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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 19 August :: 9.03pm

anyone wanna fucking hang out with me ? beans i love you and as soon as you left i'm crying like a little pussy becau;sdlkuasdkl;fjasd;kj al;sjdfasdjgsjkdl jkslgjkasdklgjskdgjlskdjgsgggggggggggggggggggggaaaaaaaaaasdf

i am in a really fucknig bad mood once a fucking gain anyone wanna take a fucking guess whayas;dlfkjasdg;lksdjg god i'm gonna go run my fucking car off a bridge go fuck your self every single fucking one of you i fucking hate you all

does anyone wanna buy a fucking i pod. i need fucking money
fuck you all.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 19 August :: 12.31pm

my computer is toooooooo slow.

i am now without a user pic. till i can get to keegans because he has a good comp. bahh. well, which is tonight.. but still.


NOTE TO SELF: dont ever leave your car at his house with the hopes that he'll beable to get you back to it. he has no self control when it comes to sleeping... hmph. awww but he's so cute when he sleeps.

i have to work the next 4 days in a row.... AND our hours got cut. people keep dying at metron... we need to go to a grocery store or bingo tournament and recruit more old people... maybe that'd solve the problem. you never know.

i really SHOULD go work on the goodbye letter for the post that i assured sue was nearly done..... mehhh. i dont want to! i still have a month left! its not over yet! *cries.... im going through denial. i ALSO dont know who all is trying out for red flannel this year... so if anybody knows... leave me a comment pleeaaaasssee. and good luck to all futrue prospects! mmmm..... here comes the sadness again.

blueberry pancakes sound good.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 18 August :: 10.59pm

Describe your family::pass
How do you deal with your hair?:whatever
Your first job::arbys'.. or no, the farm
What kind of student were/are you?:i was a straight A now i'm like b's and a's and the occasional C
How often do you go to the movies?:like once or twice a month
Have you had to move before?:yeah once in 2nd grade
Do you have any regrets right now?:kinda not big ones really
Do you think it is okay to date someone you met online?:after meeting them in peson yeah
Who was the worst teacher that you ever had?:jenson haha
Who do you admire?:well it was tammy but now i dont know !! other than that probably roman for the way he can deal with things and his confidence and he doesn't give up
What do you want to be when you grow up?:neonatel nurse
What things really irritate you?:gah.........
Dumbest thing you've ever done:backed out really fast when i was crying and hit a car and then ... yeah i'll just stop there.
What would you change about the world?:mean ass people would not be here
Have you ever had to go to the hospital?:yeah
Have you been to another country?:no
What are your interests?:i duno
What are you afraid of?:the nightmares i've been having
Do you attend church regularly?:yeah
What was the worst date you've ever been on?:duno
What do you think about the war in Iraq?:stupid and pointless
What was the worst moment of your life?:.....
How do you cope when you are upset?:cry and kick windsheilds and break them
What is your favorite thing to eat?:duno
Bad habits of yours:eating bad and swearing

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 18 August :: 10.52pm

yeah well fuck this.. but whatever

about you ....very long

Created by xxxStephi540xxx and taken 86 times on Bzoink

Basics...
whats your full name:jmw
nicknames :baby , pookie, pappy
age :17
birthday :whatever
location :mi
hair color :brown
eye color :blue
height :5-1
weight :ajs;dlfkjsl;fkaj!!
do you think ur hot :no
do others find you hot :roman
Which friend is...
best friends :roman jess and jess
Drugie :duno, ryan?
quitest :hmmmm i duno
funniest :all
loudest :dani
Craziest :jess h
funest when high :duno
annoying :a
coolest :all
easiest to talk to :roman
most trustin :roman and beans
loyal :beans jess jess roman dani
Have you ever...
smoked a cigarette :yeah
a cigar :no
weed :no
got drunk :no
got fucked up really bad :no
had sex :asdj;sldk
been in love :yeah
had a three some :no
kissed a member of the same sex :no
cheated on ur bf/gf :no
broken a bone :yeah
cut yourself :a;sldfkj
cried yourself to sleep :yeah
wanted to die :yeah
been to a party :sure
been in the hospiltal :yeah
Do you..
have a crush :on roman
have a bf/gf :yeah
get high often :no
sing in the shower :yeah
sleep with a stuffed animal :yeah
like to travel :not the traveling part but the being there part
wanna get married :yeah
have kids :no but want them
Are you...
straight :yeah
gay :no
bisexual :no
hot :no
Caring :yeah
Sweet :yeah
loyal :yeah
loving :yeha
Bitchy :yeah
Slutty :no
Flirty :yeah
First things that comes to mind when you hear...
red :mad
blue :sad
blood :shoot
death :dead
pink :pretty
punk :spiky hair
prep :bitch
boy :roman
girl :jalyn
smart :beans/spud
dumb :donna
razor :shower
you hate what...
color :..none
TV show :most
movie :duno
letter :asdlfadf
number :asdf
name :why
boy :does
girl :anyone
song :care
Favorites...
color :pink
movie :um i cant' .. remember...
tv show :i duno
music :everything
song :right now cherish
band :your mom
name :sephia
childhood memory :pssssssssssh.
animal :swan
drink :water
food :junk
candy :m and ms
store :old navy at the moment
themepark :cedar point
waterpark :whatever
tv theme song :um duno
number :2
letter :..
scent :roman
ice cream :cookie dough
vacation spot :duno
season :summer/warm weather

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 18 August :: 5.01pm

I'm home.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 18 August :: 2.01pm

FUCK THIS AND FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 18 August :: 12.21pm

i hate cleaning... i get distracted to easily.

went to blues last night... totally got hit on by the guys in the olive express.... even got a discount on my lemonade... ooooh yeah.

scott came down, and i talked to wyatt quite a bit... what a doll he is. i talked to yancy too... always a plus. i love how i can talk to him so easily about anything.... sighs* if only everything was perfect.. he'll never fully grow up though.

KEEGANS here..... gotta go... i love seeing his car pull up the driveway.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 18 August :: 12.03am

maybe i'm just a mean mean little girl.
well other people wouldn't think so , so if you do, then you suck. i love you but you suck i didn't do anything wrong.

i wanna go cry/die/eat a pie now.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 17 August :: 8.23pm

so uh boyfriend o' mine.... gonna call me anytime soon? gonna even let me know if you even fricken MADE it to Florida. orr......maybe you'll just chill and let me worry.

maybe
fucking
stupid.

ugh. k i was doing good but i am starting to get annoyed now.

dammit.

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shannonw55

:: 2005 17 August :: 11.30am
:: Mood: good

It's my sister's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, STEF!!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 16 August :: 10.47pm

ugh. what the heck. i miss roman and i hate not having cell phones. Have i said that lately?

fatty fat fat fat.

BARACUDA

oh and steffy is 21 what the frick . can't wait until i move out and have an apartment like that. coolie cool.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 16 August :: 6.38am
:: Music: kayne west- slow jamz

ugggh i'm the only one online. what does that say? it was so damn hot and uncomfortable in that stupid stupid stupid tiny-ass room upstairs that i couldn't take it anymore. i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE that bed. my back hurts so bad from it. it sucks 100%. so i just couldn't take it anymore and just decided to get up. i tried sleeping on the couch for a while but nope that sucked too. and now the cats are running around like maniacs on crack and i have to babysit at 8........ ugh..................,a;lskdj

i hate stuff. you know?

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 16 August :: 12.55am

just got home from micahs.... and before that we just got home from mackinaw or mackinac or whatever it is.

it was nice to get away for a little bit.

thats really all i've got for right now. im listening to the night noises outside and its really calming.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 15 August :: 10.23pm

I miss roman. he'd better come back safe and sound and in one piece and quickly.

BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH I wish we HAD FUCKING CELL PHONES. it would be so much easier. i can't wait until we do. My computers here in this house are so fucking stupid.

i dont want to type anymore.

loathing.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 15 August :: 2.34pm

i'm at taryn's with jess and yeah i miss roman. i am a loser but oh well. i hate that we can't just buy our fucking cell phones. i can wait until we do. and well

i really need to brush my teeth i feel gross. band tonight DAR$ALSKDJ and

whateve.r i keep having dumb dreams about people i hardly know anymore. or ever really.


gahahas;lkdjfsl;djfs blah roman i love you.

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