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brokenmentality

:: 2006 15 January :: 10.20pm

i LOVE every other saturday...... they're always perfect. ALWAYS, and yesterday was no exception. i say everyother saturday because i dont work every other saturday and keegan never works saturdays.. so we get to be together all day long.

we're both semi broke right now.. so for most the day we just lounged around his house. i got teh 8th season of friends, his mom made one of my favorite dinners (tatertot caserole) and it was just nice to be home all day. then we met stacy, dani, dustin, devin, and brandi downtown and saw that pink floyd laser show at the planetarium (sp). which was most deffinately an acid trip... lol. i dont think you get the full effect if you're not stoned.... which heaven knows we werent... laughs* but it was pretty cool. WAY to much stimulation for the eyes though. ouuuch. after that me and keegan went to oasis which was wonderful. we got there around 12 and had the greek room reserved which i've been wanting to see since prom last year. it was amazing. (keegan popped his OTHER shoulder out of joint a few days ago.. so its been pretty sore.. hense us going to oasis and me having an "excuse" to get a new bathing suit.... giggles) but yeah... it was awesome. i thought it was an indoor room, but we walked in and theres murals all over the walls and a fire place and statues.... but no ceiling. it was just beautiful. the perfect end to the perfect night. then we went home and fell asleep and got up this morning to go to a new church. we're looking for a church. we went to Sparta babtist this morning... which was nice, but we wanna try a bunch of different ones.. so if you have an suggestions... comment. we're looking for a contemporary service with contemp. music. and we're not looking to become involved with a youth group... just sundays.

everything just feels so right. not only are we going on 14 strong months.. but we're still so incredibly happy. never have we almost "broke up", because we're mature enough to handle our arguments. i've never felt this way before. EVER. i thought i did once... i though THAT was love... and i couldnt have been more wrong. now, i find myself falling in love with my best friend... and although its a process that may take anywhere from a month to a couple years to fully develop... im looking so forward to that moment that i've been dreaming of my whole life.. where i can look that ONE person in the eyes express that age old 3 letter phrase that people have been saying since the dawn of time.

we're so on track with eachother. and i think its awesome that we're growing spiritually together.




*smiles* i admire you!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 15 January :: 9.50pm

today was so hectic but everything turned out great. i love roman so much. i am so lucky.

we are so lucky.

and jess i totally freakin love you. we both do lol

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shannonw55

:: 2006 14 January :: 9.44pm
:: Mood: giddy
:: Music: Campbell's Soup song

I was looking at bridal pictures with my mom (since my sister is getting married) and look at this one. Read more..

I thought I'd spread the feeling...

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 14 January :: 5.19pm

no not really. i'm already eating a sandwich. i'm done pretending thanks

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 13 January :: 4.02pm

ughghghhghg i think i hate myself. maybe i should stop being a bitch to everyone. well you dont know anyway

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 13 January :: 1.46pm

yeah i knew it'd be kind of like this. it's not that bad but i am not that strong... or something

ugh. i love you despite everything and anything. and yeah sorry but i could never deny that.

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 13 January :: 8.58am

ok, so yesterday i was furious.
but i realize that it wasnt about talent....

and at least becky and i gave a piece of our minds and got to see the large animal turn red in the face and squirm like the pathetic lowly person she is.


AND i schedualed a facial yesterday... and after that, who could be upset?!

my skin feels so rejuvinated. everybody should experience one!

orgasmic... really.

*giggles.... later kids

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 11 January :: 6.45pm

ughghgh this afternoon is not going well..

the search for a new job is not going at all. and everything sucks and i'm sick of driving everywhere and i am REALLY sick of writing the same thing a THOUSAND times. about where i worked and who i am and where i live. omg. and i'm sick of hearing i need to be 18.

i have 41 unread messages in my email. and i just haven't checked it for only 2 days. so that means its probably massive amount of junk that despite my blocking is never going to stop getting to me

i saw some girl lying dead or hurt or something in the middle of fricken alpine as i was leaving. ugh just not a good image and not a good thing

my headlight is out.

i hate peopl.e

i have a headache like every day of my life i swear.

and yeah i forgot my psych book so there goes my huge assignment. i KNEW i 'd forget it. ughghg i swear i can't remember anything at ALL EVER!!

i ..roman. i mis s him so much.

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brokenmentality

:: 2006 10 January :: 9.43pm

i tried out today. i reallly want wendy. sooo incredibly bad. but i guess we'll see what happens.


talk about one hell of a night... and nobody could EVER know what i mean by that.

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bleedingsun

:: 2006 9 January :: 9.03pm
:: Music: Pink Floyd

I have come to the conclusion, and reshaped it.

It is finally done and I will never look back on or think about it ever again.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 9 January :: 12.25am

welll i love roman and i can't wait for everything to begin i guess heh.

my little nephew allan
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my little "poonta" "Rrrroman, I LOWWWW YOU"

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hheahahaaaaaaa.

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bleedingsun

:: 2006 8 January :: 10.53pm
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: The Strokes - Razorblade

The caution and fear of growing up displayed with pillow and blanket forts

This weekend was pretty good, except for the past few hours when I was doing my homework. This research assignment is driving me mad. I need one more outside source, and I need to figure out how to cite the ones I already have.

I'm trying out for the musical on Tuesday. We're singing Tribute by Tenacious D. Oh, and I'm also learning out to play the guitar. It'll take awhile, but I think it will be cool once I get good.

Oh, and if anyone works at a fast food restaurant and wants to be on Hawk Talk, let me know.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 8 January :: 3.57am

omg. seriously so this is what it's gonna be like for the next 5 months of my life. 4 am will quickly become my friend i suppose... grarrr. bleh.

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BigBen61

:: 2006 7 January :: 11.49pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: OZMA

this song is so beautiful
Ozma - Utsukushii Shibuya

i've been thrown the gaijin glare for so long
by now i take the scorn in stride
got no time for pride that only serves to divide
got no time for miscommunication
i've been trying to set this straight for so long
trying to hammer out what's bent
you trust in my intent
you must be heaven sent
and i've been trying to let you know that i love you so

i've been trying to find a girl for so long
that tears have often filled my eyes
under azure skies as we said our last goodbyes
i was trying to let you know that i love you so

i love you so
you'll never know
but i love you so

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 7 January :: 6.52pm

i love jess...

and SERIOUSLY i wish those people were my parents. honestly.

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