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2003 29 October :: 9.54am
MUST HAVE SCREEN NAMES!!! so, yeah, if you're on AIM, give me your screen name, and tori, i need morgans please.
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2003 29 October :: 9.42am
:: Mood: I can't feel much right now actually.
it doesn't feel right. i know exactly how this will end, but how do i do that without riping her apart? but yes, it needs to be done, that is certain.
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2003 28 October :: 12.40am
:: Mood: pessimistic
:: Music: in the middle, i don't know who it was by, it wasn't jimmy eat world though.
Love and webster don't compute
ok, i have my om's twenty year old version of Webster's new twentieth century dictionary unabridged second edition-delux coclor. my purpose to look up the word love.
love (luv), n.
1. a strong affection for or attatchment or devotion to a person or persons
2. a strong liking or interest in something; as, her love of acting
3. a strong, usually pasionate, affection for a person of the opposite sex.
4. the person who is the object of such an affection; a sweetheart; a lover
5. sexual passion or it's gratification.
6. cupid, or Eros, god of love.
7.in tennis, a score of zeo (WTF???i guess they really ment unabridged!)
8.ok, this one is really long and full of theoligical horse shit, so i aint goin' there.
love
1. to feel for love
3. to delight in; to take pleasure in; as, she loves good music.
2. to show love for by embrassing , fondling, kissing.
ok then, so the tennis coment made no sence, but it was in there.love is so obviously often tried to be defined and it is so much in vain. you can't define the none specific. no one knows just how much someone loves another person. i wish i knew just how much tori loved me. so yeah, i don't know. i feel like something isn't quite right. i know it's pessimism again but still i ache and ache. but i promise i'll break these cycles if you let me. i saw a symbolic action of toris today i doubt even she was aware of. but it makes sence, all too much sence... i love you, and i wish i could prove it to you.... i'm sorry. i'm going to bed now. g'night.
XO
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2003 28 October :: 12.36am
ok, yeah, this color looks alot better than the other one. it matches the picture better. but i still need ot perfect it but nobaody is on so i think that i'll stop typing now and go to bed though i'll probably update several times throughout the night. *hugs*
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2003 28 October :: 12.22am
:: Mood: confused
ok, i'm sort of lost, though i have AIM, i have no buddys, and tori aint on, though this doesn't exclude you from my next request. ok, i need screen names so i can add you to my buddy list. and devons would be most apprietiated. i'm sorry but there are just somehtings guys have to say to each other that are best not heard by girls, and i'm sure there are somethings girls say to each other that are best not heard by guys, so yeah, this whole passing notes through you thing jsut doesn'y cut it.... i need his screen name. this is not just a request, it is an order young lady *attempts to imitate voice of crazy lobby dwelling psycho bitch at morgan's physical therapy place*
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2003 27 October :: 9.05pm
he who touches this computer will die a sudden and violent death.
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2003 27 October :: 8.29pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: hmm..... the used, any of the used at the moment actually.
I feel like i have so much to get out, but i don't know how to word it. well, i'll try this. right now i'm sitting at the kitchen counter, and for those of you who know the lay out of my house, which is almost none, that doesn't work. well, my dad bought another computer and it's really flippin awesome. right now he is reading over my shoulder, my dad is. so yeah, i'll wait for him to go away. ok, he left. so yeah, he stuck the tower on the wine cooler that during the days when it gets to be over one hundred degrees sounds kinda like darth vader and the moniter on the counter. so here i am, banished from my mom's office completely without any form of instant messanger...*sighs*...OH YES!!!(no, i'm not having an orgasm) this may mean that with my parents permition, i might be able to have yahoo instant messanger!!!!! yay!!!!! rejoice, my children, rejoice for this is a day filled with much glory and watching of sean conery movies (he's my favorite actor, and pathetically enough, about the only one i can name right off the top of my head except for adam sandler, robin williams, and jim carry. so yeah.... well anywho i really wish i could have a messenger right now but i don't so i think i'll call tori.....(so much for having alot to say, well, i still do, but calling tori sounds much more appealing)....oh yeah, buy the buy, tori, tell your sister i'm sorry but i really did think she stole the phone because i still have it in my head that that's what sisters do because, well, my sister does it all the time. i actually think sculpting is really cool, and well, anything to do with a welder is pretty cool, or any form of fire for that matter...*snickers manevolently*...i should stop, i'm giving my self "bad ideas".....he....he...he.........
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2003 26 October :: 11.51pm
tori says i don't update enough...
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2003 26 October :: 11.51pm
tori says i don't update enough...
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2003 26 October :: 11.51pm
tori says i don't update enough...
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