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Aaron

:: 2003 1 November :: 4.38am
:: Mood: tired and in love.
:: Music: Tears in heaven, eric clapton

Dragon
"Which Mythological Form Are You?" - Results:

You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver. "And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets and used them to peer into the souls of those on trial to make a judgement. He knew that with endless knowledge came endless responsibility." Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena (Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya (Indian). The Dragon is associated with the concept of intelligence, the number 5, and the element of wood. His sign is the crescent moon. As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and wise individual. You weigh options by looking at how logical they are and you know that while there may not always be a right or wrong choice, there is always a logical one. People may say you are too indecisive, but it's only because you want to do what's right. Dragons are the best friends to have because they're willing to learn.
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You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver.

"And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from
the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets
and used them to peer into the souls of those
on trial to make a judgement. He knew that
with endless knowledge came endless
responsibility."


Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena
(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya
(Indian).
The Dragon is associated with the concept of
intelligence, the number 5, and the element of
wood.
His sign is the crescent moon.

As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and
wise individual. You weigh options by looking
at how logical they are and you know that while
there may not always be a right or wrong
choice, there is always a logical one. People
may say you are too indecisive, but it's only
because you want to do what's right. Dragons
are the best friends to have because they're
willing to learn.


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I always was the dragon somewhere inside.

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Aaron

:: 2003 1 November :: 3.24am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Something loud that'll keep me up...

12:28 PM
"What feeling do you represent?" - Results:

You represent... anger. Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to... freak out easily. Overly emotional about everything, you're most prone to bouts of cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be afraid of the fact that you explode so easily, but at least you're honest... even if you're honest about not liking anything.
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You represent... anger.
You represent... anger.
Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.


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this is what i'm like when i'm not around tori...and this is what i'm like when i am!"What feeling do you represent?" - Results:

You represent... hope. You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't mind being alone at times. You have goals, and know what you want in life... even if they are a little far fetched.
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You represent... hope.
You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.


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so there you have it folks. which one of me is the real me?

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Aaron

:: 2003 1 November :: 1.19am
:: Music: I don't know the name, the one that's like "i really love you baby and i think about you all the tim

Tonight was forever.
I'll never forget tonight. Tears, lauphter. OH MY GOD! i just realized something i can put in genisis.............wow.......... that just sondes so wrong. but then at the same time not. but anywho, yeah, she held me and i felt more than the stars. i felt the world beneathy me float about in a strange blissful fealing. it was really quite strange. "i really love you baby, and i think about you all the time." i sang that tonight. i really love you tori, and i DO think about you all the time. it's strange to think morgan never reads these. well, yeah... she was so scared of that road. she really does love us...me... and tori loves me... why do they? what is it that they can see in me that i can't see in myself? i don't get it. my dad says i'm a man, but i feel like a boy. tori loves me, but i feel unworthy, what is going on? is it one big conspiracy? would someone please explain this to me?

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Aaron

:: 2003 1 November :: 1.16am
:: Mood: encouraged by horse shit.

"What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?" - Results:

You should be dating a Virgo. 23 August - 22 September This mate is known for his/her ability to work with the helpless, to evoke strong feelings of empathy and to keep a household strictly organized. Though the virgin can sometimes be scathingly critical of others, cranky and irritable, he/she will seduce their partner with finesse, charm and subtlety.
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You should be dating a Virgo.
23 August - 22 September
This mate is known for his/her ability to work with
the helpless, to evoke strong feelings of
empathy and to keep a household strictly
organized. Though the virgin can sometimes be
scathingly critical of others, cranky and
irritable, he/she will seduce their partner
with finesse, charm and subtlety.


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I know this quizes mean horse shit about us, but i can't help but feel, well, expectant of that. She is a Virgo.

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Aaron

:: 2003 31 October :: 1.32am

"What kind of kiss are you?" - Results:

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek or more passionate embrace. super markets and work places are your favorite places to attack your loved one with all your love =p
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You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p


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Aaron

:: 2003 31 October :: 1.27am

"What feeling do you represent?" - Results:

You represent... angst. You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about everything. It's okay to sulk and be depressed, but life is short, and you only get one. It's only what you make it, and only you can make it improve.
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You represent... angst.
You represent... angst.
You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.


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Aaron

:: 2003 31 October :: 1.22am

wow, i passed up ahundred entries along time ago... and the number of comments i've posted is my favorite number...256....

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Aaron

:: 2003 31 October :: 1.11am
:: Mood: determined
:: Music: Disarm, smashing pumpkins

Remember tomorrow...
"tomorrow, we begin this fight. i here by anounce the future that starts on octber thirty fist, twothousand three A.D., which is that we will fight and defeat these cycles. that i will marry tori shalee pagel. that i will save her from this world. and we will prosper in our love. so rest easy. after all, you are in the hands of a vampire *smirks*...oh yeah, if i were there, i would kiss you."
so there you have it folks, my unofficial proposal of marrage and declaration of war on the cycles. hmph. god damn them, too. may my icy temper and firy fury be known to all who stand with them. for they pose a threat to my love... and she's worth it. she really is. tomorrow the war begins, on all hollows eave. isn't that ironic? how do you fight a cycle? like this *clickclick, KABOOM!* no, wait, that's the cure for stupipdity, never mind. you stick together. you don't keep secrets. you don't lie. and no secrets, i mean that, no matter how strange or embarrasing or stupid and pointless and unimportant, trust and secrets don't co-exist. so you band together, in a spiritual sence, so do with our hearts what we do with our bidies while trying to stay warm. and just love each other. never give up. don't let anything, anything at all come between us, ever, we are friends and in this together. so here we go. just don't let go and eventually the cycles shatter as the colide with us. these cycles are the things like heart break that seem to come with every love, things like that.

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Aaron

:: 2003 31 October :: 12.52am
:: Mood: Tired
:: Music: White flag

Beddy-bye time...*yawns*
g'night people. i love you tori. XO

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Aaron

:: 2003 31 October :: 12.26am
:: Mood: Of course i'm a vampire, you silly goose
:: Music: Bigger than my body, john mayor

I'm a vampire.
Which Mythological Form Are You?" - Results:

You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying. "And The Vampire was all that remained on the blood drowned creation. She attempted to regrow life from the dead. But as she was about to give the breath of life, she was consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the cycle began again." Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek) and Isis (Egyptian). The Vampire is associated with the concept of death, the number 9, and the element of fire. Her sign is the eclipsed moon. As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic individual. You may be a little idealistic, but you are very grounded and down to earth. You realize that not everything lasts, but you savor every minute of the good times. While you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you have strong ties with people that will never be broken. Vampires are the best friends to have because they are sensible.
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You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."


Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


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wow. i always had this vision as i laid down to bed of being killed, but then when tori gets into something dangerous, i kind of pop out of nowhere and save her. the theme basically was i can't give up now because i still need to protect tori from the world that can't except her. It says that we are the best friends to have. oh, yeah, i found a best friend. Patrick Kolstee. he really is. i can talk to him about anything and he's so understanding and gentle about it all. i can cry infront of him and not worry. he's someone i trust, and i think the only other person i trust is tori, completely anyway. i trust everyone to a ceratain extent. but it says that we are a part of the cycle, and we are. but i fight the cycle. i will always fight the cycle. for her. it also says that we're realistic. idealistic but grounded. which is true, to some extent. i'm not about to tell you all this shit is just going to go away, but if you power through it, it doesn't hurt quite as bad. especially when you have a signifigant other to help you thorugh it, to hold you. like tori. when i told her about madeline last saturday, we didn't really talk, but me morgan and tori sat in a triangle and just held on to each other. held on for protection and comfort. i didn't cry much. i was way beyond tears. I was totally numb. emotional "numbness" is a symptom of extreme depression and stress. they weren' though. i can't blame them. they hadn't seen what i had seen. but they hurt for me, they bleed for me, and i love them for it. they are true friends, and lovers, if you could call her that. but i think a vampire is fitting, especially two hours and twenty minutes before holloween. but even then, it's so fiting it's uncanny. like the one about which of the guys are you. that was so fitting of me. it said i was michael. michael the vampire lord. mwahaha... wow. i'm so deeply in love with tori, i've thought of an amber spyglass quote, "he could have fallen in love with her all over again if every fiber of his being wasn't already possesed with love for her..." i think that's right, well, close enough. yeah, she's my lyra... she really is...

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