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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 15 July :: 11.30pm

ugh. i am bored................
bleh.


The Truth Can Be Fun

Created by coldspell and taken 3200 times on bzoink!

Quick Basics
Name:jess
Age:17
Location:home
Down to the good stuff!
What are some of your goals in life?have a family who loves each other and gets along, be a neonatel nurse. marry the love of my life
Do you actually have a list written out like in A Walk To Remember?no..........no
How many have you actually accomplished so far?um none of those listed above
Which is really more important to you- love or money?LOVE
If you have something important to share with a friend, then say it here.um i love you
What is your biggest fear?losing someone i love a lot
What is your earliest childhood memory?the campfire set i got on my birthday and playing with aunt amy with it
Whom do you hate more than anyone?no one at all
Would you kill him/her?no
Whom do you love more than anyone?roman
Would you die for him/her?yeah
Share a secret that very few people know. Come on, it's a truth survey!i'm cool
How many times have you had sex?-
With how many people?-
Would you have sex with a person you didn't love?no
Have you ever seriously considered getting a sex change?lol no
How many people have you honestly loved?one
If you had to choose, then would you rather...
not be with your true love, or just live with them and never get married?the second one
be hated and remembered forever, or loved and forgotten?loved and forgotten
live forever and be blind, or live until 65 with all of your senses intact?second one
erase your bad memories, or keep them as lessons?erase
never have sex again, or lose a limb?probably a limb
watch 96 hours straight of "The Wiggles," or eat a jar of mayonnaise?lol wiggles even though i HATE that show so much omg. who invented that?
rob a bank with a hilighter, or go diving in a shark-cage made of sausage?um neither
Dishing more dirt...
How many illegal drugs have you done (including alcoholic beverages)?none
Have you ever purposefully overdosed on prescription meds?shut up
Have you ever taken prescription meds that weren't yours?no
Does your family have a history of alcoholism/drug use?no
Are you planning to experiment in college, or did you?a little
Have you ever had an eating disorder?no
Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?no
How did you get out of it, if you did?.
Do you see love like a drug?um
What song describes you in this moment?.
Who inspires you to better yourself?roman, tammy, God, justin, justine
Are you an optimist, a pessimist, or a realist, deep down?realist
Do you believe in fate?i think
If so, then where do you think it's going to take you?australia.

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things about me A-Z

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A- Age of 1st kiss:1st grade
B- Band you are listening to right now:rascal flatts
C- Crush:roman!
D- Dad's name:michael
E- Easiest person to talk to:roman
F- Favorite ice cream:cookie dough
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears?worms
H-Home town:cedar
I- Instruments:piano clarinet mallet percussion
J- Junior high:cedar..
K- Kidsnone
L- Longest car ride ever:to florida
M- Mom's name:stacey
N- Nickname(s):jess.. baby, pappy, um.. i think that's it
O- One wish:not telling you
P- Phobia[s]:bleh
Q- Quote:........
R- Reason to smile:love
S- Song you sang last:toxic
T- Time you woke up today8:40
U- Unknown fact about me:i am... nice
V- Vegetable(s) you dislike:um peas?
W- Worst habit:swearing i guess or whatever
X- X-rays you\\\'ve had:arm, back, whatever
Y- Your least favorite person:.bleh.
Z-Zodiac sign:picses

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shannonw55

:: 2005 15 July :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: naive
:: Music: Tom Petty - Mary Jane's Last Dance

Who all knew that Tom Petty - Mary Jane's Last Dance was a drug reference?

Or that the fact that they are in an Indiana town is part of the reason why?

Well, not me.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 15 July :: 7.27pm

trouble in paradise? not even close.

its so nice being able to handle our arguments as adults... there is NOTHING we cant work through, because thats just how we are. i fight with him like he's my brother... most of the time its only because i care so much about the decisions he makes, and he guards and protects me like a little sister... and from time to time gives me a little tough love so i can figure out on my own what exactly it is that i want... but more than that we're best friends.. which keeps everything running soooo smoothly. only THEN can i say we're dating... because everything else comes first. hes my best friend before anything... and thats such an amazing thing.







central air is a beautiful thing.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 15 July :: 6.26pm
:: Music: Gorillaz - Dirty Harry

Lush

Well, she's gone.

So if anyone wants to hang out, I'm completely available for the next 17 days.

"I'm going to go insane!"

I know, me too. I feel pretty good right now though.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 13 July :: 11.56am

i'm meeting some more of my family on saturday... what an odd thing to say..... seems to me its been an overdue meeting.. but whatever, ya gotta start somewhere.

alyssas comming over after work tonight... we're gonna be all girly and figure out what i should where for my senior pictures... she was a model last for the photography place that i'm gonna be modeling for.. i go in saturday morning to get all the information... alyssa said she saved hundreds on her senior pictures, so im really excited.

i cant go to blues cuz i have to work, and theres no way im gonna drive down there and get lost downtown and then walk by myself to where they break dance..... but next wednesday....

i really need to concentrate on losing some of the roundness of my face, and belly, and legs.... .blahhhh... now isnt the time for a self-meltdown. ahh well... people always tell me how cute my cheeks are.. maybe i should start believing them... riiight.

it kindof sucks to know that she left me in the dark about this... i dont understand her. things used to be..... well hmmm, i shouldnt get into it.. because obviously things will never be the same, we will never be us again, and sometime in our far future, occasional cards at christmas will recap some of the memories that we'll neglect to recall otherwise.

i got my hair highlighted... nobody ever takes my advice.. but seriously go to Colleen at Xscape salon in rockford, she's the only person i'll go to for my hair and its SUPER affordable. i get two colors done in my hair all throughout.. not just on top and it only costs me about 45-50 dollars... and my hair is almost as long as my back... GO THERE!

yay for keegan getting a job at logans! im so excited for him.. now he works at our restaurant! woohu!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 12 July :: 10.17pm

HEY BEANSY

if you have the new georgia books, can you let me know. ALSO i would love to hang out with you soon. So give me a ring-a-ding 696-2269 if you have forgotten.

I love Roman. Definetely. Today ........well. today was fucked up and then we went to youth group and went tubing it was a blast.

i want this next year to fly by.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 12 July :: 2.32am

me and keegan had a bonfire tonight... just the two of us.

we ran into town and got stuff to make smores, and it was dark so we had the whole "camping" experience goin on.... it was wonderfull.

i do believe that im becomming obsessed with pigs in a blanket.. keegans mom makes them all the time *for me...te he he* and im gonna become the name of the little piggys... or perhaps just that.. a little piggy. *giggles and wrinkles nose up all cute-like

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 11 July :: 11.57pm


so hello everyone this is what i did today:
I got up at 11. yeah i know, sad huh? But i was up crying all night and blah blah blah. Then I called roman and woke him up haha and then i went tanning and then to the library. I ended up spending like 45 minutes at the library and then heading home and calling roman and guess what! We decided to go to Mich. Adventure . Yay so he came and picked me up and we went there and it was really fun. I realized I haven't been there since 7th grade and it seemed a lot smaller this time!! I went on shivering timbers for the first time though and that thing rocks your shit up.!!! UGH! i felt like i was gonna break into pieces ugh i didn't like it. Well i think it would have been really fun if it wasn't wooden and so rocky but other than that it was good i guess. and then we pretty much rode all the rides so at 7 we left and went to russ's to eat and i got this wrap thing and it was so good and then my baby took me to the beach and it was the most fun all day.

i love the beach so fucking much. it's so beautiful. we climbed on the little dunes and took tons of pictures of us and the sunset and all the pretty stuff. It was so fun. We didn't get home until 11:20. We were supposed to be home at 11 but we walked so far down the beach that by the time we got back to the car, it was passed 10 and dark! but it was so beautiful out and so much fun. The tide started coming in and it scared the shit out of us beccause all of a sudden this huge wave came crashing in at us. haha it was funny.

i love my baby and i wish i could just fucking move in with him. i dont care. i'll say it right there plain and simple that's what i wish.

i hope this next year flies by because i am ready for eternal happiness every single effing day of my life.

goodnight. oh also today is roman and i's year and four months hooray hooray.

love,
jess

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BigBen61

:: 2005 11 July :: 11.22pm

Well adam is leaving for mexico on thursday so my bet is in about 96 hours he will be eatin by la chupacabra.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2005 9 July :: 11.11pm
:: Mood: igjasklgjugh

bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Read more..


i dont care if you think it's too big. you're too big, bitch.

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BigBen61

:: 2005 9 July :: 8.23pm

1st Algebra 2 Babbitt
2nd Drama 4 H.
3rd Advanced tv pro. Tino
4th Varsity voices Tino
5th American Lit. Dolbee
6th Drama 3 H.

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shannonw55

:: 2005 9 July :: 5.14pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: Billie Holiday - I'll Be Seeing You

My Schedule:

Algebra II : Babbitt
American Lit : Eilola
Government/Economics : London/Cooper
Spanish I : Ryan
Chemistry : Jungkind
Yearbook : Stark


Meh.. What did you get? Please don't tell me if you don't have any classes with me. It will make me sad.. Just, uh... tell me that you don't if I ask.

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bleedingsun

:: 2005 9 July :: 4.26pm
:: Music: Gatsbys American Dream - Theatre

Schedule

1. Integrated Math 3 :: Modisher - First fucking hour. Again.
2. American Literature :: Eilola
3. Advanced TV Pro. :: Martino
4. Biology :: Fournier
5. Bible As/In Literature :: Olsen - Score. Another easy class.
6. United States History :: Norkus

This gets me thinking about school too early. Summer isn't even half over yet.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 9 July :: 11.22am

im getting my hair highlighted today... i went tanning last night..... im like geeeeze whats getting in to me!?

must be the senior pictures.

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brokenmentality

:: 2005 8 July :: 2.22pm

we got alot accomplished today.

im watching shelby... on top of everything else....

buuutttt..... keegan came over this morning and the three of us watched scooby doo... and then he mowed our front yard.. which is a PRETTY big front yard, i cleaned my room and bathroom, organized my red flannel box, made lunch on the grill, and keegan just brought our screen door in to be fixed... now i have to drop shelby off at her babysitters, go to work, and then tan so i can be nice and dark for my senior pictures..

ahh... we're almost seniors....

i think i have this disease where i cant stop spending money at abercrombie and hollister... its terrible... 100 dollars on 3 shirts... im sure thats not healthy!

mmm... but they DO look good.

well... i should probably clean up. im lookin pretty scary right about now.......

ohhhhh... me and keegan went to the lakes mall yesterday and then to grand haven.. it was nice. the sun felt so good... so what if the water was to cold and even kind of hurt.... it was a good day.

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