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2007 24 April :: 12.36pm
i dont want to go to work.
i dont want to go to work.
i don't want to go to work.
i do not want to go to work
i have no desire to go to workkkk.
fuck work.
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2007 18 April :: 9.31pm
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
nobody loves me.
also god damn i need to lose like 50 pounds or i'm chopping half my body off.
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2007 18 April :: 12.04pm
I am done with fucking France. I hate it here. I am ready to come home.
Oh and our wandering across Europe had us go to Budapest, Prague and Brussels. It was fun. And the weather is really nice.
But i just want to come home.
Oh and Kurt Vonnegut's death upset me. It made me think about Katti and Oliver and I just heard him on the radio before I left...
Then this school shooting. The world is falling apart while I am gone.
And why isn't anyone awake and on msn at 6 in the morning?
I want to come home.
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2007 15 April :: 3.26am
Great Success!
Get Your Sexy Name
That's funny. XD
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2007 14 April :: 2.37pm
JUSTINE
I was wondering if I could possibly use some of your pictures for my final project in my computers class. It's an online class and probably only me and my professor would see them. I would probably use them in a Powerpoint thing i have to do.
the project is like... you have to pretend you're an IT professional or something and I am in a "video production department" and i decide what we buy and all this crap and i decided to buy a canon rebel because well... i dont know! i think that is the one you use right? and so i decided to use that and i said like i had a friend that takes wonderful pictures with it and blah blah blah and i said that you go to university of the arts but i'm not sure if thats what it is called and i couldn't AHH okay i'm not making any sense
but i would like to know if i could use a few of your photos
i would like to know the name of the school you are attending and where it's located
and thats it.
thanks justine
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2007 14 April :: 4.42am
So very tired...
W00t.
New journal look. Check it out. =]
Plus, I'm proud to say, I made my own icon ^^
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2007 11 April :: 7.31pm
someday soon!
go forth and multiply!
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2007 6 April :: 10.28pm
today i listened to the get up kids and the 311 transistor cd.
good stuff
who can't love amber?
woah ohhhhhhhhh...
right now brandon and roman are playing video games. we went to craigs cruisers and had lots of fun and got a cute picture in the photobooth .
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2007 3 April :: 8.09pm
I feel so overwhelmed. And it's making me feel lost, and confused. I don't know where to go =(
P.S. That had nothing to do with the name thing.
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2007 3 April :: 8.15pm
I am in Italy. We went to Rome and now we are in Florence but we leave tomorrow for Venice. Then Laura, Bekka and I will drift across Europe like crazy backpackers. I am excited for it.
I love you all.
And, Nick, I miss you oodles. And love you even more.
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2007 2 April :: 7.55pm
god i hate being alone.
i should have just went with roman to his mom's house.
god some people can be such fake stupid jerks. how am i supposed to be friends with someone who treats me like shit like that. TOTALLY UNRELIABLE. i seriously will not be able to have her in my wedding because i honestly don't trust that something wouldn't "come up" where she'd need to skip out on the big day. god i fucking swear. so fucking annoying. the last fight we fricken got in was because she ALWAYS and i mean ALWAYS fucking cancels on me, but no, she does it AGAIN the next time we hang out. and then fucking doens't pick up my calls or call me back. i'm not a fucking idiot. i knwo you fucking look at your phone like 15 times in 20 minutes and i know you fucking have your phone on you AT ALL TIMES. half the time we hang out you're texting someone anyway. so do you really think you're fucking fooling me or something when you don't pick up the phone and dont return my calls? like i am just supposed to think you didn't look at your phone or you "lost" it again. YEAH RIGHT. poeople don't lose their phone that much and people dont leave their phones at peoples houses that much and people don't "forget" to charge their phones that much. god i am so pissed off because i dont want to fight with you but i have no choice when you treat me like shit!!!!
do you realize we dind't even have any time to catch up when you came over because you "would rather sleep alone" which is a total lie, you just wanted to be alone even though you were "so tired" so that you could call someone else and get on the internet all night. what the hell is that? we didn't even have anytime to talk that whole night and then when you say you're coming back the next day you fucking bail on me and change the plans AND you tell me you're just hanging out with someone else but in fact you are going to a party instead. god that is mean. and then you tell me you'll bring me my stuff the next day "around 2" so what do i do? i fucking wait around my fucking apartment doing NOTHING waiting for you and hmm 2 oclock goes by, then 3, then 4 then i say fuck you and leave to do my own thing but not before claling you only to get your answering machine. funny me, i thought if you wouldn't be able to make it you'd have the decency to pick up your phone for 2 god damn minutes and just tell me you wrent coming over afterall but no you leave me fucking hang ing AGAIN. god i can't believe it
and the time before that the whole time i was at work i was all loooking forward to hanging out and thinking about how we were gonna go on a bike ride and i couldn't wait to get some fresh air and it'd be fun to catch up but then you fucking cancel
god i am done ranting it's not fucking worth my time. GOd i am so pissed at you. you are RUDE and INCONSIDERATE and a LIAR. work on that.
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2007 2 April :: 6.16pm
cool look i'm on davenport's website neato
for real that's me, looking down- it's from the photo shoot from a long time ago...
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2007 31 March :: 1.18pm
i seriously love roman bryan garcia.
and i'm watching austin powers right now... funny stuff.
also. we went to this club last night... not gonna say where. but me and jessie hazen went and OMG. so effing stupid. lol. ahhh last night was crazy. i hope no one heard the dog. that stupid stupid ugly dog. oh yeah but the club. seriously. hahahhaaa never again will we go there.
i think i'll do my homework tomorrow. i put stuff off so much. but i dont care.
oh i love my new tanning place- midnite sun and cruise. it's so nice. the beds are so nice. yay i'm gonna be tan soon.
we are going to a fricken carnival on 28th street tonight. isn't that crazy. theres a carnival less than 2 minutes from my apartment. that's weird. a weird little carnival . we have to go though because... we have to! yay
okay peace out.
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2007 29 March :: 4.01pm
Way to crush my dreams, asshole.
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2007 29 March :: 10.31am
bleh i dont wnat to go to work. yay they didn't charge me the overdraft. blehhh i seriously can't wait until work is over today. ...but then i have to back tomorrow... ahhh the cycle never ends..........!
jessie g- do you want to come over tonight? supposedly shae is coming.
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2007 28 March :: 7.12pm
god people can be so insanely fucking rude. stupid fucking ugly bitch girl at the tanner was a big fucking rude bitch. stupid fucking bitch.
god that stupid fucking bitch made me fucking cry.
god i hate mean people!!! there is no fucking reason.
also, people who don't use their turn signals relaly fucking bug me.
oh AND i also like paid my insurance twice this month or something on accident which i didn't figure was a big deal b/c it just goes toward next month but since i am waiting to get my check on friday before i cash my 2 other checks since my bank is so far away there is not much money in my account and i got gas today too so now i probably overdrew my account if the gas payment goes through my tomorrow and then i'll have an overdraw fee WONDERFUL SHIT HSSHITSHITSHITHSITHS grr.
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2007 22 March :: 9.50pm
i had a very intense dream last night that i was one of the final contestants on American Idol.
Vote for me!!! ..............
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2007 21 March :: 12.25pm
my new kitten, fergie keeps letting out these little squeky meows as she purrs. she is so cute, aw i love her. she is fascinated while watching me type.
i hate school.
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2007 16 March :: 9.46pm
what should i name my cute little kitten? it is spotted like a cow black and white with a black patch over her eye.
yeah it's a girl help me out.
i was thinking priscilla because we already have elvis :0) you know... priscilla was elvis's wife. get it...?
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2007 15 March :: 7.28pm
oh my goodness today was so exhausting.
i really do like working at the day care but it is so tiring. working 9-6 or 8:30 -6 with screaming kids is like....ahhhh.
i have a headache!
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2007 15 March :: 3.56pm
I hope your meeting goes well today, Katie!
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2007 13 March :: 8.32pm
So i really really like my new job at the daycare. i seriously love those kids so much. it always makes me want to be a mommy but yeah duh i know i shouldn't right now. but hey it is what i want most out of life so i'm not suprised that working at a daycare makes me want a kid even more. Everyone says it makes you realize why you dont want a kid yet but seriously i rarely see that side of it. but still, i realistically don't want a kid until i'm like 23 or 24. okay ggeez i am getting way too personal.
sooooooooooo i watched borat last night with roman. i thought it was...interesting. i liked the chicken.
ummmm i work 9 hour days at the daycare it is really really tiring. but i love it.
i love roman so much. we are doing so much "better' i guess you could say even though that sounds like the wrong way to put it... since our little time apart when i went to florida. we are in a better mood with each other. have more patience with each other. It just had been a long time since we had spent more than like 2 days apart from each other so it was good for us. ANYWAY
blah blah i'm rambling. i think my parents are buying me a gym membership for my birthday. i hope they do . i seriously want to lose like 30 pounds. i want to be like supertiny and wear my freaking clothes that i used to be able to so i dont have to throw them out lol. ahh it's said but i'm just more content with my body even if it is bigger.
omg today at the daycare yeah i know this is horrible but the "teacher" that i was working with ( we are all called teachers) was "teaching" stuff about syllables and she seriously was teaching it ALL wrong. but i just couldn't correct her because i didn't want to embarass her. i finally sort of corrected her when she said one of the kids had 2 syllables in his name and he said no i have 1 i said yeah he's actually right and i tried to explain why but seirously she was like "Rake, rA-ake" i'm like dude no, it's one syllable. i seoriusly couldn't take it. it was making me so upset that she was teaching these precious little children the wrong way AHH. Beans, feel me on this! Justine, feel me on this! Jessie and Michelle, I know you know what i'm sayin girls! People are so dumb! ahhhhhhhhhhhh how can you not know what syllables are... then again, i'm not even sure ifi 'm spelling that word correctly.
oh PAUL i bought you a present!!! :0)
anyway i'm gonna go.
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2007 12 March :: 9.12am
does anyone have any suggestion of what i can write a demonstrative or informative speech on ...
it's kinda sorta pretty much due today so... yeah i need help.
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2007 12 March :: 9.11am
omg i totally had a dream last night that i bet George Bush and shook his hand.
he was wearing a cowboy hat.
eeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
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2007 12 March :: 1.12pm
So my parents are for sure not going to come visit because of some stupid government passport thing. Which means when everyone's parents come to visit the first week of April, Rachel is going to be depressed and alone. In Perpignan, capital of NOTHING TO DO.
We found peanut butter, cherry coke, vanilla coke and taco kits at one store on Saturday. It was a good day.
I got my course schedule in the mail and just emailed the advisors with my class schedule. It is exciting!
Today is Nick and my anniversary so I am sad. He also starts his new job today so wish him luck.
I hope everyone and their lack of wisdom teeth are doing fine. Love love.
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2007 8 March :: 7.25am
it's my birthday but i have to work 9-6.
that SUCKS!
happy bday to me.
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2007 6 March :: 9.13pm
apparently being a big stupid jerk is in right now. you're stupid sorry i can't get alcohol you stupid jerk. get a life. i say newsflash a lot. god i want to go smok ea cigarrette god how do youspell that? god stupid. guys are such jerks. newsflash!get a clue zara tomik is an ass.
i dont want to work on my birthday that is stupid. ughghghgh stupid. i want vodka and long island iced teas. someone bring me some.
FUCKERS. fuckers! i'm gonna freak out.
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2007 4 March :: 4.29pm
florida was a lot of fun. now it's time to get married.
jk.
i was going to really truly write something. perhaps even soething meaningful. but i just can't anymore i dont think. so what if I want Barack Obama to be the next president?
"There is not a liberal America and a conservative America - there is the United States of America. There is not a black America and a white America and latino America and asian America - there's the United States of America." - Barack Obama
"The pundits like to slice-and-dice our country into Red States and Blue States; Red States for Republicans, Blue States for Democrats. But I’ve got news for them, too. We worship an awesome God in the Blue States, and we don’t like federal agents poking around our libraries in the Red States. We coach Little League in the Blue States and have gay friends in the Red States. There are patriots who opposed the war in Iraq and patriots who supported it. We are one people, all of us pledging allegiance to the stars and stripes.” - Barack Obama
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2007 28 February :: 10.34pm
94 days. I can do this.
I just want Nick.
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