26 November :: 10.48am
:: Music: None
What the Fuck is a Grimace?!?!?!
Lol, The party was so much fun :D We played some sort of dodgeball game at first but that didnt last too long cuz there was only one ball and everyone kept cheating :D lol but then we kinda just hung out for a little bit just talking or whatever. Afterwards Jay and Perry had a short wrestling match. Dont really know who won. heh :) Then came the best part. We were getting bored i guess so we took Justin Perry's brother's cell phone and made a bunch of prank calls. It was cool cuz the phone was a California number so they couldnt track it back to us.:D The best ones were when they called McDonald's. The first time Jay called and was asking questions about Ronald McDonald. He's like "When was McDonald's founded?" "How much does Ronald McDonald get paid? I bet its a lot" it was great :D They called a McDonald's in Washington D.C. They first asked for the president and the guy is like, "I will get you as close to the president as possible" and David says "Can you get me McDonald's?" It was great :) Then a little while later Jay calls a different one asking what the heck a grimace was cuz he was doing a report for school and he needed to know what it was or he was goin to fail the class. And later after that David calls another one and asks about the Hamburgler. He said that he caught him and wanted to know if there was a reward :D They called a bunch of other places too, like David called Show Girls and pretended to be 6 years old. Then justins brother called a dating service and there was like, 20 mins of the machine talking and all this stuff, and when he finally gets that over with it said that it would be a couple of hours before they could register the information and all this stuff :D it was awesome! Then he called a pizza place in California and asked them to deliver it here :D Ummm yeah, heh, i think thats all. It was really funny though :D
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2003 26 November :: 10.46am
:: Music: Christmas music on the radio :)
Im gonna do this thing too cuz it seems kinda interesting
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2003 25 November :: 5.18pm
:: Mood: WOO! O_O
:: Music: Sailor Moon!
My Only Love<---love this song ^_^
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2003 24 November :: 3.59pm
:: Mood: angry and depressed
:: Music: Mya-Man in my life and Alicia Keys-Troubles
Corbin
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hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Omg that is so pointless to even do that. Its not even close to saying how i feel right now..... oahdfjasdfjkasdfjas;dfjkdddd nope nope nope... Ok.. ppl on this earth you need to leave for a second so i can scream really really REALLY loud. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhasdfjklasdfjkl asdfjkl sdfajklasdjkdjkldjklsdfjkla
I hate this so much! I am just so mad but I don't even know who I'm mad at! Its just like its sooooo unfair he had to leave! Why him! I can't blame anyone. But I'm having so many stupid reasons to be mad at myself and i feel like i can never tell anyone because they'll think i just want pity or something. Cuz thats the way my life just WORKS! and i couldn't tell anybody anyway cuz it's just so hard to talk about and i know its not my fault but i just feel so awful. I wish i could just talk to him and joke with him. I want to know he's listening but he never responds. I need somebudy to laugh at my stupid jokes i need him to listen to me when everyone decides to ignore me I want a time in the day to say, yay ok next class i get to talk to Corbin and he'll listen to me! Hes such a great guy. I love Corbin. Instead he's following me around but i never get to see him. but i guess he's listening right? I wish he was here with me to say something about this snow falling on the ground. and what about next year on Sept 11th? who'll be with me to put my flag in the ground? We should have let you in the C.O.P. so much sooner because you were so much better at it than the rest of us and we didn't even realize it!
And i feel so awful! like this jelousy is too much and its so stupid. I mean at first when i found out I was crying and felt like no one cared at all and i felt like i was all alone without anymore friends. But then the next day when they all knew he was actully killed, THEN they cared. I know they care about him though. I just feel like.... ahhhh. and my pictures of him... I want to show everyone. Give everyone a memory because i know how it will make them feel to see him in a different picture than his school picture, smiling like he is really happy. But it's MY memory! It happened to me! I know how he actully felt when we took those pictures! I remember our exact conversations! I remember the certain pictures where other ppl took the pic and who took them! But at the same time I feel so awful for wanting to keep it all to myself. Like i want to show everyone how much he meant to me or something. Its so stupid.
I just want to do something so special for you. Better than anyone but I can't find a way to show how much i love you! You have no idea how much i miss you.
Alicia Keys - Troubles
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Dear Lord can you take it away? (Oooh)
This pain in my heart that just follows me by day
And at night it stalks me like the shadows on my wall (Mmmmm)
Oh my goodness
It feels like the world is closin' on me
It feels like my dreams will never come to be
I keep on slippin' deeper into myself
And I'm scared, so scared
If your troubled, you just gotta let it go
If your worried baby, you just gotta let it go
All your hustlin' ain't for nothing, you just gotta take it slow
When you need me baby, all you do is let me know
Why does it feel that my mind is constantly trying to pull me down
I can't seem to get away
Continuous mistakes I know I've made before
How long will I feel so out of place
If your troubled, you just gotta let it go
If your worried baby, you just gotta let it go
All your hustlin' ain't for nothing, you just gotta take it slow
When you need me baby, all you do is let me know
If your troubled, you just gotta let it go
If your worried baby, you just gotta let it go
All your hustlin' ain't for nothing, you just gotta take it slow
When you need me baby, all you do is let me know
If your troubled, you just gotta let it go
If your worried baby, you just gotta let it go
All your hustlin' ain't for nothing, you just gotta take it slow
When you need me baby, all you do is let me know
If your troubled, you just gotta let it go
If your worried baby, you just gotta let it go
All your hustlin' ain't for nothing, you just gotta take it slow
When you need me baby, all you do is let me know
And when I look at it snowing outside, I realize someone's whole world has changed in less than an hour. Corbin, it will never be the same again.
For Corbin
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2003 23 November :: 4.13pm
:: Music: Three Days Grace
I hate Everything about you
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2003 21 November :: 4.29pm
:: Mood: Strangley.......Happy *big goofy grin here*
:: Music: Blink 182 - Feelin this
Awww yeah....
:D YAY!!! Guess what guys!!! I DONT HAVE CANCER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehe, oh yeah. Ummm...heh.....Yep i went to the doctors today and she says i dont have cancer :) thats good. Im glad. Heh, and for those of you who as of now are like "What the hell??" Its kinda an inside joke thingy. :) Ummm.....I also had something else to say but, i think i forgot.........Oh yep :) for those of you who didnt see it today i just colored my hair last night. They call it "Ginger Twist" oooooh!!! preeeeetty!! lol geesh, the things that happen to yer head when you eat spaghetti O's. As you prolly guessed I am in fact eating them at this moment. They are strapping-a-penguin-to-a-rocket-and-shooting-him-to-the-moon Good!!!! HELL YEAH!!!! ehehehe......eh....heh....O_O *runs away and hides behind a rock, then pops up again saying**
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LONG LIVE SCOTLAND YOU TURKISH BASTARDS!!!!!! oh, wait...I MEAN YOU ENGLISH BASTARDS!!!!!
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