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:: 2003 1 February :: 7.49pm
:: Mood: embarrassed
:: Music: my friend is making me listen to Shania Twain-Waiter bring me water

Ok. I know I already did this but no one looks at my journal so I\'m gonna do it again.

Current Clothes] a multi-colored pink, purple, and black sweater that i would wear to school but someone I don\'t like has the same one so I\'m wearing it on the weekend.
[Current Mood] embaressed and stressed for school
[ Current Music]As Lovers Go by Dashboard Confessional which hasn\'t been released yet.
[ Current Taste]nothing
[Current Make-up]NONE at all..
[ Current Hair ] down
[ Current Annoyances ] last time I said my old best friend who is angry for stupid reasons but now its more like ppl who keep telling me bad stuff that she\'s saying about me.
[ Current Smell ] nothing
[ Current Thing ] stars and pink stuff
[Current Desktop Picture ] heh. Its black and on the bottom it says active desktop. I haven\'t been on this comp in a while.
[ Current Favorite Artists] Dashboard Confessionals and Christina Aguliera
[ Current Favorite Group ] ummm... Dashboard Confessional if that counts. Or maybe Our Lady Peace.
[ Current Book youre reading] Scribbler of Dreams?? maybe.. I think thats what its called but its about a murder or somethin.
[ Current CD in CD Player] a burnt CD with songs that were popular this summer.
[ Current DVD in player] i think its empty
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] don\\\'t ever paint them
[ Current Refreshment ] don\'t have any
[ Current Worry ] My birthday party and crappy ppl at school. and memorizing my script for Social Studies. oops forgot about that... ah.. and I have Science homework. hehehe
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] my mom
[ You Hugged ] my boyfriend
[ You Yelled At ] my little brother.
[ You Kissed ] my mom probably hehe
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] mashed potatoes
[ Drink ]Dr. Pepper
[ Color ] pink
[ Album ] Dashboard Confessionals. I like both the albums
[ Shoes ] my sketchers
[ Candy ]gummy worms
[ Animal ]..kitten
[ TV Show ] Lizzie McGuire, Boy Meets World or Home Movies which went off air recently.
[ Movie ] Moulin Rouge
[ Dance ] um.. I dunno. Cha Cha Slide
[ Song ] Dixie Chicks- Travelling Soldier
[ Vegetable ] celery
[ Fruit ] pear.. maybe..
[ Cartoon ] spongebob squarepants
[ Store ] Debs or Dots
[ Kiss ] ?
[ Hangout ] Lazer Skate or Basketball games :)
[ Vacation ] I don\'t like vacations.
Are you..
[ Understanding ] yes
[ Open-minded ] yes
[ Arrogant ] umm.. don\\\'t know
[ Insecure ] maybe sometimes yeah.
[ Interesting ]eh.. i dunno not really
[ Random ] no
[ Hungry ] no
[ Friendly ] yeah
[ Smart ] sorta
[ Moody ] yes
[ Childish ] sometimes yeah
[ Independent ] sometimes yeah
[ Hard working ] sometimes
[Organized ] pretty much yes
[ Healthy ] I think
[ Emotionally Stable ] no
[ Shy ] yes
[ Difficult ] yes
[Attractive ] you tell me
[ Bored Easily ] no not really
[ Thirsty ] no.
[ Responsible ] most of the time
[ Obsessed ] with what? no
[ Angry ] sorta
[ Sad ] kinda
[ Happy ] not really
[ Hyper ] no
[ Trusting ]yes
[ Talkative ] to my friends
Who do you want to...
[ Kill ] I wouldn\'t kill but i\'d...
[ Slap ] here ill just put it. Andrea
[ Get Real Wasted With] no one
[ Get High With ]nooo one
[ Look Like ] Christina Aguliera, but I\'d never dress or pierce myself like her. lol[ Talk To Offline ] Zach or Brandie
[ Talk To Online ] um.. i don\'t know. No one in particular.
[ Date ] already am so no one.

1 Illuminated My Path | Shed Your Light

:: 2003 16 January :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: Ah.. I don't know..
:: Music: Aaliyah-Miss You

heh. I think I just updated my journal with my mood. Whoops. Whoops seems a lot dumber when your spelling it out. hehe But anyway! Volleyball tryouts are tomorrow. Crap. I suck at volleyball. and then theres that one thing in choir that they are doing which is on Tuesdays. Intramieral volleyball practices are Tuesdays and Thursdays which really sucks cuz i\'m pretty sure I\'m gonna get intrameral (or however you spell it) and A and B teams have games on tuesdays. If I make the A or B team im gonna be mad. Cuz I\'d pick choir before sports cuz I suck at sports and I feel dumb and clutzy when I play sports. Choirs just fun. I luv singin. So when I make intrameral im gonna just have fun practicing on thursdays. maybe...
but.. I just don\'t get why the ppl who I\'m mad at and who are mad at me keep talking about me. I mean if you hate me, why are you still talking about me? I could stoop to your level and talk shit about you but.. I don\'t do that. I don\'t tell ppl that andrea is so full of herself and all that crap about how she liked a guy while she was going out with Mike and how she made me keep it a secret. heh. and that when I liked a guy she got mad at me cuz she had a boyfriend! I mean if ya got a boyfriend and you have an obsessive crush on someone else then why are you going out with a guy you don\'t even like! ahhhh.. Then mike suspects her of cheating and she gets mad and wants me to say, oh its ok andrea. What a jerk for him ACUSING YOU FOR WHAT YOUR ACTULLY DOING!! o m gosh!!!!!!!!!!!! sigh.. I think I\'m going to delete this. But ya know maybe not since no one that I know that goes to my school looks at my journal. In fact I\'m pretty sure no one reads my journal. So if you read it click the say somethin. Cuz im just curious. Okay I\'m keeping this. Andrea has no reason to be mad at me. She said she was mad because I liked my former boyfriend too much.. what? I mean.. I liked him.. he was my boyfriend... wasn\'t I supposed to like him? Ya know I was just about to appologize but what would I say? I\'m sorry I liked my boyfriend. I\'m sorry I liked the same guy as you. You can\'t pick who you have a crush on. You just like them! and whats up with cortney being my friend, \"not on andrea or your side\" and then saying all this crap about how she hates me behind my back. Well gueeeess what? Your ex-boyfriend likes me. I guess he wasn\'t agreeing with you in health. Uhh.. sometimes I just really wish you would read this. Especially mike. and ethan omg.. you drama queen!

Whoa ok. So I hope you all get my point some time or another. Just back off.

:: 2003 8 January :: 5.31pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Dashboard Confessional-Drowning/For Justin

This is sorta dumb I'm making this journal. No one reads it. Just fun for me. Maybe I'll put a little woohu sticker on my agenda and some middle schoolers will go to the site. Or maybe not. I dunno. I'm doing quizes again.

See what Care Bear you are.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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I gotta call Rachel and Brandie.

Eddy	:: 2002 22 December :: 7.18pm Hi, this is my journal, and all im gonna say right now is... i hope the gnomes dont get me!!! 5 Illuminated My Path \| Shed Your Light

:: 2002 15 December :: 7.08pm
:: Music: Rebecca Lynn Howard-Forgive (OMG I like country! ahh!)

Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?

pfff.... ha..ha..
tommy

What prep label are you?

hmmm...

discover what candy you are @ stvlive.com

Ok thats all for today. I'm gonna go have a good Christmas since my family is celebrating it today. Were going to Florida so this is the only day our whole family is able to get together and open presents. Woohu..

:: 2002 12 December :: 4.02pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: Avril Lavigne-Tomorrow

Again? I must be pretty dumb.
Ok. This is so dumb. The other day I was talking to Cortney and she says shes not on a side between Andrea and I. So I believed her. Although thats what Brandie and Mike have done before and turned to a side against me when they found I was losing the fight. And mike.. ooo... Guess what! I shut down my site the other day. At least the remains of it. It was so filled with crap from Andrea and the people I thought I could trust but are boys so duh.. can't trust them. I mean I haven't talked to them in... a looong time and they sent a comment on the poll that I had up (which sends to my email) that said, "Shannon you are so stupid. Stop whing and get a life" Ahh.. what retards. They spelled whining like that. Ahhhh I haven't talked to them in a long time! Why are they still trying to get to me. Just leave me alone idiots! Ooops didn't even finish what I was saying when I was talking to cortney on the phone. So today I was talking to one of my good guy friends (who everyone thinks is my boyfriend since he's such a good friend. ahh..) so anyway I was talking to him and he brought up the fight about Andrea and I and then someone else comes up to me that Im ok friends with and says Oh yeah andrea was saying a lotta shit about you. So im like omg. I said what? Like as in what did she say. She thought I said when and she said they were talking last hour in Mr. Bowers. The thing is I've got last hour with andrea so thats impossible. so she described cortney and she said that cortney was calling me "a brat and was annoyed with me and stuff" but that girl always says the word brat so she was probably saying a bunch of different crap. The thing is I haven't talked to cortney in a long time either. So whats her problem?! One more person against me. I didn't say anything to her. I'm going to Lazer Skate where I am gonna hang out with my real friends and people who actully care about me. If you hate me tell me it straight to my face. I'd rather have that then have to listen to other people telling me it. OMG i wish I was homeschooled or could just move to a different school so people at church wouldn't have to be all snotty just because I go to cedar schools. Cedar Sucks. Mostly the people in it.

What is your Alter-Ego
Personality?

:: 2002 30 November :: 8.21pm
:: Music: My sister\'s Dixie Chicks CD. I like this song.

Writing again
Makin a second entry thing.

Current Clothes] light blue turtle neck. Warm and fuzzy
[Current Mood] worried. Kinda.
[ Current Music]nothin. I was listening to Christina Aguliera
[ Current Taste]nothing
[Current Make-up]covergirl foundation. It\'s the weekend.
[ Current Hair ]down
[ Current Annoyances ] my old best friend who is angry for stupid reasons
[ Current Smell ] sink cleaner. eww.
[ Current Thing ] what? umm..computer
[Current Desktop Picture ] my sisters ben\'s fold pictures
[ Current Favorite Artists] Dashboard Confessionals and Christina Aguliera
[ Current Favorite Group ] does dashboard confessionals count as a group? sometimes does. Go to the site I have proof.
[ Current Book you\'re reading] Teen Ink yes im a big dork
[ Current CD in CD Player] Dashboard confessionals-swiss army romance or my burnt cd with cool old songs
[ Current DVD in player] i think its empty
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] don\'t ever paint them
[ Current Refreshment ] diet dr pepper
[ Current Worry ] friends at school and speech and drama
LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] my mom
[ You Hugged ] actully.. I think my dad..
[ You Yelled At ] my little brother.
[ You Kissed ] my mom. :) lol
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] i dunno. Pumpkin pie.
[ Drink ]Dr. Pepper
[ Color ] pink
[ Album ] Dashboard Confessionals. I like both the albums
[ Shoes ] my sketchers
[ Candy ]gummy worms
[ Animal ]..kitten
[ TV Show ] Lizzie McGuire, Boy Meets World or Home Movies
[ Movie ] Moulin Rouge
[ Dance ] um.. I dunno. Cha Cha Slide
[ Song ] Sharp Hint of New Tears-d/c
[ Vegetable ] celery
[ Fruit ] strawberries
[ Cartoon ] home movies
[ Store ] Debs or Dots
[ Kiss ] ?
[ Hangout ] Lazer Skate
[ Vacation ] umm.. most vacations i end up fighting with my family and it sucks
Are you..
[ Understanding ] yes
[ Open-minded ] yes
[ Arrogant ] umm.. don\'t know
[ Insecure ] absolutely
[ Interesting ]eh.. i dunno not really
[ Random ] no
[ Hungry ] no
[ Friendly ] yeah
[ Smart ] sorta
[ Moody ] yes
[ Childish ] sometimes yeah
[ Independent ] i don\'t know
[ Hard working ] sometimes
[Organized ] pretty much yes
[ Healthy ] I think
[ Emotionally Stable ] no
[ Shy ] yes
[ Difficult ] yes
[Attractive ] you tell me
[ Bored Easily ] no not really
[ Thirsty ] no.
[ Responsible ] sometimes
[ Obsessed ] no
[ Angry ] sorta
[ Sad ] yeah
[ Happy ] not really
[ Hyper ] no
[ Trusting ]yes
[ Talkative ] to my friends
Who do you want to...
[ Kill ] not anyone at the moment
[ Slap ] here ill just put it. Andrea
[ Get Real Wasted With] no
[ Get High With ] no
[ Look Like ] i dunno. My mom when she was a kid.
[ Talk To Offline ] a couple guys and Brandie
[ Talk To Online ] someone, anyone at all plz get online.
[ Date ] no one...

taking quizez

$\"I\'m$
What colour of Skittle are you?

thats it for today.

:: 2002 30 November :: 6.58pm
:: Mood: better but still worried
:: Music: Christina Aguliera-Beautiful

I don't know why im writing in this today because I have absolutly nothin to say. But its nice to know I can go on and on and whine in this diary/journal thing. My msn won't let me log in and its making me mad. School is gonna suck. But I guess I just gotta think of it as only 2 hours of my classes I have to be in tourture. Eh. actully i guess I can't call it tourture since I still have friends in those hours who hate the ppl makin the hour awful. ok whatever. This journal entry doesn't make much sense but whatever. Uhg. I wish it was all like last year. That was so much fun. Especially in the summer. :) Why didn't I just ask him out. Sigh..

:: 2002 30 November :: 6.58pm
:: Mood: better but still worried
:: Music: Christina Aguliera-Beautiful

:: 2002 29 November :: 6.06pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: Ja Rule- I Cry

First Entry
OOOOOkay... This is the very first entry I'm writing. I'm completely new to Woohu. Well I mean I've known about it for a while but I just made a journal. Everyone here's probably a whole lot older than me but I don't really care cuz they are gonna read my crappy little diary and not know me. Right now it's Thanxgiving break and I ssooo totally do NOT want to go back to school. I have been having the worse time at school and all these friendship/boyfriend fight things have been going straight for a month. Ok im gonna try to do HTML on this. I know like nothing but I think I remember a couple things. I used to have a website. Not like a real one that would be cool what so ever. It was one of those crappy tripod sites. Yeah. I shared it with one of my friends but since they got mad at me they erased everything on it. All she used to do on that entire site was update the fonts and the words. That didn't take HTML just clicking because tripod is so stupidly easy. But she deleted all my cool little thingies which makes me soooo mad. So I'll try to make a pink font. It might cheer me up.