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Aaron

:: 2003 30 October :: 7.12pm
:: Mood: guilty

I was thinking about that friday when i did it. i wish i could live that day at morgan's house over and over again. i wish i had that moment back. there's so much i would do if i could relive after your birthday party. i'd probably kiss you........... but i can't now. i don't even know that i can touch you. you must be so mad........ i don't blame you. i diserve to be force fed shit for the rest of my life....

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Aaron

:: 2003 30 October :: 7.08pm
:: Mood: suicidal
:: Music: White flag (it's playing on the radio)

I'm sorry i did it. I don't blame you if you can't forgive me... i know you told me not to, but i promise, i'll never do it again. i'll be on aim later i hope, so i'll talk to you then. if i can work up the nerve, i'll probably call. i woke up this morning with this feeling that something wasn't right... i know i can't stop the rain from coming down on you again, but i'll hold you till it goes away.........

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Aaron

:: 2003 30 October :: 11.46am
:: Mood: irritated
:: Music: Tears in heaven

Cycles
I can't feel. i hate brian right now... but i will. i will break these cycles... i won't be like them... I WON'T, GODDAMNIT! I WON'T!!! *shudders* why do i heave to feel this way? i don't know why, but i'll i know is that these won't last for very long at all. the cycles will break, and when they do, life will be worth living...

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Aaron

:: 2003 30 October :: 12.33am

G'night people. i'll see you tomorow............you are all very dear to me......i'm sorry for whatever else i protray...

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Aaron

:: 2003 30 October :: 12.31am
:: Music: Tears in heaven, eric clapton

I modified Genisis again, here's what i put in there...by the way, it's 9:31 now
How Depressed are You?" - Results:


You're depressed. Really you are. And you definitely have a reason. You often space out and stare at things blankly, even if you're normally hyper and energetic. This is because nothing really seems important anymore. You might just be sad right now, or you might be manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa and stuff'll be ok.
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9:27 P.M. music is my dad playing tears in heaven in the background. I think that is my favorite song. In fact I know it is. That’s how I feel about Tori. “Would you know my name, if I saw you heaven? Would it be the same, if I saw in heaven? I must be strong, and carry on, so there’ll be no more…tears in heaven…”

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Aaron

:: 2003 30 October :: 12.22am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Disarm, smashing pumpkins

So this is it, i go into my room, i sit down, and i fight another battle with myself, and this is how every evening goes. i'll win, i'll still be paul douglas mahugh tomorow mornign, but i'll be that much more blood stained,a nd that blood rubs of on everyont i touch, so ask yourself, are you willing to stain your body with this blood just for me?

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Aaron

:: 2003 30 October :: 12.07am
:: Mood: depressed, obviously.

How Depressed are You?" - Results:

You're depressed. Really you are. And you definitely have a reason. You often space out and stare at things blankly, even if you're normally hyper and energetic. This is because nothing really seems important anymore. You might just be sad right now, or you might be manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa and stuff'll be ok.
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Depressed..
You're depressed. Really you are. And you
definitely have a reason. You often space out
and stare at things blankly, even if you're
normally hyper and energetic. This is because
nothing really seems important anymore. You
might just be sad right now, or you might be
manic depressive. Don't worry. Have some cocoa
and stuff'll be ok.


How Depressed are You?
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yeah, so there i am, depressed as hell. why? what's not to be depressed about? think about, no equilibrium, i'm constantly mocked about things i'd rather not talk about, i had a girl tell me she loved me for seven months only to find i was her "cute" trophy and she never loved me at all, and then most people would say "be happy, you have a wonderful girlfriend that actually does love you" but what they don't see is love hurts worst of all. it truely is the slowest form of suicide, but i'd die for her, so it's worth it...

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Aaron

:: 2003 29 October :: 11.23pm
:: Mood: amused

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?" - Results:

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend.
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You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.


What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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oh this is funny as hell... i am the perfact girlfriend..........

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Aaron

:: 2003 29 October :: 9.22pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: disarm, smashing pumpkins (i know how to play that song!)

Poor tori......POOR MUTY!!!!MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
well shit. tori was so pissed today. i should kill that bitch (not tori) for what she did. i think i might. hang on.....nope, didn't do it. well yeah, i did my seven page science packet today. it took me three and a halph hours. it was total shit.......

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Aaron

:: 2003 29 October :: 11.18am

Tori,
I know you won't get this until after school but i really need to tell you that i'm sorry for the way i was acting about Devon. i know it's not really any of my buisness but i worry. i worry about you even though i know you can handle it, and i'm sorry. i'll stop asking about him. i know how he works though and so if you ever need advice or help just know that i am here. so yeah, i'm sorry but if you need help i am here. hugs. cya at school.

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