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:: 2005 26 July :: 10.54pm
:: Music: The Juliana Theory - If I told you this was killing me, would you stop?

Waiting..

I feel a little better, I slept until 7 PM. I did wake up a few times, but I didn't stay up for long. I'm really pissed about not being able to go with Josh.

I miss Amanda quite a lot right now. I always miss her more at night for some reason. ~~We haven't talked in three days.~~ She just called. I listen to our mix every night before I go to sleep. I'm such a loser.

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shannonw55

:: 2005 26 July :: 9.38pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: A Santana music survey

Mmm.. I feel like cotton candy on the inside.

and no work tomorrow. Hurray!

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 25 July :: 10.13pm

im on keegans laptop... hes in the shower... oh the damage i could do right now... mwah ha ha.

today we had our red flannel pictures done at aspen... its so sad because it makes the end seem so final. the truth is, it'll never end. the memories, and friendship, and sisterhood will never fully go away. and i'll always look back at this past year and be in awe of the amazing experience the 5 of us had.

i've been gathering all my senior picture clothes. greg.... one of the photographers told me to bring my whole closet... i told him he shouldnt have said that! i hope they turn out good... if any of you still need to get your pictures done, or know anybody who's looking to get professional pics done like wedding, family, whatever... let me know so i can get them some discouts at studio 630.

"yesterday wasnt good"
hmph speak for yourself.

anyways.... off i go... keegans back.

stacy i love you. i stopped in to see you.. and ended up talking to your parents for like 10 minutes... i've missed them. and your house. and your wonderful drawer. and the spray butter on the pop corn. and those goofy little hampster things. and the dead bunny. and sleeping out on your tent until it started raining. and porch communicating. and craving arbys late at night at wonderfully having a way to get it. and sitting around your house all day waiting for SOMEONE to bring us to the mall. but most of all... i just miss you. and the long talks we always seem to have. DB4L... i am ALWAYS here whenever you need me ok? you have my number and i have a wonderful ringtone for you on my cell phone. i wanna HEAR it damn it! lets get together soon. with or without the boys.... lets just get together!

ok... hamburgers are calling my name... keegan made them for me with one arm.. poor doll.

night.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 24 July :: 9.13am

i hate this place so so sos sos so so so sso so so much.

i can't decide if i want to just go back to sleep or attempt to do something today.

i have to stop spending money. UGH.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 23 July :: 11.05pm

today was just all-around too much. ugh.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 22 July :: 9.46am
:: Music: Breaking Benjamin - Firefly

I love White Ninja. Too bad the new ones suck. I just went and reread a lot of the older ones, and woo, I laughed a lot.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 22 July :: 2.24am

idiot

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 21 July :: 9.50pm

sometimes it's better to just be completely carefree. hahahaaaaaaaaa

go dance in the rain, i did.

i love roman and i love the rain when it pours.

love it.

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shannonw55

:: 2005 21 July :: 8.38pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: Fall Out Boy - .... something about a dark corner and shutting your mouth... (stuck in my head.)

My job makes me
GROUCHY!

I'm so tired. Today wasn't even that bad. I got in a corn field where the corn wasn't touching my face and someone finally switched with me so I didn't have to have the dirty, behind-the-wheel basket. I didn't get corn rash as bad as most days. But when I got home, I felt so tired and just angry and aahah hashahah! CRaapppyy. Until Ben and Andrea talked to me on the phone and now I feel happy and giggly.
My job separates me from going on the internet as much. Not as much woohu. That makes it "boohu".
I should make a paper journal about the farm and call it boohu.
I hope tomorrow we get the same short field. I was wrong about wanting a good corn season. *nudge nudge to the people who know what I'm talking about*
My scalp is burned. It hurts. I don't wanna put sunscreen in my hair, but I'm forced to if I don't wanna burn cuz my skin sucks.
SHOOT! -- I've gotta pack my farm lunch for tomorrow cuz it's getting late. Why didn't it rain us out today? Oh well.
I made geeky corn-rash protectant wrist bands for my sensitive skin. I feel like proclaiming this to the world so people are aware of this and therefore I might sound a little less geeky. Who the hell knows if its working. OOooooh well. I've done enough dorky things on the farm to care anymore. Andrea is calling....
Signing off now, leave me a comment of pity. lol jk, but you can if you want. ;)

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 21 July :: 1.04am
:: Music: The Mars Volta

When Boredom Attacks!!

So a few days ago my mom bought this butter, and the brand is "is it butter?" This scared me, because I wanted to have a bagel, and I didn't know what to put on it. Was it butter? How could I be sure? How could I be sure of anything, if I wasn't sure if this was butter or not? I couldn't, that's how. And that's also how this happened.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 20 July :: 4.21pm
:: Music: coldplay

ugh i feel so shitty. i dont know what it is but i've got a cold or maybe just bad allergies or something but i just feel so tired and shitty all over and the farm was NOT fun today. i mean actually for a little tiny while it was but other than that, it sucked. i kept almost falling asleep i kind of was hoping i would and then i would fall off the tractor and and have to go home. i was so tired i just couldn't keep my eyes open. i dont relaly know whats wrong with me.

but i feel like shit and these freaks keep adding me to their lists and talking to me on msn. leave me the fuck alone!

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 20 July :: 3.04am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Rise Against

Twelve is the biggest number in the world

I went to bed around eleven:30 and was awoken by the Used at one:43.

I love text messaging.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 19 July :: 10.49pm

complaints

wow i am so tired.

today I got up at 6:45 and got ready and went to the farm. Stayed there until 2:15 and then drove to arby's, got dressed. and then worked at arbys until 9:45.

i'm not looking for pity but i'm just complaining. I'm looking forward to the money but my feet hurt soooo bad.

and i got really really sunburnt. I hate that.

tomorrow i go to the farm again unforunately and yeah.

ugh. whatever. and i'm getting really fat. oh well.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 18 July :: 4.36pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: Chevelle - Comfortable Liar

Bobagadoosh

I am bored.

I finally got the ceiling fan for my room put up, it makes it so much nicer in here.

My Spin subscription came in the mail today, so I should be getting a magazine pretty soon.

That is all.

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shannonw55

:: 2005 17 July :: 12.18pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Led Zeppelin - Whole Lotta Love

Crazy Dream
I had a dream last night that Gunnie/Roman (either they were a partnership or they were the same person) were running woohu and were bombing the U.S. So there was all this chaos and I was right in the middle of it, because I was the only person who knew Gunnies username and password for woohu. And everyone with a woohu account had these cassette tapes of their woohu journals and they had to go into this big building and put them all in a box for the police to inspect every single one of the journals. There were like thousands of people lined up to do this. So the cops were trying to look for me to interrogate me and then i saw Roman (who was also Gunnie?) in a car and he was like, "I swear I didn't do it! I don't know where these bombs are coming from---blah blah blah" And I was like, "aahh omgod what is this world coming to--blah blah blah"
Pretty much, end of dream. Or all that I can remember.

Oh and by the way, Jessie Hazen, if you ever read this, I think you contaminated my house of strep throat. I'm not feelin so well.

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