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:: 2005 14 August :: 10.46pm
:: Mood: proud
:: Music: Seether/Amy Lee - Broken

I fixed MSN. :)

And I didn't mess up at youth group. :D

And I had a good time. Hooray!

:: 2005 14 August :: 1.24pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: The Postal Service

Uggg...

:: 2005 14 August :: 11.57am
:: Mood: confused

MSN isn't working for me.

Is anyone else having this problem?

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:: 2005 13 August :: 7.53pm

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dont have any FUCKING FRIENDS TO FUCKING SEE A FUCKING MOVIE ON A FUCKING SATURDAY NIGHT. GOD DAMMTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT EVERYTHING FUCKING SUCKS.

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:: 2005 13 August :: 4.49pm

i want a friend. wish i had a friend.

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:: 2005 12 August :: 10.43pm

wow. today was such a horrible day but when i got to rosie's and worked for the first time ever it was really nice.It still doesn't change how horrible a day it was but at least rosie's seems like it is going to be a good time. Everyone is really nice there and it was pretty fun. I can't wait till i get to wear a cute little pink dress.

i probably lost my job at arby's even though i was going to keep it and just work a few hours every week. i wrote down my schedule wrong and was supposed to be at arbys and rosie's at the same time. i tried to find a cover but no one could do it. so yeah i went to rosie's so i'm pretty sure i'm fired because phyllis was not feeling at all sorry for me to say the least. so yeah that's great. i couldn't stop crying about that and then roman and i got into a huge fight. i'd never felt like that before but as soon as i saw his face when he walked towards me i just thought to myself i can't leave my baby. it could never happen. i love you baby so much.

So.

i had a good time at rosie's and i love my baby so much. I love him.

i found out that we have DVD recorder. How awesome is that? I guess my dad bought it like 2 months ago or something but I didn't even know we had. Coolllllies. jess remember when we used to say that? lol. coolies. ha.

yeah. goodnight. Has anyone ever tried any kind of diet pill and if so, which kind ? just curious.

:: 2005 12 August :: 6.04pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: Third Eye Blind - Thanks A Lot

I hate TV appliances.

And wires.
Why can't they make them different colors? Like, hot pink or something, so 1. If you are looking for one you don't take out the wrong one cuz its the same color as something else and 2. So that it might spark a sense of joy while you're ripping your hair out.

I feel like a big ol' failure. Okay I'm being dramatic, but I'm really frustrated that I couldn't figure it out at all after I spent like... 5 hours on that darn thing.

Does anyone know what to do to hook up a DVD recorder thing when you have already used the outlet for the antenna cable?
Oh well.

:: 2005 12 August :: 3.42pm

i am honestly having a horrible day. i can't stop fucking crying all fucking fucking fucking day and i just want roman to come give me a hug and tell me i'm not as ugly as i feel but
you know
that wont happen. considering ever fucking day soemthing has to go wrong and his car will just sit there forever rotting away

asdfn;lasdkgjsl;dkgjsl;kdgjal;skd nothing good like ever happens and if it does, it's very soon covered up with something shitty.

just
like
fucking always.

brokenmentality

:: 2005 12 August :: 12.31pm

another perfect morning. except this time i woke up with him here.. he didnt wake me up when he got here.

last night after i got out of work we went back to his house and fell asleep around 11.. then at about 2 we woke up and it was pouring rain and there was lightning and thunder and darkness... its moments like that where we're so connected to eachother, even in silence... that make me realize how fortunate we are to have found eachother.

i came home around 4, fell asleep thinking about us, and woke up with the only other person that has ever fully completed that simple 2 letter word.

:: 2005 10 August :: 11.09pm

gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd

common fucking courtesy. ever FUCKING heard of it?!

bloke.

bleedingsun

:: 2005 10 August :: 11.16am
:: Music: Foo Fighters - The Last Song

The wait is ~~almost~~ over

::Comics ~~Coming Soon~~ Are Here::

Read more..

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:: 2005 9 August :: 5.54pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: String Quartet Tribute To Incubus - Pardon Me

An update dedicated to Whetzel
So I added dear Matt Whetzel to my msn list...
And being the funny guy he is, starts talking to me in a language I know less than fluently.

KaEl ...ES MEJOR ARDER KE DESVANECERSE..... says:
hola

KaEl ...ES MEJOR ARDER KE DESVANECERSE..... says:
kien eres

�Shannon� says:
hey

�Shannon� says:
is this whetzel?

KaEl ...ES MEJOR ARDER KE DESVANECERSE..... says:
de donde eres

�Shannon� says:
USA

KaEl ...ES MEJOR ARDER KE DESVANECERSE..... says:
soy de mexico...

�Shannon� says:
Tengo el email address incorrecto. Apesadumbrado
(I have the incorrect email address. Sorry)

KaEl ...ES MEJOR ARDER KE DESVANECERSE..... says:
ahh ok.....

�Shannon� says:
hmm it says its mega_zero though

KaEl ...ES MEJOR ARDER KE DESVANECERSE..... says:
si es mega_zero@hotmail.com

�Shannon� says:
hmm...

KaEl ...ES MEJOR ARDER KE DESVANECERSE..... says:
(rolling eyes emoticon)

�Shannon� says:
Estoy apesadumbrado. Mi amigo tiene dos rayas en el email address.
(Typed it as "sorry he has two underscores" or something. Translated again means, "I am grieved. My friend has two rays in the email address.")

KaEl ...ES MEJOR ARDER KE DESVANECERSE..... says:
ah ok...te equivocaste....jejeje
(something like, oh thats okay, you were mistaken)

And with the trusty Babel Fish Translator I discovered that Whetzel wasn't hispanic and actually had two underscores in his email address.

bleedingsun

:: 2005 9 August :: 11.47am
:: Music: Thursday - I am the Killer

And then there was nothing.

I'm back from the lab. It was a fun little trip.

We get there, and everything is cool. I sit in this chair and the guy wraps this rubber thing around my arm and tells me to make a tight fist. He gets this big metal needle out and tells me it's going to be like a bee sting. He stuck it in and I didn't even feel it. He took five little tubes worth. I started feeling a little weird, but my mom had said I would. So I get up and walk out by the nurse and my mom, and they're talking, and all the sudden I start feeling really dizzy. Everything goes blurry. The next thing I know I'm on the ground and the nurse is holding some smelling salt or something below my nose and my mom is holding me crying.

I guess I passed out and fell down, hitting my head on some metal chair on the way. I woke up and I was like, "Where the hell am I?" Haha, it was awesome. My mom was all crying and I just smiled.

Oh, I knew it was going to be fun.

:: 2005 8 August :: 10.18pm

i miss you and i just want to cry and have you comfort me