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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 25 September :: 8.52pm

ughhhhhg i do not like to NOT get along with teachers but seriously it's like everything i say, or every question i answer, this teacher disagrees and they re-word it just a TAD BIT and say that THAT way is correct. no. sorry. that's what i just said. didnt you just hear me? i just wanna be like hello?! thats the answer i just gave! where were you? ugh it is pissing me off so bad. does anybody else have this problem?

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 25 September :: 7.18pm

so it is true. lesson learned. dont trust anyone.

god dammit i am so pissed. due to a stupid person who i thought was okay to trust, i am getting a zero. that is ridiculous. i am so mad.

okay so ulitmetely it's my fault but i am still so angry.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 25 September :: 9.58am

wwow wanna know what i hate?

when bitches lie to you and then ditch you AND THEN ARE TOTAL COWARDS AND CAN'T EVEN PICK UP THEIR DAMN PHONE. AND THEN WILL PROBABLY MAKE AN EXCUSE AS TO WHY THEY DID ALL THAT


PRAISE THE LAWDDDDD@!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 23 September :: 12.57pm

so something has been happening to me and i am allergic to something or something i dont know but my eyes feel like they are on fire and they are all red and itchy and UGLY. and right now i'm doing okay because i got some eye drops but they are so dry and ow they hurt and


i'm not doing that great right now. in fact i'm pretty angry. should i be? probably to some extent. ughghghghhg

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 21 September :: 2.58pm

god i hate work so much. i hate the new menards. i miss the old people. i hate work so much, i skipped it yesterday. and if they ask me for an excuse i think i'll just shrug because i do not have one other than the fact that i hate it. but i dont know if i should look for another job or what.. it's realy good pay and i can usually get 40 + hours if i want them. (god this lady behind me, i'm at the library, will not stop fucking talking to her self .... shut up!) i sreiously think i contemplate skipping work every single day i am scheduled to go in. i hate it so much.

i have been trying to get switched into a dept but nobody needs more people and thy all just laugh when i say i hate being a cashier because "all cashiers wnat to be switched into a dept." seriously i hate it. i've htought about going back to waitressing but that is never sure money and i dont know if i want to go back to it because you have to be so nicde. i like working at menards only because if i'm mean, i dont lose my tip... .because i never had one .... you get it.

but yeah i really can't stand working there and i'm even changing my availabilty so i only have 4 available days to work instead of 5. how bad is that?! i mean, it will help with me being able to get school work done easier too but other than that im pretty much just doing it because i can get by without that extra day, i'm can pick up hours if need to because peolpe are always asking people to pick up shifts and most of all I HATE WORKING THERE!

i think maybe ij ust get like this with every job i have.... it's like after 6 months i cna't take anymore. waiiiiit a second, i worked at arbys for a whole year. ugh what am i doing.

i dont know what to do. i would love to work at a day care maybe or something... but i dont think i could get 8.20 and 10.60 on weekends. not many places can beat that.


blkaj;lkdfja;lskdfja;skjflakjsflkajs;fkjas;lkfj i have to leave for work in like 25 minutes. i hate menards so freaking much. i've worked there for over a month and still i dont feel like i know anyone there. nobody is like ...easy to approach. i think i'm scared of like all of them. ughghghgh they are dumb! and i hate it!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 19 September :: 4.09pm

so seriously, i have the best boyfriend in the world.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 18 September :: 10.09am

i really hate stupid college girls.

just like i hated stupid high school girls.

god dont be in school if you're an idiot.

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shannonw55

:: 2006 15 September :: 4.12pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Ben Folds - Brick/The Luckiest

I miss you, Jess.

Come back and fill the basement with tinkly Ben Folds music. I hope you are enjoying yourself at your apartment.

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starlesseyesremain

:: 2006 13 September :: 11.12pm

thank you rachel, you made me feel better... so this post is for you

and how much i loooove you!!!

I LOVE RACHEL!

<3

yeah rachel... that means that i REALLY love you :)

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starlesseyesremain

:: 2006 12 September :: 4.57pm
:: Mood: disappointed

The Angry Emo School Day!!!
You ever have one of those days when you just wake up and you don't want to get out of bed because you KNOW it's going to be a bad day?

...it was one of those days...

Everyone and everything was grating on my nerves... from the freshman to people walking on the wrong side of the fucking hallway! what is going to happen when these people get their license? are they going to drive on the wrong side of the road!? this is fucking america emo kids... learn to deal with Bush, and "The Man" and STOP fornicating in the hallway! I'm TRYING to get an education here... so i don't end up like ass whipes i go to school with... I hear everyday that "high school is the best years of your life" well? when's it going to happen? i'm a junior now... and it's not happening! whatever... people say college is better, and i really hope so...

I thought I was in Gym... NOT Child Developement

if these freshman are our future... push me off a cliff now!

some kid hit his friend in the nuts with a tennis ball flying at full force... his FRIEND did this to the poor child, that's real mature... God... was i ever like that?! please if i was next time you see me SLAP me across the face, i will thank you pleasantly...

And i have no class to unwind in... i don't have art till second and third trimesters...
Algebra 2
Gym
American Lit
US History
Anatomy
hmm... my day is just a LITTLE stressful... this is the first night since school started that i haven't had homework, that's right! i got slapped across the face with algebra homework the first day of school... the first day of school isn't "take these forms home to your parents for homework, have them fill it out, and bring them back tomorrow" nope... it's all play no work, to all work no play... I'm busy all the time, and people flip out on me for it! i don't know why, i mean i have school and a serious relationship, SORRY in advance if hanging out with me, means working around MY scheduel...

god... i've never said that before... i'm generally the person that works around other people's stuff...

my life is rediculous crap right now

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 11 September :: 11.44am

it's 9/11

and i just kind of wish i had been older when it happened because i really want to do soemthing....as
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and any way some people here (at college) are SO STUPID but i


yess

oh and i seriously love this new going out all the time lifestyle that roman and i have created.

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shannonw55

:: 2006 9 September :: 7.32pm
:: Mood: crusty
:: Music: Fattz Domino - Pimpin' Ain't Easy

Norma Flooglehoffer !

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 6 September :: 11.28am

so i had my first class just a minute ago and the professor is really nice and funny. and it all seems okay. it just pisses me off that so many of these kids don't have jobs.

lazy asses. ugh

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shannonw55

:: 2006 28 August :: 4.01pm
:: Mood: annoyed

Schedule:

1. AP History
2. AP Stats
3. Bible as/in Lit
4. Brit Lit
5. Anatomy & Physiology
Seminar - Millard

Whaddu got?

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 23 August :: 6.44pm

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DOES SOMEONE WANT MY CAT

HIS NAME IS ELVIS . HE IS BEAUTIFUL AND FUN AND FULL OF LIFE AND WONDERFUL AND I CAN'T TAKE CARE OF HIM AT MY APARTMENT WITH WORKING AND SCHOOL AND I DONT WANT HIM TO BE TRAPPED IN AN APT. AND MY PARENTS DONT WANT HIM

PLEASE SOMEONE WHO WILL BE A GOOD KITTY PARENT.

PLEASE
2315809564 IF YOU WANT TO...

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